Loss of Control
Eleven
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Disclaimer:
them for my own amusement.
Content rated NC17. Basically,
this is total smut. If that offends you stop right here.
I see Lucius as being in total
control always.
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As it turned out, Draco was
given a trip to
parents if he could take a friend, never mentioning that the friend was Gwen.
While they were in
would be able to stand up to whatever difficulties a relationship with him
would involve. She would also be a
perfect mother to his children, and there would have to be children, he had to
carry on the family name after all.
One evening after a full day
of sightseeing, while they were having dinner Gwen sensed that Draco was
troubled by something. “Draco, what’s
bothering you?”
“Gwen I’m really enjoying this
trip, spending time alone with you…I can’t imagine not having you in my
life. I love you, will you marry me?”
“Draco, I didn’t realize that
you felt that way. I…you know how I feel
about Lucius; I can’t promise that my feelings for him will change.
“I can’t say that I’m happy
that you and my father had a past….association, but I may never have met you if
not for that. I can only hope that what
you feel for me is stronger than what you’ve felt for him.”
was very conflicted about what to do, she did have strong feelings for Draco,
but was afraid those feelings were tied to her feelings for Lucius, whom she
still thought about daily, it was impossible not to with Draco as a constant
reminder. On the other hand, Draco was
an intelligent and fun companion; ouldould be very charming when it suited his
purposes. “Well, it’s not like we would we have to see your parents all the
time. I don’t think my feelings for your father would get in the way.”
“Gwen, we would have to live
at Malfoy Manor, it’s been family tradition since time began.
family home. Any children we have would
be raised there. I can’t change tradition.
But, the place is huge, we would have our own suite of rooms, you would
only have to see my parents at dinner each evening.”
“We would have to have dinner
with them every evening?” Gwen was
barely audible.
“Dinner is formal each
evening, and all adult members in the household must attend.
think about it.”
Gwen thought long and hard,
she did love Draco, more than anyone she had known, except for Lucius.
would let her live her life with his son?
She also knew it would bother Lucius that they were married, and she did
want to hurt him as badly as he had hurt her.
Not that revenge was a reason for marriage.
good match for Draco, and they could be happy.
“Yes, Draco, I will marry you.”
Draco thought they should
marry before they returned home. That
way neither set of parents could try to talk them out of it.
but Gwen was of pure wizard stock and
met every other requirement for a Malfoy bride.
When Gwen and Draco returned
home they broke the news to everyone. Gwen’s
parents were thrilled. The same could
not be said for the Malfoys. Draco and
Gwen were informed that they would be living at Malfoy Manor.
To say the situation was
uncomfortable for Gwen was an understatement.
Everywhere she turned in the Manor she was reminded of her past with
Lucius. Gwen was determined to get
beyond her feelings for Lucius, only it seemed impossible with him there every
day. She and Draco
expected to have their meals with his parents so there was no escaping
Lucius.
Gwen eventually settled into
her new life as a Malfoy, Draco insisted she no longer work, so her days were
free to do as she wished. She spent most
of her time in one or the other of the enormous libraries that were available
to her. Reading text after text on all
sorts of things like, potions and spells and charms, most of which she had
never heard of before.
Draco had been appointed an
entry level position at the Ministry of Magic, and was gone during the
day. When he returned in the evenings
there was dinner with his parents and then he and Gwen would retire to their
rooms to spend the little time left in the day together.
After a month of the same
routine, Gwen and Draco were finally settling into living together, when he was
sent to
He was only to be gone two days, so there was no real reason to justify
Gwen accompanying him. Draco made the
decision for her to remain at home.
“You’ll be fine, Gwen, my
mother loves you like you were her own daughter, despite all that has
happened. She won’t let anything happen
to you.”
“I know that, I just don’t
like being here without you. I’ll miss
you.”
“It’s only one night,” he
said, pulling her into his arms, “I’ll miss you, too.”
Early the next morning Gwen
followed Draco to one of the many drawing rooms in the Manor, where he would be
able to apparate away. After a long
drawn out goodbye filled with much kissing and hugging, Draco left.
sighed loudly, and was startled to hear Lucius’ laughter coming from behind
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flushed knowing that he
had witnessed her and Draco’s embrace.
“Well, well. Finally we find
ourselves alone.” Lucius smirked at Gwen.
“Not for long,” she said as
she attempted to slide past him out of the room.
Reaching out to block the
doorway with his arm, Lucius said, “From that little display one would think
you really cared about Draco.”
“I do care about him.” Gwen
replied indignantly.
“I notice you didn’t say you
loved him.”
“Lucius, this is not a
discussion I want to have with you, or anyone for that matter.”
“But, my dear daughter-in-law,
I only have my son’s best interests at heart.”
“Spare me your conceand
and
let me out of this room right now, or I’ll scream so
loud they will hear me in
Gwen was furious.
Dropping his arm from the
doorway, Lucius replied with icy calm, “We will continue this conversation
later.”
Gwen gave no indication that
she had heard him as she made her way back to her rooms, worrying that Lucius
would follow.
That evening after dinner,
Gwen returned to her rooms intending to read until she fell asleep.
appeared, startling her. She dropped the book she was reading on the floor and
was throwing back the blankets to get up when he pounced on her, pinning her to
the bed.
“Don’t get up on my account.”
He drawled.
