There Is A Thin Line Between Hate And Love
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Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Harry/Draco
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Adult +
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19
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8,343
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22
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Not mine. Please don‘t sue I don‘t have any money. I do not own Harry Potter and I am not making any money from this writing
Dreams Can Come True...Well Almost
Disclaimer: Not mine. Please don‘t sue I don‘t have any money
Pairing: (Eventually) Harry/Draco
Author: Catium
Beta: Moi
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1550 words
Genre: Romance/ Drama.
Status: In Progress.
Warnings: Language, and more smut yeah...
Summary: What happens when that thin line between hate and love starts to disappear? Starts in the Half Blood Prince then moves on to year 7. The Deathly Hallows never happened.
Draco finally manages to confront Harry after their kiss on Halloween. Getting a rather unpleasant respond.
Note: Thanks to everyone who have read or/and reviewed. Like always super special thanks to thrnbrooke. I was really pleased to see reviews from other people too after last chapter. Clearly I did something right in chapter 10 and hopefully I will keep on doing it in this chapter.
There Is A Thin Line Between Hate And Love - Chapter 11. Dreams Can Come True...Well Almost
Harry spent the next weeks ignoring Draco.
Draco tried to use every opportunity he got to talk to Harry.
Hermione and Ron kept asking both Draco and Harry if everything was all right between them and they would both reply “We’re fine.”
This carried on for whole November. At the end of November Harry and Draco were in class together. During the middle of the class Harry asked if he could use the bathroom. He was allowed to and left for the bathroom.
Draco saw his opportunity. He asked for a permission to go to the bathroom and was allowed to. He got up and out of the classroom and followed Harry quickly. When he got into the bathroom Harry was there but was about to leave.
When Harry saw Draco he snorted at the sight of him and left right away almost running to the hallway. Draco amazed at the stubbornness of one man followed asking him to wait.
“Harry wait. Please Harry. Can’t we talk about this? You can’t ignore me forever you know?”
Harry just kept on walking ignoring him. Draco ran catching up with him putting his hand on his shoulder.
“Harry please wai...”
Harry at Draco’s contact turned around and grabbed Draco by the wrist and pushed him roughly up against the wall and pinned him down. Harry looked furious and emotionally upset.
Harry thoughts were running wild. Thinking of the last few months. How he had started to like things about Draco. Stupid things like how Draco looked like while he was thinking about if he should smile right before his face would light up in an amazing smile. How he, Harry started liking hanging around him all the time and even during the last few weeks while ignoring him, still noticing everything about him. Every stupid little detail. Even though his inner voice was trying to tell him...
“I hate you” Harry hissed at Draco “I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. You made me and my friends’ lives a living hell for years. You’re smug, arrogant, snobbish, selfish, prejudice prick and I hate you!”
Draco looked into Harry’s eyes and realised that Harry was trying more to convince himself than he was trying to tell him something. So Draco replied calmly.
“If you hate me so much Harry. Then why did you kiss me back?”
To that Harry had no answer. Draco could see his eyes looking around for some kind of answer. Then Harry let go of Draco and started walking away. At that moment Draco realised something.
“Oh Merlin...this is my dream. Only I can’t tell him the whole truth he would kill me. I am going to have to lie to him a bit. I promised I wouldn’t do that but I have to do something. Maybe he will never say another word to me again. It’s now or never.”
“Harry I like you.”
The words seemed to echo throughout the empty hallway.
Harry stopped walking like he had been shot, turned around and Draco saw tears in his eyes. Then Harry said
“I...I can’t Draco...I just can’t...I can’t be this on top of everything else. I’m the Boy Who Lived...The Saviour of the Wizarding World...The Youngest Seeker in a Century...The Fourth Triwizard Champion...and it’s enough!!! I just can’t be a...” Harry stopped talking like he couldn’t get himself to say the words.
“A... what Harry?” Draco asked “A poof, ponce, poofter, queer, homosexual, bent, shirtlifter, pillowbiter, fairy, faggot, gay? A... what Harry???” Draco asked him a bit angry at Harry for not being angry at him anymore.
“All of it I just... can’t.” Harry said and sounded so broken that what little anger Draco had been building up vanished into thin air. Harry’s eyes started filling with tears and before Draco could control himself he was hugging Harry and Harry was crying softly on his shoulder.
“They will hate me and are not gonna want to be my family anymore” he sobbed into Draco’s shoulder.
“Who cares what they think. The Dursley’s have always treated you like crap anyway.”
“I’m not talking about the Dursley’s I’m talking about Hermione and Ron and Ron’s family.”
