The Master of Death (And The Power of Life)
Chapter 9: “It Never Ended For Me"
Ollivander screamed in pain as he was hit with another crucio curse.
“How do I fix the elder wand” said the hissing voice.
Ollivander finally gave in to the hours of being torture.
“If there is a wand that was repaired by the Elder Wand. It may have transmitted some of its power too the it. If you where able to find this wand. I might be able to use it to fix the Elder wand”. Ollivander cried.
“Who's wand was it" the hissing voice asked, it didn't wait for a reply.
“Potter”.
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“Yes the Hippogriff, I think that was around the time I first started to fall for you” Harry said to Hermione. They where walking through the forrest Hermione had gone to earlier. It wasn't a pretty forrest since the leaves had fallen but it was peaceful.“I think it was when you broke Malfoy's nose” Harry said making Hermione laugh.
“I was never good at understanding my feeling. I didn't realize my feeling for you until the Horcux hunt.”
She was was euphoric It was almost like a dream. She squeezed Harry's hand to make sure it was no dream. Harry stopped and squeezed back tighter Harry looked down with a pained expression on his face.
“By then you had Ron and I had....” Harry drifted off. The memory's still haunting his mind.
“I never thanked you”. He whispered. “For saving me from that cursed stone.
I couldn't handle it when she died. I loved her but not in the way I should have.
I was .....in love with you”. He stopped and looked Hermione in the eyes. “I cast that Patronus knowing for the first time in my life. That I was needed, not as the chosen one but as the real me. I always felt alone in the world but the truth, I have never been alone since the day I met you”.
Harry then kissed Hermionc like he never kissed anyone before. The two of them swaying like the branches above them.
“You've saved my life so many times I've lost count. You've done more then that. You make life worth living. You said I gave you hope,, well you give ME hope everyday”. Harry took her hands like he was about to make an unbreakable vow. To him he was.
“I wasn't able help her. I couldn't love her. I couldn't save her...I failed her. But I swear Hermione I will not fail you. I will not fail again”.
Hermione looked at him with sympathy before she spoke. “Harry nothings going to happen to us. The war is over, you don't need to live in fear”. Harry's face turned grim
“It never ended for me Hermione. There will always be evil out there ready to do harm. I will always be the person people look up to for help. That's why I hide from them, but the truth is....” Harry paused with a guilty expression on his face. Hermione finished his sentence.
“You miss it.”
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He looked into the broken mirror in disgust. In one moment he had lost everything that had mattered to him. He didn't miss Harry after what he had done. However he still loved Hermionc with all his broken heart. It was all his fault.“No, it was Potter's fault. He did this, I am not to blame”. Ron said out loud. He continued to drink the pain away until he passed out in the dark.
This was the state he was in when they found him.......
uh oh..........