Looking up into his icy stare
Gwen decided not to fight, hoping that he was just here to verbally torture her
and nothing else. She relaxed in his
grip.
“That’s much
lover? How does he compare to me?”
“Why Lucius, I’m surprised at
you. Don’t you remember?
to compare the two of you.” Gwen’s smile
did not cover the contempt in her voice.
“But surely he is not as good
a kisser as I am,” he covered her mouth with his.
lips, but the same overwhelming desire she always felt for him was impossible
for her to fight. She returned his kiss
with growing passion. Lucius took full
advantage of her desire and plunged his tongue into her welcoming mouth.
“Well, my darling
daughter-in-law, it seems we have a bit of a dilemma here,” Lucius pulled away
from her, leaning to one side, “you claim you have no basis for comparison,….
Gwen turned her head to avoid his
lips and said, “You wouldn’t really rape your daughter-in-law would you?”
“It’s only rape if I force
myself on you, my dear.” Lucius laughed,
“and I don’t see you fighting very hard to avoid me, now do I?”
“Lucius don’t do this, have
some respect for Draco if not for me,” Gwen pleaded.
He laughed again, shaking his
head as he pulled the blankets the rest of the way down the bed, totally
uncovering Gwen’s body.
silkiness of her skin.
again and again.
Gwen knew it was useless to
fight, her body craved his attentions, and damn him, he was right, Draco was
nowhere near the lover his father was.
She started pulling at Lucius’ clothes wanting him as naked as she
was. Lucius stopped kissing
left of his clothing, lying above her, pressing skin to skin.
her body on fire with wanting him she wrapped her arms and legs around him
holding him to her.
“Now Gwen,” he said pulling
out of her embrace, “what have I told you before, I control what we do.”
gently kissed her upper thighs, licking his way to her center where he
concentrated on bringing her to the brink of orgasm with his mouth.
and was once again kissing her on the mouth while she pushed her lower body against
his desperate for contact. Lucius kissed
his way from her mouth to her ear biting on the lobe before saying, “Gwen, I
want you to tell me what you want.”
Gwen opened desire glazed eyes
to look at him. “You know what I want.”
“I want to hear you say it.”
He placed the tip of his throbbing erection at her slippery wet entrance, with
just enough pressure for her to feel he might possibly, actually, enter her.
”Oh….Lucius….now” she
moaned.
He rotated his hips rubbing
the tip of his penis around her opening. “Say it!”
“Lucius, …I
want you inside me…now!” Gwen was
literally panting for him.
“Okay…maybe just a little.”
Lucius chuckled as he pushed slightly allowing a scant quarter inch of himself
slide into her. Before she could react
he pulled completely out causing her to groan and buck her hips up against
his. “Relax, if you’re good and tell me
what I want to hear I’ll let you have it again.”
“What do you want me to say?”
she gasped.
“Just tell me what you want.”
“I want you inside me….all of
you…now” Gwen
was whimpering.
Lucius slid inside, this time
a full inch, before pulling out again.
“Come on, Gwen, tell me what I want ear ear and you can have all of me.”
“You…. are better than
Draco….much better…”
This time he gave her two
inches before pulling out. “You can do
better than that Gwen.”
Gwen closed her eyes and
thought hard for a second, trying to figure out just what he wanted from
her. Lucius grasped her head in his
hands, “Don’t close your eyes, Gwen, I want to see the need in them.”
meet his icy gaze.
“That’s right, now beg for it”
Gwen fought the need to have
him inside her as best she could. She
didn’t want to beg, even though that was what she had been doing all along, she
didn’t want to say the words, that would be admitting he had total control of
her. Lucius reached between their bodies
and stroked her clitoris, which was all it took to make her give in.
you inside me…please.”
Lucius threw his head back and
laughed, “I knew you couldn’t live without me.” He thrust into her, stopping
short of total penetration. “One more
thing I want you to beg for, Gwen,” he was still torturing her.
“What….what?”
“Beg me to make you
come.” He pulled all the way out again.
Gwen looked deep into his
eyes, that icy cold stare was still there as always; even though he was
sweating with the effort it was taking not to thrust totally into her. That was
enough to make her understand the amount of control he had, that he would never
give in to her. “Please…fuck me….make me
scream.” She was beyond caring who gave in to whom at this point.
Lucius looked down into her
desire filled face, and with a groan he plunged all the way into her, causing
her to buck up against him, grinding her hips against his.
thrusts with her own. “Wrap your legs
around me.” He commanded.
Gwen didn’t need to be told
twice, this was exactly what she had wanted from the first time she had seen
him.
meeting his thrusts so hard she lifted the lower part of their bodies off the
bed. Never breaking eye contact the
whole time, “Oh….yes…harder…ahhh…..,”
even as the most intense orgasm she had ever had took her, still she stared
into his eyes.
Lucius continued pumping into
her until moments later he came with a fierce growl shooting his seed deep into
her.
Knowing he wouldn’t stay in
her arms once he was through, Gwen relaxed her hold on him and he pulled out
and rolled away from her. Lucius was
standing and dressing even before her breathing returned to normal.
“Now, who’s the better lover?”
Gwen knew when she had been
beaten, “You are Lucius, and you always were.”
Lucius smiled that cold
calculating smile of his at her, “Sleep well, my darling daughter-in-law.”