Control

AN: The third chapter for tonight- tell me what you think. I was quite insecure about these two chapters, tell me if I made it work.


By the way I wrote a hot little bondage scene last night that is still a couple of chapters away and I rather liked how it turned out. Just to water your mouths a little- yes I am evil.

Never Pity


He nudged the redhead who rose smiling friendly at Harry.

For a moment Harry hesitated but then he rose as well, for some weird reason not wanting to disappoint Snape. Following Adrian across the room and out into a beautiful little moonlit garden where his guide sat down in the grass.

“I am Adrian,” he said with a huge smile.

“Harry,” Harry replied the redhead reminding him of Ron all in a sudden.

“Is this your first master?” Adrian asked casually picking a flower from the ground.

“Snape is not my master,” Harry said flatly keeping his eyes to the ground.

“Alright,” said Adrian and spread out on the lawn and the silver chains around his neck were reflecting the moon beams. “I have been Hayden's pet now for about ten years.”

“How old are you?” Harry asked with big eyes.

“Twenty-six,” Adrian said with a smug expression. “I met him in the ministry when I had to file a report for a burglary into our house. He was the auror on duty and I instantly liked him- he makes me laugh a lot and he cares for me.”

“An auror? So no seedy patron of a pub?”

Adrian laughed at that. “No, the others in this club are one head mediwizard in St Mungeo's, the grey haired one's name is Nathan, he works in the department of mysteries but of course he won't tell any specifics.” He pulled a face at that. “Oh and you must have met Michael when you arrived- he is usually abroad since he works as magical ambassador to Continental Europe. So no, all of those are respected members of their communities and this is not a bond of force Harry.” His eyes bored into Harry's. “I am not forced to stay with Hayden- actually I could walk away right now and he would probably only try to win me back with presents and flowers. When I say he cares for me, it means he provides for me and he would go out of his way if I needed or wanted something.”

Harry stared into space a while but suddenly he heard Adrian snicker. Looking down he found him pointing to Harry's lap that sported an erection.

“Did Severus not take care of that?”

“Actually he did,” Harry muttered willing it to go away.

“Then your magic must be very strong but considering who you are that is no real surprise.” His eyes sparkled with amusement.

Self consciously Harry touched his scar. “I thought nobody had recognised me.”

“Nobody will ever mention who you are in here. In here I am just Adrian and Hayden is my master.” Adrian leaned closer. “I would offer to relieve you of that problem but I know that Severus does not share, especially not you.”

“Why me in particular?” Harry asked eager to hear about Snape's past.

Adrian accioed two glasses filled with a bright red liquid and when Harry tried it he liked the taste.

“He stopped visiting this club when you arrived at Hogwarts and as far as I know he did not have another pet since. He is one of those guys who are grumpy on the outside but inside he harbours so many emotions that it scares him. Once Hayden was called for an emergency meeting because of some stupid guest to the minister of magic and as I was quite desperate he took care of me.”

Harry narrowed his eyes dangerously not liking the sound of that at all. “He did what?”

Adrian sputtered his drink. “Whoa, you sure are possessive Harry.” He grinned devilishly. “You sure you are not Severus' pet? You sure act like one. But do not worry, he eh, gave me hand if you know what I mean. Nothing else and I could not do it myself since Hayden cast that spell on me.”

Forcing his body to calm down Harry nodded still not happy but right now there was nothing he could do. He did not like the idea of this sensual creature having had sex with his mate and it was increasingly difficult to control his emotions.

“Why were you desperate?” he asked Adrian changing the topic of their conversation.

“He really did not tell you anything about this place, did he?” Adrian asked with another smug expression on his face. “The drink from the fountain, it gets you hard after a while and it is then those private rooms up there are used.”

It was Harry's time to sputter his drink now. “Whaat!” His gaze dropped to his raging hard on and the uncomfortable tightness down there.

“Relax, Severus will take care of you- that is what I mean. You can lean back and let your master tend to your needs plus if Hayden sometimes nags me- which he does from time to time- I will not let him touch me for a day or two. See, they get dependant on your attention as well. It is a win win scenario or do you think any pet would do it otherwise?”

Harry wanted to reply something when he saw a sparkling green ray coming from the door and Adrian jumped to his feet.

“It was cool talking with you Harry and maybe I see you around but I've been waiting for that the whole evening.” He bared his teeth in a sensual smile. “Enjoy it Harry, there could be a lot worse relationships waiting for you.”

With that he spun around and almost ran to the door where Hayden was waiting for him enclosing him in a hug. Emptying his glass Harry rose as well and made his way inside to see where Snape was. He found him sitting in the alcove obviously deep in thoughts. His brows were furrowed and there was a pensive streak in his eyes. When Harry sat down next to him he turned around one brow raised.

“I was wondering what was keeping Adrian so long. Did you get the answers you needed Potter?” he asked his voice even.

“You had sex with him,” Harry blurted out.

“And that concerns you because...?” he asked sourly.

“I told you I do not like to share,” Harry grumbled more to himself.

Snape huffed. “First of all that was several years ago before you came to Hogwarts and then I wonder where this jealous streak comes from.”

“I am your lover,” Harry argued glad that everybody seemed to have retired to their private rooms.

“Are you?” Snape asked drawing nearer his voice dangerously low. “I was thinking this was a forced bond you neither wanted nor required. Make up your mind Potter- you either are in or out.”

