A Night Out With Snape

Severus apparated them to Hogsmeade wrapping his arms tightly around Harry\'s trembling form. There were lots of people walking here and there laughing and talking loudly. But Harry didn\'t care cloakless and shivering in the cold he hid himself inside Snape\'s robes sobbing softly. When they reached Hogwarts Snape took Harry to his rooms and when he tried to put Harry to bed Harry seized his arms and didn\'t let go. He was looking at him his eyes red and wide pleading to be forgiven.

\"I\'m sorry you had to see that. You weren\'t supposed to.\"

\"Did it happen ofte ask asked Severus his throat tightening and his face hardening.

Harry snorted bitterly.

\"Often? Sev, I was sleeping with the man ever since he brought me there. So no it wasn\'t often it was all the time. In the morning, during breakfast, in the evening, at night.\"

Harry looked at Snape who kept terrifyingly still and rigid and gasped tears started choking him. He let go of Severus\' hands.

\"God, Sev, you don\'t want me anymore, do you? Not after what you saw. And fuck I don\'t blame you. How can I? But don\'t worry I won\'t bother you ever again. How stupid of me to think that after all you\'ve seen and after all things Malfoy made me do you\'d be willing to keep me.\" said Harry frantically wringing his hands.

\"Potter I would appreciate it if you stopped gibbering and sat down.\" snarled Snape.

\"What?\" asked Harry in disbelief.

\"Sit down now!\" roared Snape.

Harry came back tow the the bed but instead of occupying it knelt down on the floor in front of Snape putting his head on his knee. Snape\'s hand started brushing his hair occasionally sliding down his neck making him shiver and sigh contentedly from the affectionate touch.

\"Harry I don\'t blame you for whatever happened inside Malfoy\'s house and I am certainly not going to throw you away just like that. I know Lucius Malfoy only too well. Besides I also know that everything you did you did for me-\"

\"You don\'t have to stay with me only out of some sort of obligation or pity you don\'t owe me anything. After all I was the one who asked you to take and keep me and you really didn\'t have to go along with my wish.\"

\"Harry stop interrupting me and listen carefully to what I have to say. I don\'t blame you for anything and I\'m not staying with you out of obligation but because I feel very strongly for you and I still want you. Is that clear?\"

Harry nodded his face brightening.

\"Now I\'d like to talk to you about this sudden burst of power inside of you. It\'s been the second time, right?\"

\"Yes the first time was when Sirius…well it was because of Sirius. He angered me and I smashed him into the wall and started sliding him up and down. And the second time was today when…\" he broke off but Snape barely needed him to continue.

\"As far as I know there seems to be a certain connection between you and the Dark Lord, am I correct?\ \"Y \"Yes.\"

\"It\'s really very funny because as long as you keep getting power our Lord seems losing it.\" said Snape in a musing sort of voice his hands playing with Harry\'s hair.

\"What?\" asked Harry bewildered.

\"Yes that night when your power burst out for a few seconds for the first time he couldn\'t cast a single spell and I assume he managed to finally regain control over his powers only when you passed out. After that he started cursing us viciously as if punishing us for his lack of strength. So now he keeps getting weaker and weaker and asks me to brew him potions that will help him to regain control over it. But I suppose that it\'s your child that is absorbing his energy somehow providing you with it instead. A child a new innocent human being as pure as unicorn is steadily destroying him and if my assumptions are correct then the climatic point when you and your child gains all the power and Dark Lord loses it all would be the moment when you give birth to it.\"

Harry gaped at Snape le tle to believe his ears.

\"Are you sure about that?\"

\"Almost. But anyway it will take us only few more months to find out, right? Your child\'s soul is working for you and against our Lord because of that connection through your scar and through your past.\"

Harry smiled.

\"Well it looks like old Lucius was quite of use after all.\"

\"Indeed.\"

\"Harry can I ask you something.\"

\"Sure thing Sev.\" Said Harry with quite amount of trepidation.

\"Whter ter all the things he did to you, you gave Lucius another chance?\" he asked his young lover who sighed heavily but replied nevertheless.

\"It\'s simple I need his touch I got used to it and my child needs him around every minute that\'s why I need him around. He needs the child too I know. I\'m sorry if it angers or offends you but now I am connected with him too and my child needs its father no matter what. I mean it doesn\'t know that its father is a bastard, right? And I can\'t deprive it of having a proper father.\"

\"I see.\"

\"Are you angry with me or my decision?\"

\"Harry youre ise is not only yours now…\"

\"It never been Sev…\"

\"But now more than ever and you of course have to take into account your child\'s needs and if you need Lucius close by then so be it.\"

\"I love you, you know it, right?\" said Harry grabbing Severus\' arm and kissing it.

\"I do Harry.\"

\"Want to watch my belly? Want to feel my child?\" asked Harry eagerly his eyes glinting with happiness.

