TRYING TO REMEMBER

Sirius took Remus up the stairs to his room and shut the door. He smiled at Remus. He then took his hand and pulled him onto his bed Sirius laid next to him leaned in and kissed him.

“Whenever you’re uncomfortable tell me. I want to take this at whatever speed you want.”

“What do you want?”

“I want to make love to you.”

Sirius kissed him passionately. “Then I want to have hot sweaty purely animalistic sex.”

“Nice choice of words.”

“You have no idea.”

Sirius climbed on top of Remus straddling him. Leaned in and kissed him hard and feverishly like he would never have him again. Sirius unbuttoned Remus shirt and opened it wide and just looked. He forgot how beautiful his lover was. As he was looking Remus unbuttoned Sirius shirt and ran his hands up and down his chest. It felt so good Remus put his hands on the shoulder and slipped his shirt off. Sirius leaned into Remus and started kissing and licking his jaw. He moved down his neck Remus arched his back. Sirius gave Remus a loving smile happy to see he could still turn his lover on like this. He moved down sot he could start licking the scars on his chest except for those three which still looked very raw. Those are taking forever to heal. Maybe there was something about the curse downstairs in the vast Black library. He got to Remus' sensual nipples which were very hard at this point, He loved Remus’ nipples the way the stood erect they were perfect for nibbling on and sucking and he was about to do both when he heard her voice.

“Sirius are you up there?”

“I’ll be right down.” Looking at Remus “Stay exactly where you are, why don’t you play with your nipples and keep them hard for me.” And he winked at his lover as he ran downstairs.

“What was so bloody fucking important that you had to barge in on Remus’ homecoming?”

Hermione blushed she noticed that Sirius and a very large bulge in his pants. Ron told her that Remus was huge but she wondered if it was anything like Sirius. It surely couldn’t be any larger. If it was lucky Sirius and no wonder he was so mad. But this was important.

“The minister wants to talk to you.”

“He can talk later I hoped to be tied up soon or doing the tying up if you get my drift.”

Hermione blushed again. “It’s about Harry and Remus.”

“What about them?”

“The deatheaters escaped from Azkaban. They know of Remus condition. They figure that they can get to Harry if they kill off Remus. In his weakened state he can’t properly defend himself and therefore can’t defend Harry.”

“Harry defeated Voldemort.”

“Remus is brilliant in charms. There some sort of protective charm around Harry it’s very complicated and has dark magic properties. It links the two of them together. As long as Remus is alive the charm stays in tact. Once dead the charm is broken and the death eaters think they can get their revenge. They forget that Harry is a very strong wizard. At the last battle Remus was purposely lured away so Greyback could kill him. They thought he would be weak. It seems they underestimated him. Greyback knew he was losing and cast a curse then ripped Remus’ chest wide open. Those of us who saw it will never forget it. His will to live is amazing.”

“But it’s getting better with each transformation that’s what Remus told me before you know.”

“Remus lied, it’s getting worse and with no cure he could be dead within the year. The deatheaters don’t want to wait they want their revenge now. Nobody said that they were smart.”

“Dead within the year?”

“I’m sorry Sirius. They found where some of the deatheaters were hiding and are planning an attack. The minister was hoping you would join the aurors. Ron and Harry will be joining the raid but they need all the help they can get.”

“Sirius, how long do I have to keep doing this?”

He looked at Hermione “Don’t ask. He’ll be safe here right.”

“He should be. Only the order knows the password.”

And David he thought to himself. But they were lovers and he never saw a death mark, and a friend of Shaklebolt’s.

“The ministry is assigning protection to him.”

“Good. Who?”

“Tonks.”

“Great.”

“Harry told me what she did and it was horrible, but she does love him and I’m sure she’ll protect him. They should be safe here.”

“I need to tell Remus.”

“I’ll see you at the ministry. In a few minutes you’ll be taken off the floo network. So apparition might be a better choice.”

Sirius ran up the stairs to a very unexpected sight. Remus fully undressed fully erect and tied to the bed.

“I remembered a spell.”

Whatever hard on he lost and it was back with a vengeance.

‘Why me?’ thought Sirius.

He smiled at his lover went over to him kissed his lips and untied him. “Not today luv.”

“I have to go but Tonks will be here shortly.”

“I don’t want her here.”

“You don’t have a choice. Besides it will give you two a chance to talk.”

“What’s going on?”

“Voldemort’s followers want revenge on Harry. It seemed you put a protective charm on him that will vanish with your death. They found a hiding place I’m going to help them raid it.”

“Be careful.”

“I know my limitations this time. I’ll come back to you.”

Just then Tonks showed up. “Wotcher Sirius, Remus.”

“Bye luv.” Remus hung on to Sirius as if he never wanted to let go.

“I love you.”

“I love you too.” Tears rolled down Sirius eyes as it was the first time he consciously said those words.