His

I moaned as he left a trail of kisses down my neck, I turned and kissed him on the lips.

“You know waking up a lady from her sleep is considered bad luck”, I smiled

“I think the risk is worth it. Later the healer says you must exercise to get your muscles working well again…”

“I think last night was a big enough workout don’t you?”, he smiled and suckled on my neck, “Don’t you have a world or something to take over? You shouldn’t waste time with me”

“The world can wait…”

“Im not going anywhere, ill be here when you get back! But can I use the library master? I wish to research some things…”,

“Only if you give me a little something in return”

“Well you’ll have to wait and see”, I winked and got up, purposely climbing over him and walking to the bathroom naked.

I shivered when I closed the door, im such a slut! But its what I must do…for now. Even though he’s so good looking, he disgusts me, this loving attitude he has with me will only last as long as I obey him.

I pulled on a black thin robe hanging on the door and went straight to the library, this room was filled with dark books so it had to be here…I browsed the shelves looking for anything and everything, finally a few books about horcruxes.
These must be so rare, they are banned in most places and he has four! There must be something in here how I can be free of him!

I skimmed the dark pages, searching, there was some gruesome pictures and diagrams, how to make a horcrux. It was disgusting, one of the books even had ways of killing someone as painfully as possible! It made me feel sick and there was nothing on how to reverse a horcrux. Maybe he got it wrong, maybe im not a horcrux, or maybe part of my soul isn’t in him, who am I kidding? Im never going to die just like he wont, im stuck with him forever! There must be something else…
“Horcruxes? You wont find a counter in there”, came Snape’s voice from over my shoulder, why is he always in here?!

“Im not! Just seeing how it works…How do you know?”

“I was with the dark lord when he worked out you had a horcrux like thing in him, he decided to put one in you for safekeeping, it was one of the best plans he’s ever had!”

“why would you care? sir”

“he is my lord, finally he is immortal-or as close as. So why are you suddenly all over him? Not really your usual thing is it?”

“Finally! Your back to your sarcastic old self! I thought I lost you for a minute!”, I said sarcastically, “Its none of your business what I do!”

“Don’t tempt me, I will make you feel pain if you do”

“So are you still teaching?”

“Yes actually, Dumbledore is easy to trick. Its better spying as a professor at Hogwarts than not. Its weekend so I get to leave the grounds”

“Weekend? Woah my body clocks mucked up! I know you don’t really care…but how are all my friends?”

“Well seeing as you have no friends that’s a random question. But your ex friends are doing just fine, Potter and Weasley are doing even worse in my lessons”

“Potions wasn’t always there strong subject…”

“Potions? I teach defence against the dark arts, I forgot you‘ve missed so much”

“What? Why did Dumbledore finally give you the job?”

“Ah you make me sound like I was desperate for the job, I have no idea. Im keeping my eye on you in future…your up to something, I sense it”

“you must be losing your touch sir, I simply have realised how much I like the dark lord, that little sleep did me well, sir”, I smiled, I had to be careful I knew he could easily see my thoughts. “You know, now that I know my fate ive decided to get over it and bow down to him, he is my life, that wont change, im simply embracing it now”

“I don’t believe a word of that, I know you, you would never do that”

“No you think you know me, you hated me all through my school life and-…im seventeen…”

“What?”

“Im seventeen, im of age…I always imagined my 17th as a great party and loads of fun with my friends…I missed it, I don’t know my OWL results or anything…”

“You don’t need OWL’s anymore, but I happen to know what you got, all outstanding’s and one exceeds expectations for defence against the dark arts”

“Oh, I guess your right…but, I cant believe it, I suddenly got older…seventeen. I remember Harry once telling me that he would countdown and give my first kiss being 17. So much for that…”, I stood up and put the books away, Snape came over and stood in front of me.

“Close your eyes”

“Why?”

“Just do it”, and I did. “5, 4, 3, 2, 1”, he whispered and stole my lips, after a few minutes of him exploring my mouth he pulled away. I looked at him confused and shocked.

“Why did you do that?”

“You looked like you needed it”, I laughed and thanked him with a kiss on the lips and turned away.

“Thank you”, I smiled and sat down, “I never would of imagined id share the lips of sarcastic professor Snape, the guy who made my lessons hell for five years, but id say your pretty good. How often do you practise?”, I added with a giggle.

“Its only alright if im the one who’s sarcastic. But you must know, a simple kiss isn’t going to change my suspicions about you”

“I know you don’t trust me, I was kidnapped, been against the dark lord since I arrived and attempted suicide-so obviously you’d have some problems with me. But doubting me, means doubting him, sir”

“We’ll see”, he apparated away looking a bit angry.

Great I have Snape on my back now. Well he cant really do anything about it, I hate all death eaters…but he was a pretty good kisser. I laughed and continued to browse the shelves for anything, no such luck, but from what those books say there is no way of destroying a horcrux without killing the person. Im stuck.

