Always Loving You

Chapter Thirteen


"First you will have an appointment with the psychologist Donald Carpenter and then he will brief me about your situation and we will then start meeting regularly three times a week. We will drop the amount of the sessions as we make progress, Mr Malfoy," Simon Templeton, Draco's therapist, explained calmly. "How does this arrangement sound to you?"

Draco smiled. "It's more than I could hope for. Thank you, Mr Templeton." He was sitting in Templeton's warm and cosy office. Harry was waiting for him outside the room in the lobby. They had dropped Hannah off to Severus just in case Draco's appointment took longer than they anticipated.

Hannah was the person Harry was thinking about at that exact moment. Draco seemed overprotective of her, but it was not for naught. Harry felt repulsive just thinking about where and with whom Hannah had grown up. It was only natural for Draco to want to protect his daughter after a life like that.

Hannah would need counselling, too. She would get it right after Draco had settled things with the therapist. It was very likely that Draco would have to leave for a while in order to get over his drinking problem. If Draco's therapist accepted the idea of visiting Draco in the rehab centre, Draco would be in good hands and Harry would be able to focus his energy to get help for Hannah.

Hannah's childhood was too traumatic. She would need a stable home and family, and Harry was adamant to give her just that. She was their only child, how would they be able to even think about having more if they failed Hannah? Harry sighed. He picked up a magazine to keep his mind on other things until Draco came out of the office down the hall.

"How did it go?" Harry asked as Draco emerged from the therapist's office.

Draco licked his lips. "It went well. I think I might like him."

Harry smiled. "That's good. I wouldn't want someone who you don't like treat you." He got up dropping the magazine he had been reading on the table next to his seat. "Are you ready to go?"

"Yes, but there is something I want to talk to you in private, Harry," Draco said in surprisingly clipped tone.

Harry looked a little worried. "We can go home if you like."

"No, I would like to have some neutral place."

"Then I know just the place for us. Come on," Harry urged Draco by taking his hand.

They walked towards the Apparation point which was just outside the main hall. Draco had no idea where they where going until Harry had apparated them away to their destination.

He found him in Hogsmeade. "Are we going to Hogwarts?"

"Yes. We can take a walk on the grounds," Harry answered.

They walked in silence towards their old school. Draco was getting nervous all of sudden. The idea of talking to Harry has seemed very good only a minutes ago, but now he didn't know if he should after all.

They reached the gates and slipped through now a bit rusty ones. Draco felt the newly set wards vibrate as they entered the Hogwarts' grounds. The castle was under reconstruction. He stopped to admire the building.

Harry saw him looking at it and said, "The school will be ready in a few months just on time for the new students if there are any."

"I'm sure there will be if you are the headmaster," Draco stated looking back at Harry. They gazed for a moment into each other's eyes.

Draco smiled slightly as his nervousness washed away. "Can we go to the Quidditch pitch?"

"Of course," Harry answered. They fell into a silence that was not broken until the reached the pitch. It had not changed much.

"Harry, I don't know where to start. So much has happened in such short time that I have trouble to grasp the whole concept at once."

Harry stopped but Draco walked a few steps further. Draco didn't turn to face him as he spoke. "I want to know if you trust me, Harry?"

"I do."

"Then I can trust you will take care of Hannah?"

"I will."

Draco turned to look at his lover. "I love you, Harry."

"I love you too, Draco."

Draco bit his lower lip. Harry took the last steps to Draco and hugged him tightly. "What is it, love?"

"I just don't want to be apart from you but I have to if I want to get rid of my addiction."

Harry pulled back and cupped Draco's face between his hands. "I'll come to visit you as much as I can. You have nothing to worry about, Draco. You are not alone." He first gently kissed his cheeks and then his lips.

When they parted Harry's eyes were soft and he smiled warmly. "When you get out of the clinic I will make you my husband, Draco."

Draco's eyes widened. "Harry," he gasped.

"I will commit myself to you for the rest of my life and I'm not going to ever let you go."

Draco shook his head. "What will everyone think? You have to think about your job as the next Headmaster of Hogwarts."

"Who do you think you are talking to?" Harry asked amused raising an eyebrow.

