Love of a Dragon

A/n Thank you all that have been reading. Please continue to do so. I’m sorry that Hermione’s part is so short. She will have a longer part next chapter. Please email me at : angelgirlflyingwithmyheart@gmail.com to get the chapter with the pictures. It makes more sense with them. And please review. J

I have only been back at Hogwarts for two months and It feels like I have been here two hundred years. I hate that I will never see her again and that every where I go I am haunted by a memory of her and us. It’s especially hard when I go to the Room of Requirement. Blaise and I have turned into like a memorial site for her.  There are pictures of her in every year that we knew her. Blaise’s mum Regina have given up a picture of what she would have looked like if she had the glimmer taken off. She would still look like herself just more like Blaise as well. This room only looks like a memorial when Blaise or I will it too.  I have finished with all the homework due within the next two weeks and now I have nothing left to do but go on chat. I wonder who is on. I wish she could be.

> Slytherin Prince N Darkness<

Has logged on

 

Hey Draco..

How have you

Been?

Don’t see much of

You anymore,

Except in the

Great Hall.

;-)Naughty Red-head;-)

Hello Draco,

I hope that you are

Alright.

It must be torture

These days.

Neville is on too

He is not

Sure you want

Him to be a part of

This.

Fairy friend <3 Neville*

 

Hello Ginny I’m as well

As I can be

In the circumstance.

It is torture.

And Neville since you

Know the truth

You may as well

Join the club.

> Slytherin Prince N Darkness<

Okay. Well I am

Not used to

You calling me

Anything

But Longbottom.

So Draco,

You’re a Veela?

*Herbs_Master <3 Fairy friend*

So out of everything

You ask..

Ok then.

Yes,

Your Veela

Told me that

I was though

I knew that it

Was a possibility

Since Veelas are

On both sides

Of my family lines.

> Slytherin Prince N Darkness<

Wait! You’re

A  Veela

Draco?

;-)Naughty Red-head;-)

 

Yes I am why?

> Slytherin Prince N Darkness<

 

Because My Brother Bill’s

Girlfriend is one.

And two so am I.

I am the first in nearly 300 years

Of my family line

To be one.

;-)Naughty Red-head;-)

Fascinating,

Have you come

Into you’re

Inheritance?

> Slytherin Prince N Darkness<

 

Yes since the beginning of fourth year.

I came into it at age 13.

And before you ask

Yes Harry is my mate.

I married him over holiday.

He knows I’m hiding something

But he wont push it

Cause he knows

What pushing this issue

Does to me since he

Feels it.

;-)Naughty Red-head;-)

 

Can we continue this conversation

In the ROR

There is

Something I want to show

The 3 of you.

> Slytherin Prince N Darkness<

The three of them agreed and about ten minutes later I was waiting for them outside the room of requirements. Luna and Neville come hand in hand no surprise their considering they are mates. It just makes me miss my mate more. Then from another direction Ginny comes and she seems upset. “Whats wrong Ginny.” I ask showing concern for my mate since she cant any longer. “Harry knows something is up. But I just told him I was meeting Luna and Neville and he wonders why I wont let him come.” She sighs. “Well, it will be okay. What did you want to show us Draco?” She asks getting right to the point. I will the door to appear and I will the room to appear how Blaise and I willed it to just a few weeks ago. Then I lead the way in. I sit down on the coach. There are various bookcases around the room that has a copy of every book that Hermione has ever read. There is another case that has a storage unit that has every song that Hermione has ever heard in it. I have no idea how the room knows all this but oh well don’t care. All around the room are the many pictures of Hermione including the one that shows what she would look like without the glimmer in place.

“Wow! Is this helping you cope with her loss Draco?” Ginny asks again being blunt. “In a way yes. But nothing could ever replace her not to me.”  “Why would you need a replacement of me Dray?” asks the portrait of Hermione taken at he Gryffindor party last term. “Because Love you have been gone for so long. And I need you with me.” I answer her. Ginny raises her eyebrow at how I answered her but let me be. “I wonder why my real self isn’t with you Dray, I know for fact that I cant live with out you.”  Fresh pain stabs my heart at her innocent comment. Since she didn’t live without me. I realized too late that our dream/ nightmare was coming true. I will always feel so guilty about that.  “That wasn’t your fault Draco. You shouldn’t blame yourself for that.  I’m sure that if Hermione were here she wouldn’t blame you.”  “Hermione can you feel and know things that the real counterpart of you knows?” Luna asks the portrait. “For the most part I know as much as she did when this photo was taken. The only way I can learn things I if you guys share something with me that I didn’t know at the time this was taken.” She answered. This much I knew, because this Hermione like all the others didn’t even know she was taken. The most she knew is what she and Ginny did at the dance. And the whole scene where I secretly slipped her the note. And then that’s when the picture was taken.

          “What is something from the Gryffindor party you remember Hermione?” Ginny asks. “I remember how we got our guys to want us and just about every guy in the room.”  “ I wasn’t one. I was too distracted with my mate.” Neville says.  Ginny blushes her face turning almost as red as her hair. She has never struck me as shy if her Slytherin behavior and the display at that dance last term has anything to say about it.

Later,

 The remainder of this year and not much has happened for me at least. Other than being forced to show up at Deatheater meetings, and the whole prophecy thing going on that has to do with the one that couldn’t die. Sorry old rivalries die hard.  When   I got off the Hogwarts express at the start of Holiday I just looked around mum wasn’t here yet so right now I am just standing off to the side to wait for her. A flying piece of parchment that looks like a bird flew into my hands. So I opened it.

Dear Draco,

Sorry that I cant say goodbye in person. Unfortunately,

When your mate is Harry Potter you have got to be

Careful. Just know that I am here for you and I will

Be sending you owls through out holiday,

Please do the same.

Your mate was my best friend so I feel I have to

Take care of you since she cant.

I will think of you as a blond brother.

Send me an owl some time today.

I don’t care when.

I expect that owl Draco Malfoy.

Don’t make me wait.

I can and will send a hex your way.

From your Slytherin friend that’s in Gryffindor,

Ginny Weasley Potter

Well that was interesting except for her closing her letter was kind of formal not something I would expect from the new Mrs. Potter.  I look up and I see the Weasleys and the two Potters leaving. “ Hello Draco.” I look to my left and Luna and her mate were coming up to me. Does everybody feel the need to take care of me. As much as I appreciate it. Only one person can do that and she is gone. “ Hello Luna, Neville.” “Draco please owl us over holiday. And you can visit from time to time. We have our own place. It may not be as large as your family Manor but its big enough to have guest stay over.” Luna says with a dreamy look on her face as per usual. I look over at her mate, and he nods in confirmation of Luna’s invitation. “This is our address we have the floo set up. So you can literally come over any time.” Neville looked nervous. I kept it in mind to always owl or floo call first before coming over. I take the slip of parchment she hands me and put it in one of my robe pockets. “Thank you Luna, Neville. I will be sure to let you guys know first when I decide to come by.” Neville looks relieved by my statement.  He is sure quiet I think he is still scared of me. Though I haven’t tormented him in ages. Don’t really care to anymore either. Though I am still to torment muggleborns and certain blood traitors.

“Well we have got to be going. Don’t be a stranger Draco.” Luna says. And I nod and watched them leave. Then once they are out of sight Blaise and his mother Regina come up to me. “Draco your mother wants you to come home with us.”  “Why?” I ask for this was an odd occurrence. Mum was always here to pick me up sometimes Father came too. But she has never arranged for me to go home with the Zabinis.  “Not here.” She says and leads the way outside. Blaise and I follow suit after we retrieve our things and shrink them to fit in our pockets. My owl and his Raven that he has trained we hold them in their cages. Once we got into the carriage with the Zabini coat of arms, Blaise’s mother now starts to speak. “ Your mother floo called me this morning all frantic. She says that the manor has been turned into deatheater central with the Dark Lord staying their as well. She says she wants you to stay away unless you are called. Only come home when you are called. Your mother says try to have a good summer holiday outside of the darkness. She is trying to keep you out of the darkness as much  as possible.” “It’s too late I’m already too far gone in it.” I say softly. “what do you mean Draco?” “Blaise did you tell your mother about our discovery during school term.” “No, I didn’t want her hope to die.” “She has to know and deserves to know.” I tell him then look out of the carriage window. I sigh deeply and then Blaise begins to tell his mother the devasting news of who my mate is and what her fate was.

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I am utterly exhausted because day in and day out I am not allowed much chance to rest. I no longer care if that is a good or bad thing anymore. Physical pain is nothing compared to the emotional pain of losing the only one I could ever love and being forced to give up my child. My beautiful daughter Angelia my last piece of him. And now she is gone too. But at least she is alive that gives me a slight flicker of hope that I will see her again some day but I honestly have no idea when or where. Since I’m stuck with the most  evil vile people known in this world and I am defenseless without my wand they took it from me the day I got here. I wonder though what had happened to it. I wonder if they broke it or if they gave it to someone for safe keeping. Will I ever know?

All I know is that they are moving my location again. This will be my second move since they had captured me during my fourth year. I no longer keep track of days so I don’t know what day it is has it been a year? I don’t know they never tell me the date. I’m lucky if I even know the time. Though for me it is always dark, so very dark. I can see in the dark now, I worry what it will be like when I actually do get to see the sun. I would probably be as blind as most in utter darkness.  But unless I get to see my daughter again I don’t see how that really matters. I only want to get out of here to find my daughter. So I can raise her like I’m supposed too. It just has to be for the both of us. Since he is still a part of me. It’s just when he was killed the best part of me was too. I am just the remains of who and what I used to be. I wonder if that’s what Voldemort and the deatheaters wanted. If what they wanted was to break down to the point that I would be of no use to them but entertainment and practice for the deatheaters then they had succeeded.  I am worthless alone and broken down like this. I may be pretty good at wandless magic but I am still no match for a fully armed deatheater. 

          “Time to go you filthy little mudblood.” I hear Bellatrix cackle. She soon was in my cell. She has to create light from her wand. I have the darkness as my advantage… Shut up! I yell at the logical survival part of my brain. Its getting annoying, I wonder why that part of my brain hasn’t died yet. So much of me has why hasn’t that? Bellatrix grabs me roughly and pulls me to the stairs. Once out of the dungeons she apparates us to another location. “My Lord I brought the mudblood.” I hear laughing and steering but I cant see a thing its far too bright in this room. “Well done my dear.” I hear Voldemort say. Then I hear a smack and I know that Bellatrix and Voldemort had kissed. No matter how many times they do that its still very disturbing. “Take her to the dungeons its time to train some new young followers that have been recruited.” “Yes my lord. “ Then she takes me out of the blinding light room back into the dark where I can see. She throws me to the ground. I’m not in a cell, no I’m in a training room. Lovely.

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Its time again for school, I feel as if I had lived for a hundred years but I’m only sixteen years old.  I did go to Luna’s and her mates house a couple times over the summer. And while their Ginny would come over from time to time. I wish I enjoyed these times more. I like that I can be myself with them. I don’t have to hide when it comes to the agonizing pain that I’m feeling without my mate. Luna always looks more dreamy when we speak of her. I don’t think she is convinced that Mione is dead because she acts like she knows more than I do. But I saw her dead! But no use getting mad over what cant be yelped. I am made prefect this year for the Slytherins. The annoying thing is that Pansy has been made Prefect as well. I really don’t want to deal with her at all. Well in other news Potter and Luna have had babies. Ginny had her son the summer before last term and Luna had her daughter Zoey and Son Nathan during last term. They all hid their pregnancies, and I admit it is for good reason. But imagine my surprise coming over to Luna’s and she is holding a baby girl and her mate has a little boy in his arms. I do mumble congratulations.  And Luna tells me all about them. Nathan is several hours older than Zoey. