The Ties That Bind
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Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Harry/Draco
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
16
Views:
9,361
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32
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Currently Reading:
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Chapter 13
Title: The Ties That Bind - Chapter 13
Author: Dracoluvah
Pairing: Draco/Harry
Rating for series: NC-17
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: male/male
Summary: After the wake of Narcissa Malfoy, Harry and Draco are back at Hogwarts, but now as professors with Snape as their headmaster.
A/N: Thank you again to my beta Mistress Gwen. You rock!
Disclaimer: Draco Malfoy, Lucius Malfoy, Harry Potter, Snape, and pretty much anything else recognizable belongs to J.K. Rowling.
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March 10th
This can’t go on. I love Draco, but I can’t share him with Snape, I just can‘t!. Last night was a mistake. A mistake of epic proportions! My feelings for Draco, my admiration for Snape, my own loneliness caused me to go to a place that now in the light of day just doesn’t feel right. I’ll have to talk to them one on one. I know this can’t be easy for Draco, so I need to think a bit more about how to approach him with this.
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March 10th
What I did last night was inexcusable. My own selfishness, loneliness, painful need for touch was unwarrantable. Fornicating with two staff members was completely inappropriate. I am filled with revulsion at my very act. I cannot bear to look at my young prodigies, I have failed them. I cannot bear to look at myself in the mirror, I repulse myself.
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March 10th
What the fuck! What the fuck! What the bloody hell! Everything in my life is so completely fucked up. My father’s out of Azkaban, the man I love just joined in a three-way, with my boss! I have absolutely no clue what to do. I love all three of them for very different reasons, and in very different ways, it seems like my worlds are colliding and I’m in some alternate reality. It’s like one of those pathetic muggle talk shows. I need time to think, reflect.
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It was easy enough for the young professors to avoid Snape, he had locked himself in his private study. Harry was looking for Draco, but had not stumbled upon him in his search throughout the castle. Harry decided that he’d go to his “thinking spot” in the room of requirement.
Harry sat at the foot of his parent’s grave. After a few minutes of quiet reflection, he heard a noise and looked up to see Draco enter the room.
“I was wondering if you’d find me here,” Harry said solemnly.
“It’s where I come when I need to be alone and think. I think, ‘What would my mother have done? How would she want me to handle this?’ ” Malfoy said filled with melancholy. He sat near Harry.
“I need to say something, and I don’t want you to interrupt. OK?” Harry paused briefly to see Draco acknowledge his request.
“I love you, but it feels as if you keep wanting to push me away. And for some reason, it seems as if you want Snape over me. I can’t bear to think of you touching him, satisfying him. When you’re not with me, I’d go crazy thinking that you are with him and not me. That you go to him for help and not me. I can’t do that.”
Draco gently took Harry’s hands, “I just came from Snape’s office and told him that I can’t be physically involved with him anymore. It wasn’t a healthy way for me to deal with my problems. And it’s not healthy for me.”
Harry just looked at Draco. “Harry, I’m sorry. I’m sorry for doing it. I’m sorry for not telling you. I’m sorry for what happened yesterday. I’ll understand if you never want to talk to me again. But please, please know that I do love you, and I want to make things right again between us. Please know that Snape is not part of the equation anymore.”
“Promise?” the brunette asked tentatively.
“I promise,” Draco confidently replied.
“So, now that that issue is resolved, it’s time to think about how to handle the situation with your Dad.”
Author: Dracoluvah
Pairing: Draco/Harry
Rating for series: NC-17
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: male/male
Summary: After the wake of Narcissa Malfoy, Harry and Draco are back at Hogwarts, but now as professors with Snape as their headmaster.
A/N: Thank you again to my beta Mistress Gwen. You rock!
Disclaimer: Draco Malfoy, Lucius Malfoy, Harry Potter, Snape, and pretty much anything else recognizable belongs to J.K. Rowling.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
March 10th
This can’t go on. I love Draco, but I can’t share him with Snape, I just can‘t!. Last night was a mistake. A mistake of epic proportions! My feelings for Draco, my admiration for Snape, my own loneliness caused me to go to a place that now in the light of day just doesn’t feel right. I’ll have to talk to them one on one. I know this can’t be easy for Draco, so I need to think a bit more about how to approach him with this.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
March 10th
What I did last night was inexcusable. My own selfishness, loneliness, painful need for touch was unwarrantable. Fornicating with two staff members was completely inappropriate. I am filled with revulsion at my very act. I cannot bear to look at my young prodigies, I have failed them. I cannot bear to look at myself in the mirror, I repulse myself.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
March 10th
What the fuck! What the fuck! What the bloody hell! Everything in my life is so completely fucked up. My father’s out of Azkaban, the man I love just joined in a three-way, with my boss! I have absolutely no clue what to do. I love all three of them for very different reasons, and in very different ways, it seems like my worlds are colliding and I’m in some alternate reality. It’s like one of those pathetic muggle talk shows. I need time to think, reflect.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
It was easy enough for the young professors to avoid Snape, he had locked himself in his private study. Harry was looking for Draco, but had not stumbled upon him in his search throughout the castle. Harry decided that he’d go to his “thinking spot” in the room of requirement.
Harry sat at the foot of his parent’s grave. After a few minutes of quiet reflection, he heard a noise and looked up to see Draco enter the room.
“I was wondering if you’d find me here,” Harry said solemnly.
“It’s where I come when I need to be alone and think. I think, ‘What would my mother have done? How would she want me to handle this?’ ” Malfoy said filled with melancholy. He sat near Harry.
“I need to say something, and I don’t want you to interrupt. OK?” Harry paused briefly to see Draco acknowledge his request.
“I love you, but it feels as if you keep wanting to push me away. And for some reason, it seems as if you want Snape over me. I can’t bear to think of you touching him, satisfying him. When you’re not with me, I’d go crazy thinking that you are with him and not me. That you go to him for help and not me. I can’t do that.”
Draco gently took Harry’s hands, “I just came from Snape’s office and told him that I can’t be physically involved with him anymore. It wasn’t a healthy way for me to deal with my problems. And it’s not healthy for me.”
Harry just looked at Draco. “Harry, I’m sorry. I’m sorry for doing it. I’m sorry for not telling you. I’m sorry for what happened yesterday. I’ll understand if you never want to talk to me again. But please, please know that I do love you, and I want to make things right again between us. Please know that Snape is not part of the equation anymore.”
“Promise?” the brunette asked tentatively.
“I promise,” Draco confidently replied.
“So, now that that issue is resolved, it’s time to think about how to handle the situation with your Dad.”