New Beginnings

Chapter 15: Breaking it off.

It had been a few days since Sarah had been with Snape. She had no idea why she did what she did. But she knew she couldn’t tell Ron about it. She hadn’t seen him much lately. Actually she didn’t really want to see him and she knew he was wondering why. Every time she saw him she felt so guilty and she knew that that guilt would never go away. She had made a mistake and had to live with it.
Sarah hand liked her time with Snape but there was to be nothing but physical contact between them. Sarah was in love with Draco and she knew she would always be in love with him. There was something about him that made her heart beat fast. She definitely didn’t like Ron in that way. She realised that she like him in a brotherly way. She was on her way to tell him how she truly felt.
Sarah headed out to the small court yard to meet Ron to have a little chat with him. She walked through an arch and saw Ron sitting on a bench. She walked over to him and sat down.
“Hi Ron.” Sarah smiled.
“Hhow how are you feeling today?”
“Um yeah, I’m ok.” Sarah sighed. “Ron I need to talk to you… about us.” Ron’s face suddenly dropped. “Ron I don’t think we’re good together.” She looked at him, her feelings of guilt came back to her. She wanted to say something but she knew she should not.
“Why?” Ron murmured.
“I love you, but in a friendly way. I just can’t be with you when I don’t like you in a boyfriend girlfriend way.” Sarah saw the pained look in Ron’s eyes. “I’m so, so sorry.” Sarah took Ron’s hand and held it.
“No it’s alright.” Ron cheered up a little. “I can’t make you do what you don’t want to do.” Sarah felt a load of pressure fly off her shoulders.
“Thanks for understanding Ron, really.” Sarah put her arms around Ron and gave him a hug. “You are a great guy. I wish we could have worked.”
“So do I.” Ron sighed. “I want you to know that I do love you.” Sarah pulled away from him.
“I know that.” Sarah smiled. “And I’m so flattered, but I want you to get over me as soon as you can.” Sarah chuckled.
“I’ll try.”
“Good.” Sarah softly slapped Ron’s cheek and laughed. “I’ll leave you to it.” Sarah stood up. “I’ll see you later.”
“Ok.”
“Bye Ron.” Sarah kissed Ron’s cheek and walked off. Ron sat there and sighed. He rubbed his head and then stood up to walk back to the Gryffindor common room.

Sarah walked through the hallways heading to Snape’s office. She did feel upset form breaking it up with Ron but she had to do it. It wasn’t right and she wasn’t exactly happy. She thought it would be best to be single for a while and have some fun.
Sarah walked to Snape’s office and walked in with out knocking on the door.
“Hello Snapey.” Sarah chimed.
“Please do not call me that.” Snape muttered.
“Sorry Snapey.” Sarah walked over to Snape’s side of the desk and leaned against it.
“Tell why you are looking so happy?” Snape pondered.
“Ron didn’t put up a fight so it was easier. And now I’m single” Sarah breathed in deeply.
“Are you now?” Snape smirked.
“Yep.” Sarah nodded. “But now I miss him a little. But it was the best.”
“Good.” Snape stood up.
“So now there really isn’t a problem with us other then that you are a professor and I am a student. But we have to make agreements on a couple of thin
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“And what are the agreements?”
“We have to agree to no romantic feeling.” Snape nodded. “And we can’t do any of this if you or I have a relationship.” Snape nodded again. “Don’t you mind?” Sarah wondered.
“Not at all.” Snape pushed Sarah down on the desk. “It’s just fun is it not?” He lifted her legs.
“Yeah.” Sarah laughed. “I’m just glad you agree.” Snape pulled down his pants. He placed his manhood at Sarah’s entrance and slowly slid in.
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Ron sat on a couch in front of the fire. He loved Sarah he did but she didn’t love him the way he wanted her to and he couldn’t make her love him. He was waiting for her to tell him that they we’re not good. She had been very quite and reserved lately and he suspected that it was to do with them being together. All he wanted was her to be happy.
Harry and Hermione walked into the common room to see Ron sitting alone looking a little upset.
“I wonder what happened.” Harry walked over to him, Hermione followed. “Hi Ron.” Harry sat in a chair next to the one Ron was sitting on. Hermione sat in a chair opposite Harry.
“Hi.” Ron replied dully.
“What’s wrong?” Harry asked.
“Sarah and I broke up.”
“HA! I TOLD YOU!” Hermione jumped up.
“MIONE!!” Harry shouted. Hermione sat down stupidly.
“Sorry Ron.” Hermione apologised. Ron didn’t reply. “Did she tell you why?”
“She said she liked me in a friendly way.”
“Well you two were good while it lasted.” Harry patted Ron’s back. “You’re lucky you were the one she asked out.”
“Yeah I know.” Ron sighed.
“I told you would only get hurt. Why doesn’t anyone listen to me?” Hermione butted in.
“Maybe you should keep your mouth shut once in a while!” Ron snapped. Hermione jumped back. “You are nothing but an ungrateful stuck up know it all Hermione!” Ron stood up and walked off. Harry stared at Hermione.
“Ron’s right.”
“What?” Hermione was shocked.
“You do need to talk a little less.” Harry stood up and followed Ron up to the boys dorms. He walked to Ron’s room and knocked on the door. “Ron?”
“Come in Harry.” Ron mumbled. Harry opened the door and walked into Ron’s room.
“Don’t listen to her. She’s probably jealous.” Harry smirked.
“Probably.” Ron laughed.
“I know how much you liked her but there are other girls out there.” Harry sat down on the bed next to Ron.
“I know.” Ron nodded. “I miss Alyssa too.”
“Yeah I miss her as well.” Harry agreed.
“It’s a pity she left.”
“Well Alyssa left and you got Sarah then Sarah broke up with you so you’ll find someone else.” Harrsuresured.
“Yeah I guess.”
“So you wanna play wizards chess?” Harry asked.
“Sure.”