“You know, not much has changed here has it? It is like I am still in school and cannot be trusted with the truth, I only get told what you absolutely have to. How am I supposed to make an informed decision if I have to quiz either your ex-lover or Slinky.”

Now Snape's black eyes were narrowed. “Adrian is not my ex-lover as you so pointedly put it. So far I had been under the impression that you were not interested in these kind informations. Do you recall what I told you about trust Potter? It goes both way.”

Harry gulped down a sudden lump when he saw the slightest trace of hurt in Snape's eyes before they were tightly shut and he turned away. He gently touched Snape's arm but he shrugged him off.

“I do not need your pity Potter,” he growled.

“It's not pity,” Harry whispered. “It is desire unlike anything I have ever felt before and that scares me more than Voldemort ever could. Maybe you are right and we should talk more but right now I am in desperate need and according to Adrian there is something you can do about it.”

When Snape did not react Harry realized words were not enough right now and he jumped to the first idea that came to mind. Lowering his whole body to the ground so that he was spread out Harry stretched sensually remembering Adrian's moves, letting one hand travel to his right nipple and rub it slowly.

“Did you know I was hard from the moment you watched me outside your bedroom? Hmm, your gaze it does the strangest things to me but it always did. You infuriate me like nobody else in this world but arouse me at the same time. It's never pity, you are not the kind of guy to be pitied but a certain capacity to arouse my every feelings.”

Snape did not turn around but Harry noticed a slight speed up in his breathing.

“I guess I was never aware of it because I was a child for so long but after you had ran away, I practically forced Albus to go after you or I would have gone on my own. Something inside of me could not endure the thought of you dying and when I had to listen to Riddle as he was torturing you the only thought that kept me from attacking right then and there, was that I would kill him this time for good. We had to wait for most of the aurors but those minutes where the longest minutes of my life. And after Riddle had fallen and I saw you dying instinctively something inside me wanted this bond, needed it because I could not live on without you.”

Slowly Snape turned around his eyes for once burning with so many emotions that it took Harry's breath away. His gaze travelled down to where Harry was desperately rubbing his erection and he stilled his hands.

“You will not get rid of it Potter, you are making it only harder for yourself.”

Locking his eyes with Snape's Harry smirked. “Am I not doing that as a general rule?”

Leaning down Snape let his breath drift over Harry's heated cheeks. “That is true,” he muttered and then licked experimentally over Harry's throat down to his belly button where he lingered. “You truly are awfully skinny Potter but I guess Slinky might be capable to nurse you back to health. And now let's see what we can do about your immediate problem, shall we?”

All of Harry's nerves were on overload and when he felt Snape delving his tongue under the hem of his pants he drew in his breath harshly. Nimble fingers opened his button and Harry's hard cock jumped free begging for attention. A skilled tongue licked along the underside of his throbbing hardness and then Snape's warm mouth sucked it in completely. The feeling was divine, threatened to drive him crazy and he knew he would not last much longer. His undoing was when Snape grazed his teeth so very carefully over the skin and Harry came in silent ecstasy, the feeling of releasing himself into his lover's mouth tantalising on its own.

When he was done Harry felt Snape letting go of his now flaccid cock and coming to his face, the potion master took Harry's mouth in a searing kiss, the taste of himself on his lover's tongue unused but certainly not unwelcome. Eventually they parted for need of fresh air and Harry snuggled his head into Snape's chest rejoicing in the tight embrace he found there.

He was laying in post orgasmic bliss until he remembered something. Sitting up Harry faced Snape's enquiring gaze and a sly smile played around his green eyes when he pushed his lover onto his back.

His shaking fingers began to open button after button of Snape's shirt until his cream white skin was revealed that was littered with scars. Wondering if they were from Voldemort or Tobias Snape, Harry bent down to place a soft kiss on them silently trying to convey what he could not with words. Snape's black eyes rested on Harry and there was something in there that scared Harry like nothing before. Roaming over the taunt stomach he began to undo his lover's black pants only to find Snape as naked underneath his cloths and himself.

Looking up he grinned broadly. “Good taste,” he muttered and trying to mimic what Snape had done to him he pocked out his tongue and licked over the heated flesh. When he heard the potion master draw in his breath harshly he let his hardness slide into his mouth applying subtle pressure on it. Imagining what he liked when he jerked off he flipped his tongue around the tip and let his hands knead Snape's balls gently.

He must have done something right because he felt Snape go rigid before he exploded into Harry's mouth the boy determined to swallow it all. When the shudders subsided he let the now flaccid cock flop out of his mouth and looked up. Snape pulled him closer and delved his tongue into Harry's mouth tasting himself on his lips. Once they drew apart Harry snuggled into the warmth of his lover and almost purred when felt a soft hand rubbing his back.

For a while nothing was spoken as Harry felt his eye lids getting heavier. Obviously sensing that, Snape sat up and nudged Harry on his shoulder.

“Do not dare to fall asleep in here Potter- I won't carry you home.”

Knowing that he was right Harry rose as well and began to rearrange his clothes. Silently he followed the older wizard out of the room and down the stairs where they received their cloaks. Once outside Snape inhaled deeply and then turned around.

“Do you want to apparate alone or side with me?”

Being as tired as he was Harry just leaned himself heavily against his lover and the last thing he felt before sleep overtook him was the familiar pull of the apparation.