Baby come back home soon.

A/n: I do not own anything that comes from the Harry Potter books, only made-up characters and most ideas. I got this idea from reading other fan fictions but I've put little twists on somethings. I will warn you all in each chapter if somethng of that nature will happen. This is will be mostly about Hermione and Snape but there might be tidbits about other couples.

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Hermione just chuckled, "I know but if you wanted it be a secert you wouldn't have said it outloud with me here dozing."She said iwht a smile. Severus just looked down at his daughter,
"I'll call an house-elf to come watch the girls so we can talk."He said simply as he moved place his daugthers in their room before Hermione could say anything.

He closed the door and came walking back into the living room, "Why did I say what I did?"He asked, she only nodded as she watched him,
"Because I was drunk, that is why."He muttered. Hermione stood up,
"Oh that is a good excuse.. "She muttered, "But why were you drinking? Sure you would have one drink at night, but not enough to get drunk."She commented.

"Why!"He excliamed, "Well lets see maybe because the Dark Lord was getting to interested in you."he said simply, Hermione just gasped, "What did you not think that the Dark Lord woudln't get interested in the girl his most faithful servant was sleeping with?"He said with a sneer.

Hermione just looked at him, "Why would you be interetest in just a young girl hmmm?"She asked as she walked closer to him, "Couldn't find anyone that would sleep with you? So you went for a young girl who you knew you could get to do what you want?"She asked harshly. Severus just looked at her, he closed his eyes and then opened them again.

"No that was not it, it was because I loved your mind. You could debate with me like no one has been able to do in a long time."He said softly. "Everything else was just perks, you were a good friend in the beginning."He said as he moved to touch her cheek. "I was summoned and that night the Dark Lord told me that I should get you ready to be brought before him, and since I own your heart though I never 'loved' you. I would have talked you into joining him, or give up Potter."he said as he looked everywhere but at her, "I coudlnt' have done that to you love, you were to precious to me, so I went back to my room and started drinking to get his voice out of my head, I wasn't expecting you to come that night, and when you did I wanted you to leave and hate me so I didn't have to do it. I guess I did to well of a job."He said as he took a step back. There was more to the story but that was all he could tell her at the moment.

Hermione just looked at him, "Why didn't you just tell me this? We could have worked something out, why did you have to push me away!"She asked, he just sighed,
"Because I loved you to much I didn't want that monster anywhere near you."he mumbled as he looked at the floor. Hermione knew she should be upset but in a way she could understand why he did it, but it didn't make it hurt any less.

"I'm sorry Mia.. really I am.. if I could I would go back and change it."he whsipered,
"I know you would sir.. I know.."She said simply, "But that doesn't undo the hurt you caused me, and it doesn't stop what will happen if he finds out that I'm back in your life with two daughters."She said as she went to sit down. She just realized that she just put her daughters in danger coming back, she placed her head into her hands.
"What have I done! I just put our daughters in danger coming back."She said as she quickly got up. "I have to leave.. I have to go back to the muggle world."She said as she tried to move towards her room. But Severus stopped her,
"You can't.. he will find you no matter where you are. Be here or there, though being here you have me, and the rest of everyone else here to protect you."He commented before he put his arms around her and pulled her close. She resisted at first but then just rested her head on his chest. "can't you forgive me?"He asked softly.

Hermione just looked up at him, "It will take time but I think I might be able to. I'm not saying I will, I'm saying there is a chance."She said as she saw him get hopeful, he bent down and placed a light kiss on her lips and then pulled away.
"Alright as long as there is hope I'll hold on to that."He whispered, "But since the girls are being watched come and relax."He said as he pulled her towards the couch.

A/N: I know I'm leaving it at that. I just wanted the next chapter to be able to be when they are relaxing and talking.. I mean really talk, not stopping each other or hiding behind the hurt. Also Paine I woudln't mind you betaing for me. I would actually love it. If you want then sure, just leave me another message I'll put up my email address or my sn and you can contact me that way.

Thank you all for the reviews.. And I hope I can keep you all happy, if you have any ideas then I woudl love to hear them..