Draco sighed. "That's just it. You are the saviour of the wizarding world, so how do you think people will react when you marry a man and no less but an Ex-Death Eater?"

"You aren't a Death Eater."

"But that is what everyone thinks!"

"To hell with what everyone thinks! Like I had ever cared about that!" Harry grabbed Draco's shoulders in his anger.

Draco winced visibly closing his eyes and turning his head to the side waiting for the blow which never came.

"Can't you see, love, I only want you and I want to know that you'll be mine forever."

Tears ran down on Draco's cheeks when he opened his eyes. "Harry!" he exclaimed sobbing. He felt he needed reassuring to Harry's words and there was only one way he could think of at that moment that would give him that.

He grabbed the back of Harry's head and almost crushed their head together into a bruising kiss. Harry whimpered into the kiss.

Draco started pulling Harry's clothes off hastily. "I want you here and now, Harry."

Harry could only nod as he assisted Draco in his campaign of getting them naked as soon as possible.

Once they were naked as newborns, Draco put his leg behind Harry's and pulled as hard as he could tripping Harry up.

Harry yelped in surprise but soon his mouth was covered by his lover's. Their tongues fought over dominance and it looked like Draco was winning.

Draco sat his legs on either side of Harry's waist kissing him senseless. His hands were in Harry's hair gripping it almost painfully. He slipped one hand between them and took hold of Harry's growing erection. He tugged at it a couple of times just to know if Harry was ready to take him.

He left Harry's mouth at peace and ducked down along Harry's body to take him into his mouth. Harry let out a grunt of pleasure as Draco's tongue did wonders on his aching cock but it was over too soon as Draco lifted his head and sifted his body again. He assaulted his mouth again to leave it for a few seconds as he positioned himself on Harry's shaft.

Draco pushed his hips down taking Harry in completely. They both gasped at the sudden movement but Draco didn't waste time as he started to ride Harry. His eyes shut as his fingers sunk into Harry's hair again. He used his other arm to hug Harry close as possible while moving. Harry's hands were on his hips guiding him up down setting a pace that pleased them both.

Draco's nails scratched Harry's back as he was brought closer to completion. Harry didn't complain the rough treatment, it was the other way round, he took it as a sign. He flipped them over so that Draco was lying on his back. He gripped his hips and speed up the pace.

Draco was seeing starts. This was just he needed and Harry was giving it to him. He urged Harry more by wrapping his legs around his waist. "Harder, faster," he whispered into Harry's ear and Harry answered to him by doing just that. Draco was sure that he would not be able to sit tomorrow or even walk after this was over.

He opened his eyes and met the intense gaze of his lover. He pulled Harry down once again into a searing kiss and gasped into his mouth as his seed spilled all over his stomach. Harry still kept up the pace searching for his own release. He wasn't far off as he looked at the satisfied face of Draco. With a last grunt he filled Draco with his seed and collapsed over him.

Draco wrapped his arms around him and kissed his temple gently. "Thank you, Harry," he said little out of breath but smiling lazily.

Harry stayed still. "You're welcome, love."


AN: Okay, now I will answer some reviews that have been send since I have some time. Not of course all of them but the most recent anyway.

Sheree : When I first got your most recent review I was laughing. You are exaclty right. I couldn't have said anything better. Well, you just have to see what happens with the story.
Jan : We will get to the root of Draco's problems soon.
jbj1031965 : Well, I'm happy to hear that you enjoy reading this. And of course I will let you know when I update as you should already know. ;)


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Anyway,
That was it. Well, I'm at this moment, when writing this, still writing the chapter 14 and it's gonna be a long one, too. I have some problems with it, well not really serious ones, I'm just thinking if I should write this and that and so on. Hmm, I have no idea what might be in chapter 15. Maybe I'll just cut the chapter 14 in two parts. BUT I know you would not appreciate that so maybe no. Well, I'll be AWAY FOR A FEW DAYS. I'm going camping with my mom so I won't be able to update, duh. So, I hope you review while I'm away. That would cheer me up and always suggestions are welcome. I actually got a few ideas from reviews and added them into chapter 14. Reviews that actually have something to say FORCE me to think about things.
Maybe I now have an idea for the next few chapters. Just popped into my mind. Hmm, Well, I'll see your reviews when I get home.