New Beginnings

Chapter 14: The Mistake

Sarah had been feeling a little down lately. She hadn’t really been happy at all. Ron always tried to make her feel better and it worked, only for a while. Then she went back to being down.
She had been talking to Snquitquite a bit. She didn’t know why but she felt as though she was attracted to him. But why? Was what she wanted to know. Why him? Snape out of all people. Was it because he was nice to her? But lots of people were nice to her. Harry was nice but she didn’t like him in that way and when she came to think of it she didn’t like Ron that way either. It was they way he gave her special attention and how he was different to everyone else that made her like him.

Sarah was on her way to the potions classroom after he last class for the day. She had offered to help Snape with a couple of potions to stop him from complaining about doing to much work. Not that he would complain to anyone else but her. So she decided to do something about it. She walked in with out knocking.
“Hello.” Sarah said as she put down her book bag.
“Something wrong?” Snape asked. He looked up from his caldron.
“I was just thinking.” Sarah replied. “How do you always know when there is something wrong with me or when I’m absolutely fine?”
“It is all in your body language.”
“Oh I didn’t think it showed that much.” Sarah walked over to Snape.
“Are you not happy with Mr. Weasley?”
“I’m not unhappy with him. He’s really funny and I’m always laughing but I don’t like him the way that I liked Draco. I’d rather Ron as a friend.” Sarah explained.
“Then why are you with him?” Snape wondered.
“I guess I didn’t want to be alone. I didn’t want to show Draco that I hur hurt and that I was able to move on.”
“Now that is not a good basis for a relationship.” Snape dropped a couple of ingredients into the cauldron.
“I know.” Sarah sighed. “How do you do it professor?”
“Do what?” Snape looked up at Sarah.
“Be alone? Don’t you ever get lonely?”
“I’d rather be alone so there is no one to bother me.”
“Don’t you ever get the urge?” Sarah decided to be a little naughty.
“If you are talking about what I think you are talking about, then no.” Snape shook his head.
“Never?” Sarah was in disbelief.
“No.” Snape shook his head.
“You sure?” Sarah pushed Snape down in to his chair. Snape didn’t reply. “Not even now?” Sarah put each hand on his knees.
“What are you doing?” Snape asked in not such an angry, annoyed tone.
“I’m checking if you are human.” Sarah straddled Snape’s lap. What was she really doing? She didn’t really know herself. She was seducing a professor while she had a boy friend. But She couldn’t stop and really she didn’t want to. Sarah pulled at her wand and flicked it at the door so that no ons abs able to come in. “You can’t not feel anything now.” Sarah rubbed herself up and down Snape’s crotch. She could feel Snape’s manhood begin to stiffen in his pants. “There you go.” Sarah smirked.
“Miss Harrison.” Snape groaned. “You do not know what you are doing.”
“Trust me Professor I know and do call me Sarah.” Sarah began to unbutton Snape’s pants. Snape raised his hands and unbuttoned Sarashirshirt so that he could reach her creamy white mounds of flesh. Sarah tugged at his trousers signaling that she was wanting to pull them down. Snape raised himself a little and Sarah pull down his trousers to below his knees.
Snape kissed Sarah’s neck, then all they way down to her left breast, sucking at her pert nipples making Sarah moan. She slid her hands down Snape’s stomach and began to stroke his manhood.
“Sarah.” Snape groaned in pleasure. Sarah positioned herself on top of Snape’s manhood and slowly slid down, finding it slightly painful as he was a little big. Snape moved his hands down to Sarah’s hips and began to move her back and forth.
Sarah raised Snape’s head and covered his lips with hers, sliding her tongue in to his mouth. Snape kissed her back, tongues sliding in and out of each others mouths. Sarah picked up Snape’s hands and placed them on her breast, feeling confident enough to move on her own.
Snape squeezed and sucked at her breasts making her moan in bouts of pleasure. Sarah moved a little faster as she began to feel herself become close. She pushed her self down on Snape’s manhood then lifted her self off. She could tell that this was extremely pleasurable to Snape as he started to mutter and grab at her breast. She could feel him pulsating inside of her.
“Professor.” Sarah moaned. She dug her nails in to Snape’s shoulders as she felt herself get close to what she was aiming for. Snape groaned loudly as he shot his load in his student. “Professor!” Sarah cried as she felt herself convulse. She rested her head on Snape’s shoulder in exhaustion.
Sarah came back to reality and had actually realized what she had done. She slept with Snape and cheated on Ron.
“Get up.” Snape ordered. Sarah slowly rose off Snape and pulled all he clothes back on. She had an overwhelming feeling of guilt rock her body. Snape pulled up his pants and walked over to his potions shelf. He pulled open a draw and grabbed a small blue vial. “Take this.” Sarah took the vial.
“What is it?” Sarah asked. Snape didn’t reply. He stood by the shelves with his hands on the table and his head drooping down. Sarah took the vial and placed it on his desk. “I’m sorry.”
“You should be!” Snape spat.
“I don’t know why I did it. It’s all a big mistake.”
“Just get out!” Snape demanded. Sarah jumped. She picked up her wand and he book bag.
“You know what Professor? You really are a bastard. I can’t believe that anyone would want to do and ugly creep like you.” Sarah opened the door. “You’re lucky you got some from a stupid girl like me.” Sarah slammed the classroom door behind her. She walked into the common room and ran straight up to her bedroom. She felt so stupid, nothing could change Snape. He was a horrible man and always would be.
Sarah threw herself onto her bed and cried. She was so stupid.

Snape stood in the classroom. He was angry. He walked over to the caldron and pushed it over.
“BLOODY HELL!!” Snape slammed his fists down on to his desk.


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Snape sat in his office thinking and thinking. He couldn’t stop thinking about what had happened earlier. He had had sex with a student, a student he was very fond of and happened to know her family very well then treated he like rubbish. He felt foolish and guilty for making her upset. He hadn’t meant to. It just came out. It stopped him from showing any emotion.
Snape hadn’t bothered to stop her so this whole thing was his fault to. He played on his urges he gained from the student and didn’t stop. So it was not right to be angry at her. He stood from his desk and left his office. He was going to visit Sarah and apologies for how rudely he had acted.

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Sarah had fallen asleep after her long cry. She didn’t know what to do. She liked being with Snape. She felt good, but then she felt so hurt afterwards. She wanted to know why he acted like that. Was she that bad?

Snape walked in to the Slytherin common room and up to the girl’s dorms. He walked to Sarah’s room and knocked on the door.
Sarah opened her eyes. She slowly crawled off her bed and walked over to her bed room door.
“What do you want?” She snarled after she got a glimpse of who it was.
“I have come to apologise.” Snape let himself in to her room.
“Well that’s a first.” Sarah closed the door behind him. Snape turned around and faced her.
“I am sorry for the way that I had reacted earlier.” Snape apologised.
“Right. I want to know why you reacted like that. Was it me?” Sarah asked as she sat down on her bed.
“I was thinking. It had nothing to do with you, but what we did.”
“You’ve got to stop being so cold.”
“I can’t!” Snape stated. “It’s the way I am.” Sarah began to feel sorry for him. She stood up and walked over to him. She put her hand on his chest and softly kissed him. “Why did you do that? I mean with us before?”
“I don’t know.” Sarah shrugged. “I just wanted to.” Sarah leaned in again and began to kiss him passionately. Snape kissed her back.
“I thought that you said that we were a big mistake.”
“We are. But we’re doing the same thing in the same day. The mistake is the same.”
“I suppose.”
“Once more. I can’t do this again.” Sarah whispered.
“I understand.” Snape slowly led Sarah back to the bed. He pushed her down on to the bed and laid down on top of her. Snape pulled out his wand from his back pocket and flicked it. Suddenly they were both naked covered by bed sheets. Snape positioned himself at Sarah’s entrance and thrust in hard. Sarah screamed out. “Shh!” Snape whispered.
“Sorry.” Sarah whispered back. Snape began to thrust in and out, hard and fast. Sarah raised her legs and wrapped them around Snape’s body.