I must of fallen asleep because the next thing I knew was I was naked on the library floor with Voldemort on top of me. I faked a smile as he thrust into me and moaned, a lot. He’s like a machine or something wanting a fuck or few everyday! It hurt, no matter how many times I’ve been with him it still hurt, but not as much now that it was consensual-or at least that’s what he thinks.

“Milord!”, I gasped as he moaned and fell to my side, I wasn’t going to call him Voldemort, I wouldn’t give him that pleasure. He suckled on my shoulder gently while I stroked the hair out of his eyes, it was weird, him having hair, colour in his cheeks and dark eyes-even if they did have a reddish tint.
“Not the usual way of waking someone is it milord?”

“For you I made an exception, you were wearing nothing under your robes it was like you were inviting me to enter”

“Ill keep that in mind for the future, you scared the life out of me though I thought I was being attacked!”

“You know that isn’t possible while under my protection”, he replied huskily, I wanted to laugh at him being sexy, it just wasn’t supposed to be, the most evil man in history shouldn’t be like this!

“It happened with Lucius on that day…”, I said quietly getting up, he grabbed my hand and pulled me down, getting on top of me so I couldn’t move.

“Don’t ever mention to me you being with another man, Severus is an exception but never ever tell me about it! I don’t care that you’ve accepted being here, You are still my slave!”, he shouted at me, I didn’t even do anything wrong, I just reminded him on some truths.
“but…you are under my protection, I know when your in pain, so even under the very unlikely time when you are attacked. Ill be there, that’s a promise”. that’s comforting.

“Thank you milord, I didn’t mean…im sorry, I wont mention it again”

“Good. You’ve been asleep for so long, is there something you wish to do? You haven’t seen daylight on a good occasion for so long…”

“You’ve been good to me, I don’t deserve it milord”, great im sucking up to him now.

“maybe im getting a soft spot for you, so what do you want to do? If you want to leave it will be only for an hour”. wait, leave here? I need to see Dumbledore, where would he be when not at Hogwarts?

“Hogsmeade. Can we go to Hogsmeade? Please, it could be er fun?”, my best shot at seeing someone

“Hogsmeade? I havn’t been there for decades…”, I laughed but quickly covered my mouth with a grin, “What?”

“Sorry its just hard to imagine you that old? Your so…well if you cant work it out it doesn’t matter we can do something else…”

“No, we can go, but I will have to make a change in appearance for you”

“And yours”, he flicked his wand over himself and me and I could see his appearance changing, he was now a brown hair middle-aged man, still good looking but nothing like himself. “Wow you look good, do you always make yourself look hot? Or is it just coincidence”

“The glamour spell is always random, I just happen to be lucky, as are you”

I went into the bathroom to see what he meant, blonde hair, green eyes and pouty lips, I must admit I did look pretty good.

“When can we go?”, I said happily, the first time I had been really happy in ages

“Patience, the reason im not leaving it till later to go is that it will be harder to be detected if we go straight away. The charm will last 100 minutes, so we must be back before then, it doesn’t matter to me if not but I think you’d prefer to be back instead of watching me kill a lot of people”.

“Yes I understand, thank you master! Milord I am most gracious”, he took my arm and we swirled, my feet touched snow as fresh cold air brushed through my hair. I looked around at the snow roofed cottages and shops around me, in the distance I could see Hogwarts. Home. I smiled and took Voldemort’s hand this wonderful afternoon.

“Im not usually one for days out, so what do you usually do?”, he said a bit confused, I could tell, it was hard to imagine the dark lord going out for a picnic often.

“Well…we have about 90 minutes…how about we go to the shrieking shack? No one ever goes there and last time I was there, there were a few…empty beds about”, I smirked, that caught his attention, “And then we can pop into the three broomsticks for some drinks”. this way he gets what he wants and I have a chance of seeing someone from the order-or better yet, Dumbledore.

I led him to the shack, passing lots of faces, some I recognized as most were students, they must be allowed out today. My heart leapt as I saw Ron and Harry, I almost waved but remembered, they looked happy with some sweets from Honeydukes. Voldemort’s grip on my hand tightened but slowly loosened as we passed everyone, he was just reminding me my place.

No one was around the shrieking shack as usual, so we went in. Maybe 45 minutes later we came out again, he looked satisfied as did I-mine was a put on expression though. I could tell he preferred my other appearance more though, no idea why, I look much better looking now, I on the other hand preferred him like this, it was if it wasn’t him.

“So milord, I promise when I return to your chambers ill give you what you’ve been lusting for since we got here”, I smiled and held onto his hand. I had to make it look like we were a couple or people would get suspicious of two unknown people walking about, looks better when you seem like your in love.

“Ill hold you to that promise, why the three broomsticks? I remember going to the hogshead a lot when I used to come here”

“Milord it is less likely that you would be overhear in the broomsticks, the hogshead is most likely way of getting caught”, I said innocently, he didn’t reply so I led him to the three broomsticks. I knew he was going to hate this bit, I was surprised he hadn’t just taken me back after the shrieking shack, but he kept to his word.

