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Chapter 13: Goodbyes
DISCLAIMER: This story is based on the Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling. The characters and the settings belong to J.K. Rowling, and i make no profit from this except for my own satisfaction and the pleasure I get from reading my reviews.
WARNING: This story contains adult scenes and situations which may offend some people, including slash, minor (16y.o) sex, and swearing.
Chapter 13: Goodbyes
It was still dark when he awoke, his arm burning painfully. He jumped up, pulling on his robes and grabbing his mask.
\"What\'s wrong? Where are you going?\" Harry sat up, blinking in the orange glow of the fire.
\"Summoned.\" Oh fuck. This was not good. Increasingly he was finding it harder to remain in control of his emotions, and Legilimency required perfect control. What did The Dark Lord want? Death Eater meetings were always for a reason. He hurried up and out of the castle, struggling to control his panic. He paused at the gates. He could not take too long… but to go like this would be disastrous.
Forget about Harry. Nothing has changed; you are still a double agent. You have fooled The Dark Lord dozens of times, there is no reason this time will be any different.
But it was. Never before had he had anything to lose. Except his life, and that had never been all that valuable.
Closing his eyes he slowed his breathing. Counting his breaths he forced himself to relax, concentrating only on pulling air into his lungs and letting it back out.
You are Severus Snape, Death Eater, faithful servant of The Dark Lord; the greatest wizard ever born. You are part of the chosen few who will purge the wizard world of contamination, protect the pure-blood legacy, and claim back the supremacy over muggles which is our right as wizards. The well versed litany had once been a source of pride and a way of life to Snape. Now it was simply a reminder of the force he fought against. Of the arrogance and ignorance that was the Death Eaters. It never failed to steady him, to renew his belief and determination in Dumbledore\'s cause. Feeling calmer he touched the Dark Mark and said the incantation which would take him to wherever Voldemort was.
The rest of the circle already stood silent, hoods low over masks. Snape felt the red eyes turn on him and the routine invasion of his mind which was his welcome to every Death Eater meeting. Again the litany ran through his mind, giving him the strength to hide his true feelings.
\"Faithful Death Eaters. You are here because it has been months since the ministry found out of my return. It is time they remembered what fear is.\" He turned in a circle, studying each Death Eater in turn, and again Snape felt the slimy touch that was Voldemort in his mind.
\"While Harry Potter lives the ministry have hope.\" Snape started at the name. A rush of fear filled him. He struggled to maintain the veneer of loyalty and control which was his protection. The dark hooded man continued to turn and Snape knew he had a matter of seconds before the red eyes once again burned into him.
You are Severus Snape, Death Eater, faithful servant… His stomach swooped, pictures flew through his head, Harry looking up at him with green eyes as he fucked him slowly… pain filled him as the dark slimy mind sunk deeper into his.
He disappeared, re-appearing at the same time outside the gates to Hogwarts, shaking and whimpering in fear. He ran straight towards the castle.
\"Harry!\" He called out the name as soon as he entered the huge double doors, \"Harry!\" He ran through the entrance and down the stairs, heading for his rooms. He burst in, relieved to see Harry sitting up in his bed, even though logic told him there was no way Voldemort could have reached him here.
\"What happened?\"
\"He knows… he knows about us, Voldemort!\"
\"We have to tell Dumbledore!\"
\"No! He already said he would leave me to Voldemort if he found out…\"
\"Dumbledore will accept it, he will have to! I love you, I told you I\'m not going to let you go!\"
\"You didn\'t hear him, he said it was unacceptable, no matter what, he said there would be no leeway this time.\"
Harry stepped up to him, holding him tightly around the waist.
\"Harry, I\'m sorry, I don\'t know what to do except…to disappear.\"
\"I\'m coming too. You can\'t leave me.\"
\"That won\'t be necessary.\" The softly spoken voice came from behind him.
\"Dumbledore.\" He spoke the name without turning around. He closed his eyes. He had known he had to go, he had accepted that the moment Voldemort had seen into his mind, but he didn\'t want to be thrown out by the one man he had learned to trust. \"Harry stay here. There are people here that care about you. They will keep you safe, I cannot. I\'m sorry. I love you.\" He met the green eyes for the last time, turning away quickly when he seen them start to fill with tears. He swept from the room without looking at Dumbledore.
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For a second Dumbledore looked like he would stop him. Hope rushed through Harry; Dumbledore will accept this, he will tell Snape it\'s OK, he will have to, he can\'t leave! Then the man was past, sweeping out of the dungeons, leaving behind everything that had been his life for the last 12 years.
\"No! You can\'t go! Dumbledore, don\'t let him go! Please!\" Tears were running down his face as he tried to run after the man he had come to love.
\"It\'s for the best Harry.\" The blue eyes looked sad, regretful, as he grabbed the younger an, effortlessly holding him with a strength Harry would never had guessed the old man possessed. \"Severus is right. We can protect you here.\"
\"What about him? Can\'t you protect him too?\"
\"Severus has given up the right to my protection. He knew what he was risking, I warned him that I would not tolerate it.\"
\"It wasn\'t your decision to make! When will you realise I am not a child anymore! You can\'t make my decisions for me forever!\" Dumbledore let go as if stung, his eyes full of hurt. Harry ran without looking back.
As he left the castle he caught a glimpse of black hair near the front gate. Then it was gone.
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Hope this quick update makes up for how long the last one took me :P
Hope everyone is still liking my story... I kind of lost direction there for a bit but I think I got it back.