\"Harry I don\'t think I have a right…\"

\"Come on now Sev my child likes being touched. I\'m sure it won\'t mind your touch as well. I\'ll talk to it anyway.\"

Harry rose from his knees and sat down on the bed opening his shirt from beneath just like Lucius did. But Harry was doing it differently and as Severus watched as if mesmerized as Harry\'s deft fingers went up from one button to another he felt more and more as if watching a strip show which made Snape wonder if Harry\'s movements were on purpose seductively slow. Harry watched Severus reaction his face growing flushed and his lower lip was being mercilessly teased between his teeth drawing strangled noises from Severus. Harry\'s hands now touched his own belly pressing palms or running fingertips or tracing small circles and Severus saw to his own amazement as Harry\'s belly that was a lot bigger than he last saw it gave small pushes of contentment as if responding to Harry\'s touch. He didn\'t know what he was doing but the next moment he was kneeling beside Harry covering Harry\'s hands with his own and letting Harry guide him up and down. He could feel the tiny being inside pushing against his touch and he looked at Harry asking if he could proceed. Harry nodded smiling a little smile and saying that it was quite a time for Severus to get acquainted with his child. That\'s why Severus nodded and leaned down and started placing kisses all over the surface thinking that he knew why exactly Lucius loved doing it so much. It was hypnotizing and enchanting. He felt Harry shivering and moving slightly under him mewling softly and caressing hair air his eyes closed and his lips parted in \'o\' form. That day they finally made love after a long time of being apart. Severus took his time in relearning every curve of Harry\'s body as well as Harry took his time in worshipping Severus showing with his every touch and every kiss that no matter whe whe would always love and always be devoted to the man. They fell asleep together tightly embraced and they woke up to find a letter signed in Lucius Malfoy\'s handwriting waiting for Harry on the bedside table.

\"He doesn\'t give up, does he?\" Harry asked Severus who woke up and started trailing kisses along the line of Harry\'s spine.

\"He\'s a Malfoy after all, Harry. And Malfoys don\'t give up.\"

\"I suppose.\"

\"What he\'s writing anyway?\"

\"Well the best way to find out is to open it I suppose, Sev…ouch Sev…it bloody tickles…\" gasped Harry giggling and falling on his back while Severus was evilly licking Harry\'s most sensitive spots that he rediscovered to his great amusement and immense satisfaction at night. Harry notedt aft after Severus spent the remaining of the day and the night in bed with him he became very much relaxed and calm and didn\'t scowl at the mention of Lucius and Harry wondered if it was a good sign and if all he had to do was toep wep with him to make him nicer.
He read Lucius letter and bit his lip. Lucius was going to see Dumbledore and he expected Harry to be there as well. For some reason after reading the letter Harry became very angry. He clutched the letter fiercely in his hands cursing loudly. Snape took the letter lazily out of Harry\'s hands and asked.
\"Harry, what seems to be the problem?\"
\"No problem, Sev…\" replied Harry his lips trembling and his eyes stinging.
Severus heaved a sigh.
\"Then why are you cursing? Is this about your feelings towards Lucius?\" he asked as he scooted Harry closer while Harry tried to untangle himself from the man.
\"You seem awfully calm about my feelings towards him.\" said Harry his voice tense.
Snape just shrugged.

\"It was bound to happen. You can\'t go having a child especially a magical one and not feel anything towards its father. It would be ridiculous to expect any other reaction.\"

Snape\'s calm tone made Harry explode.

\"Even after all he did? Do you understand that I have feelings for him! Strong very strong and I didn\'t plan on it!\"

\"And did you plan on having his child in the first place?\"
\"No. But, Sev, it feels like he invaded and intoxicated my very soul with his presence. And after all the time we\'ve spent together my child wouldn\'t want any less from him. Doesn\'t it bother you that I have feelings for another man or that I\'ve spent the last week sleeping with the man? Am I so good in bed that you don\'t card yod you can overlook it as long as I sleep with you too?\" yelled Harry.
\"Harry I would very much appreciate it if you calmed down. The only reason why I take it so calmly is that there is no other way and there is nothing any of us can do. But as soon as you give birth and the Dark Lord is destroyed I plan on having a bit of revenge on Lucius and I bet he won\'t like it one bit.\"
\"What are you planning, Sev?\"
\"I am planning on torturing him in the same way he was torturing me but this time with you as a willing partner. If you let me of course.\"

*

So that how how things took turn. Lucius indeed changed allegiances though the Dark Lord knew nothing about that. And it was indeed when Harry was giving birth to his child that all Voldemort\'s power was taken away from him leaving him weak and dying until the first cry of Harry\'s newborn child broke the silence and Voldemort was gone for good leaving behind him nothing but a pile of ashes. And Lucius indeed had quite some feelings for Harry giving him permission to take Severus along with him to Malfoy Manor as long as it was his home now. And their revenge was sweet and tormenting and they made every bit of Lucius ache with need making him beg to let him become part of them. Harry being the noble Gryffindor couldn\'t resist urgent pleas of his child\'s father and forgave him though Severus insisted on tormenting him awhile longer. But Harry found it quite appealing falling asleep surrounded by the loving warmth of two gorgeous body\'s and waking up with the sun and with the cries of his daughter shoving both Lucius and Severus out of bed and watching in amusement as both man ran towards the baby with white silver hair and bright green eyes cooing over its small but very loud form while Harry was giving them instructions as to what to do laughing all the while.

THE END