We entered with little people noticing us, we just blended in so well, no dark vibes, we sat in a corner away from most people. Voldemort looked a bit disgusted, I knew he wanted to kill half the people in here, but he wasn’t about to start a massacre, it was a fools game.

“Ill go and get two butterbeers, don’t go killing anyone now milord”, I added with a smirk, it was fun to tease him especially when I knew he couldn’t do much about it in such a public place. It felt so good being with other wizards and witches again, people who aren’t death eaters or followers of his, finally I felt the light I needed.

“Haven’t seen you round these parts, just passing?”, Rosmerta asked while getting the drinks

“Yes, im leaving within the hour with my, Er, fiancé. Yes were just doing some shopping for the wedding and diagon alleys a bit too crowded for my liking”, she nodded and handed the drinks over, I gave her some money Voldemort had conjured up for me. Wow Id make a pretty good story teller, it sounded so real.

“Well congratulations!”, I thanked her and sat back down, I could Voldemort eyeing a table a few metres away, the teachers! I could even see Dumbledore in the gathering, and Snape.

“So, not really your thing is it”

“Your going to pay me back a lot for bringing me here!”

“I think I can make it up to you in someway milord”, I said and went to kiss him but stopped, teasingly flicking my tongue against his lips.

“Pay back, a lot. Were going when your finished I cant stand these people, always laughing and joking, talking about irrelevant things like music”

“Does Snape know its us?”

“No, no one does. Its going to stay like that”

“Of course milord ”

He is just so moody! Well I wouldn’t expect no different, I guess I should be grateful.
I saw Dumbledore getting up from the corner of my eye! Its going to be a waste of time if he leaves…but he went to the bathroom, this could be the chance im looking for.

“Erm milord I need to use the bathroom, it really cant wait! Ill be back soon”, he eyed me suspiciously but let me go. I’ve got a feeling a Crucio’s in order for pissing him off, but that can wait for now. I went into the bathroom hallway and waited outside the males, he cant be too long and he wasn’t.

“Miss, the females is on the other side”, Dumbledore said with that twinkle in his eye.

“Professor I need to talk to you urgently! I have not much time and it needs to be now and in private!”, I said quickly looking around to check no one was spying. He looked a bit confused but seemed to realise it was urgent, he took me into the backroom of the pub.

“What could be the matter miss? I haven’t seen you before-”

“Professor its me! Hermione! Please, im here with Voldemort under a glamour charm, I need to talk to you-”, I was talking so fast so he held up his hand and I stopped talking.

“Hermione? Yes it is you, you never learnt occlumency. What are you doing here?”

“Please, he said I was allowed to do something I wanted for an hour because of the coma and all that-”

“Coma?”

“Yes, I was in a coma for 3 months, attempted suicide. That doesn’t matter at the moment, I need to tell you-Voldemort cant die!”

“I know that Hermione, he has horcruxes, you may not of hear of-”

“Yes I know but you don’t understand! Im a horcrux! And I cant die, a fragment of my soul is in him, its like a horcrux of some kind. don’t you get it? If I cant die he cant die!”, Dumbledore looked shocked, it was rare to see him with no idea what was going on.

“Hermione, are you sure?”

“Yes, I needed to tell you because Im trying to find a way around it, his library has nothing about it though! Im pretending im in love with him or something so he trusts me, I thought id have a better chance that way. I was hoping you would know what to do?

“Your not lying I can see it, but I honestly don’t know at this moment in time. Hermione, the order isn’t against you-”

“They are, that’s why I tried to kill myself!”

“No, I wasn’t sure if you had joined his side or not, but I saw your thoughts at the burrow, you wanted to be home, be away from the darkness. Voldemort wouldn’t hurt you as much if you felt defeated, im sorry Hermione for that, but it was the only way”.

“Oh…So they don’t all hate me?”, I gasped, a few tears sliding down my face

“No, they know that you want to be with the order”

“Well I should go then, I said id be quick, he probably wants to get me back to do whatever he wants to me”, I shuddered and turned to leave, he put his arm on my shoulder and the next minute I was apparated away.

I landed with a thump in an empty street, Grimauld Place, I turned around confused but Dumbledore dragged me forwards quickly to number 12 and pulled me in.

“Professor? I-I-”

“Hermione, I’ve brought you because it may be the only way of finding a way around this horcrux problem, im sorry it happened so quickly but there wasn’t much time. Your safety is number one priority at this time. Voldemort wont be able to enter here, even if he does know where you are”,

“Oh my…I-I…im free! It was so simple…this , this just cant be real…”, I felt dizzy and fell into a pit of darkness.
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Voldemorts not going soft, hes just enjoying being young, powerful and with his own aparant lust fueled slave.
That about rounds that up.
I know the chapters a bit different than the story so far but it will go back to its usual style next time, i wanted to get Hermione out of there but taht doesnt mean to say she wont go/have to go/kidnapped/killed/or whatever you think might happen, Voldemort will be back of course.
I wonder if Snape knows something? hm....