Anyway please review I hope by now I\'ve communicated to everyone how much those little comments mean to me. They don\'t take long to write so please let me know what you think of my story so far.
Thanks for reading :)
WARNING: This story contains adult scenes and situations which may offend some people, including slash, minor (16y.o) sex, and swearing.
Chapter 13: Goodbyes
It was still dark when he awoke, his arm burning painfully. He jumped up, pulling on his robes and grabbing his mask.
\"What\'s wrong? Where are you going?\" Harry sat up, blinking in the orange glow of the fire.
\"Summoned.\" Oh fuck. This was not good. Increasingly he was finding it harder to remain in control of his emotions, and Legilimency required perfect control. What did The Dark Lord want? Death Eater meetings were always for a reason. He hurried up and out of the castle, struggling to control his panic. He paused at the gates. He could not take too long… but to go like this would be disastrous.
Forget about Harry. Nothing has changed; you are still a double agent. You have fooled The Dark Lord dozens of times, there is no reason this time will be any different.
But it was. Never before had he had anything to lose. Except his life, and that had never been all that valuable.
Closing his eyes he slowed his breathing. Counting his breaths he forced himself to relax, concentrating only on pulling air into his lungs and letting it back out.
You are Severus Snape, Death Eater, faithful servant of The Dark Lord; the greatest wizard ever born. You are part of the chosen few who will purge the wizard world of contamination, protect the pure-blood legacy, and claim back the supremacy over muggles which is our right as wizards. The well versed litany had once been a source of pride and a way of life to Snape. Now it was simply a reminder of the force he fought against. Of the arrogance and ignorance that was the Death Eaters. It never failed to steady him, to renew his belief and determination in Dumbledore\'s cause. Feeling calmer he touched the Dark Mark and said the incantation which would take him to wherever Voldemort was.
The rest of the circle already stood silent, hoods low over masks. Snape felt the red eyes turn on him and the routine invasion of his mind which was his welcome to every Death Eater meeting. Again the litany ran through his mind, giving him the strength to hide his true feelings.
\"Faithful Death Eaters. You are here because it has been months since the ministry found out of my return. It is time they remembered what fear is.\" He turned in a circle, studying each Death Eater in turn, and again Snape felt the slimy touch that was Voldemort in his mind.
\"While Harry Potter lives the ministry have hope.\" Snape started at the name. A rush of fear filled him. He struggled to maintain the veneer of loyalty and control which was his protection. The dark hooded man continued to turn and Snape knew he had a matter of seconds before the red eyes once again burned into him.
You are Severus Snape, Death Eater, faithful servant… His stomach swooped, pictures flew through his head, Harry looking up at him with green eyes as he fucked him slowly… pain filled him as the dark slimy mind sunk deeper into his.
He disappeared, re-appearing at the same time outside the gates to Hogwarts, shaking and whimpering in fear. He ran straight towards the castle.
\"Harry!\" He called out the name as soon as he entered the huge double doors, \"Harry!\" He ran through the entrance and down the stairs, heading for his rooms. He burst in, relieved to see Harry sitting up in his bed, even though logic told him there was no way Voldemort could have reached him here.
\"What happened?\"
\"He knows… he knows about us, Voldemort!\"
\"We have to tell Dumbledore!\"
\"No! He already said he would leave me to Voldemort if he found out…\"
\"Dumbledore will accept it, he will have to! I love you, I told you I\'m not going to let you go!\"
\"You didn\'t hear him, he said it was unacceptable, no matter what, he said there would be no leeway this time.\"
Harry stepped up to him, holding him tightly around the waist.
\"Harry, I\'m sorry, I don\'t know what to do except…to disappear.\"
\"I\'m coming too. You can\'t leave me.\"
\"That won\'t be necessary.\" The softly spoken voice came from behind him.
\"Dumbledore.\" He spoke the name without turning around. He closed his eyes. He had known he had to go, he had accepted that the moment Voldemort had seen into his mind, but he didn\'t want to be thrown out by the one man he had learned to trust. \"Harry stay here. There are people here that care about you. They will keep you safe, I cannot. I\'m sorry. I love you.\" He met the green eyes for the last time, turning away quickly when he seen them start to fill with tears. He swept from the room without looking at Dumbledore.
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For a second Dumbledore looked like he would stop him. Hope rushed through Harry; Dumbledore will accept this, he will tell Snape it\'s OK, he will have to, he can\'t leave! Then the man was past, sweeping out of the dungeons, leaving behind everything that had been his life for the last 12 years.
\"No! You can\'t go! Dumbledore, don\'t let him go! Please!\" Tears were running down his face as he tried to run after the man he had come to love.
\"It\'s for the best Harry.\" The blue eyes looked sad, regretful, as he grabbed the younger an, effortlessly holding him with a strength Harry would never had guessed the old man possessed. \"Severus is right. We can protect you here.\"
\"What about him? Can\'t you protect him too?\"
\"Severus has given up the right to my protection. He knew what he was risking, I warned him that I would not tolerate it.\"
\"It wasn\'t your decision to make! When will you realise I am not a child anymore! You can\'t make my decisions for me forever!\" Dumbledore let go as if stung, his eyes full of hurt. Harry ran without looking back.
As he left the castle he caught a glimpse of black hair near the front gate. Then it was gone.
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Hope this quick update makes up for how long the last one took me :P
Hope everyone is still liking my story... I kind of lost direction there for a bit but I think I got it back.
Anyway please review I hope by now I\'ve communicated to everyone how much those little comments mean to me. They don\'t take long to write so please let me know what you think of my story so far.
Thanks for reading :)