“Harry listen to me.” Draco said and took Harry’s face into his hands and forced Harry to look up and into his eyes.”You listening?” Harry noded his head. “They love you, unconditionally. The Weasley’s got their house burned down because they know you and they didn’t think twice about it. They didn’t say it’s Harry’s fault. They simply mourned it for a while and started building a new one never blaming you. Ron and Hermione have stood by you through, well, almost anything. One or two times they’ve got angry at you and left for a while, but they came back. Not even the unbelievable stuff that happens around you can keep them away. That’s how much they love you. And I... I like you.” At those words Harry pulled his head away and started at him so intensively that Draco leaned in and whispered in his ear. “And not in a friendly way, just so you know and won’t try to play dumb. It wouldn’t matter if you told them you wanted to fuck Snape. Merlin save us from all evil, they would still stand by you. I would probably go crazy and kill Snape but still. It won’t matter what you say or what you do. They are sticking by your side. I’m sticking by your side and I’m waiting for you. For as long as it will take for you to come to your senses. So why don’t you think things for a while. Think about what you want, what would make you happy and for once do something for your best interest. Don’t thing about anyone else. Fuck the public, fuck the Ministry, fuck the press and even fuck McGonagall and the Order if they won’t like it. They can maybe tell you that you are supposed to defeat Voldemort for them and all that bullshit. But they can’t tell you to like girls over boys or vice versa. That’s your decision. So just think about it. Promise me?”
Harry thought to himself
“Draco is right and clearly a mind reader too. How could he know those were the things I was worrying about? I should think about me for once but not about everyone else. And like he said the Weasley’s or Hermione would never hate me for being...different...they love me like I’m one of their family. And fuck the rest, if they don’t like my decisions, then though luck. Fuck them.”
“I’m going to think about this Draco. You’re right. I shouldn’t care about the public and the people how really love me are going to stick by me no matter what.”
“So when do you think you will know? I mean really know, know for sure 100% know?” Draco asked thinking how desperate he sounded.
Harry bit his lower lip “I’m not sure.” And upon seeing the look in Draco’s eyes that said everything Draco himself was afraid of saying up loud Harry gathered his known Gryffindor courage and took a hold of Draco pinned him against the wall for the second time that day and kissed him.
“Oh Merlin he tastes even better than I remembered, like vanilla and his lips are so soft.” Harry thought.
“He has an extraordinary talented tongue and he tastes like chocolate, his lips are a bit rough but not unpleasantly” Draco thought and as he moaned into the kiss Harry broke the kiss.
Draco gave Harry a really disappointed look when he backed out of their embrace and started walking backwards down the hall towards Gryffindor tower, staring at Draco.
“Like I said” Harry said sounding a bit out of breath. “I’m not sure when I’ll know but when I do. You will be the first to know.” Then he added in a casual tone. “You coming Draco? I can’t leave you alone here and we’ve missed the rest of the class, it’s time for lunch.”
“Yeah I’m coming.” Draco answered and as he walked after Harry he thought.
“So dreams can come true...well almost.
TBC
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Pairing: (Eventually) Harry/Draco
Author: Catium
Beta: Moi
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1550 words
Genre: Romance/ Drama.
Status: In Progress.
Warnings: Language, and more smut yeah...
Summary: What happens when that thin line between hate and love starts to disappear? Starts in the Half Blood Prince then moves on to year 7. The Deathly Hallows never happened.
Draco finally manages to confront Harry after their kiss on Halloween. Getting a rather unpleasant respond.
Note: Thanks to everyone who have read or/and reviewed. Like always super special thanks to thrnbrooke. I was really pleased to see reviews from other people too after last chapter. Clearly I did something right in chapter 10 and hopefully I will keep on doing it in this chapter.
There Is A Thin Line Between Hate And Love - Chapter 11. Dreams Can Come True...Well Almost
Harry spent the next weeks ignoring Draco.
Draco tried to use every opportunity he got to talk to Harry.
Hermione and Ron kept asking both Draco and Harry if everything was all right between them and they would both reply “We’re fine.”
This carried on for whole November. At the end of November Harry and Draco were in class together. During the middle of the class Harry asked if he could use the bathroom. He was allowed to and left for the bathroom.
Draco saw his opportunity. He asked for a permission to go to the bathroom and was allowed to. He got up and out of the classroom and followed Harry quickly. When he got into the bathroom Harry was there but was about to leave.
When Harry saw Draco he snorted at the sight of him and left right away almost running to the hallway. Draco amazed at the stubbornness of one man followed asking him to wait.
“Harry wait. Please Harry. Can’t we talk about this? You can’t ignore me forever you know?”
Harry just kept on walking ignoring him. Draco ran catching up with him putting his hand on his shoulder.
“Harry please wai...”
Harry at Draco’s contact turned around and grabbed Draco by the wrist and pushed him roughly up against the wall and pinned him down. Harry looked furious and emotionally upset.
Harry thoughts were running wild. Thinking of the last few months. How he had started to like things about Draco. Stupid things like how Draco looked like while he was thinking about if he should smile right before his face would light up in an amazing smile. How he, Harry started liking hanging around him all the time and even during the last few weeks while ignoring him, still noticing everything about him. Every stupid little detail. Even though his inner voice was trying to tell him...
“I hate you” Harry hissed at Draco “I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. You made me and my friends’ lives a living hell for years. You’re smug, arrogant, snobbish, selfish, prejudice prick and I hate you!”
Draco looked into Harry’s eyes and realised that Harry was trying more to convince himself than he was trying to tell him something. So Draco replied calmly.
“If you hate me so much Harry. Then why did you kiss me back?”
To that Harry had no answer. Draco could see his eyes looking around for some kind of answer. Then Harry let go of Draco and started walking away. At that moment Draco realised something.
“Oh Merlin...this is my dream. Only I can’t tell him the whole truth he would kill me. I am going to have to lie to him a bit. I promised I wouldn’t do that but I have to do something. Maybe he will never say another word to me again. It’s now or never.”
“Harry I like you.”
The words seemed to echo throughout the empty hallway.
Harry stopped walking like he had been shot, turned around and Draco saw tears in his eyes. Then Harry said
“I...I can’t Draco...I just can’t...I can’t be this on top of everything else. I’m the Boy Who Lived...The Saviour of the Wizarding World...The Youngest Seeker in a Century...The Fourth Triwizard Champion...and it’s enough!!! I just can’t be a...” Harry stopped talking like he couldn’t get himself to say the words.
“A... what Harry?” Draco asked “A poof, ponce, poofter, queer, homosexual, bent, shirtlifter, pillowbiter, fairy, faggot, gay? A... what Harry???” Draco asked him a bit angry at Harry for not being angry at him anymore.
“All of it I just... can’t.” Harry said and sounded so broken that what little anger Draco had been building up vanished into thin air. Harry’s eyes started filling with tears and before Draco could control himself he was hugging Harry and Harry was crying softly on his shoulder.
“They will hate me and are not gonna want to be my family anymore” he sobbed into Draco’s shoulder.
“Who cares what they think. The Dursley’s have always treated you like crap anyway.”
“I’m not talking about the Dursley’s I’m talking about Hermione and Ron and Ron’s family.”
“Harry listen to me.” Draco said and took Harry’s face into his hands and forced Harry to look up and into his eyes.”You listening?” Harry noded his head. “They love you, unconditionally. The Weasley’s got their house burned down because they know you and they didn’t think twice about it. They didn’t say it’s Harry’s fault. They simply mourned it for a while and started building a new one never blaming you. Ron and Hermione have stood by you through, well, almost anything. One or two times they’ve got angry at you and left for a while, but they came back. Not even the unbelievable stuff that happens around you can keep them away. That’s how much they love you. And I... I like you.” At those words Harry pulled his head away and started at him so intensively that Draco leaned in and whispered in his ear. “And not in a friendly way, just so you know and won’t try to play dumb. It wouldn’t matter if you told them you wanted to fuck Snape. Merlin save us from all evil, they would still stand by you. I would probably go crazy and kill Snape but still. It won’t matter what you say or what you do. They are sticking by your side. I’m sticking by your side and I’m waiting for you. For as long as it will take for you to come to your senses. So why don’t you think things for a while. Think about what you want, what would make you happy and for once do something for your best interest. Don’t thing about anyone else. Fuck the public, fuck the Ministry, fuck the press and even fuck McGonagall and the Order if they won’t like it. They can maybe tell you that you are supposed to defeat Voldemort for them and all that bullshit. But they can’t tell you to like girls over boys or vice versa. That’s your decision. So just think about it. Promise me?”
Harry thought to himself
“Draco is right and clearly a mind reader too. How could he know those were the things I was worrying about? I should think about me for once but not about everyone else. And like he said the Weasley’s or Hermione would never hate me for being...different...they love me like I’m one of their family. And fuck the rest, if they don’t like my decisions, then though luck. Fuck them.”
“I’m going to think about this Draco. You’re right. I shouldn’t care about the public and the people how really love me are going to stick by me no matter what.”
“So when do you think you will know? I mean really know, know for sure 100% know?” Draco asked thinking how desperate he sounded.
Harry bit his lower lip “I’m not sure.” And upon seeing the look in Draco’s eyes that said everything Draco himself was afraid of saying up loud Harry gathered his known Gryffindor courage and took a hold of Draco pinned him against the wall for the second time that day and kissed him.
“Oh Merlin he tastes even better than I remembered, like vanilla and his lips are so soft.” Harry thought.
“He has an extraordinary talented tongue and he tastes like chocolate, his lips are a bit rough but not unpleasantly” Draco thought and as he moaned into the kiss Harry broke the kiss.
Draco gave Harry a really disappointed look when he backed out of their embrace and started walking backwards down the hall towards Gryffindor tower, staring at Draco.
“Like I said” Harry said sounding a bit out of breath. “I’m not sure when I’ll know but when I do. You will be the first to know.” Then he added in a casual tone. “You coming Draco? I can’t leave you alone here and we’ve missed the rest of the class, it’s time for lunch.”
“Yeah I’m coming.” Draco answered and as he walked after Harry he thought.
“So dreams can come true...well almost.
TBC
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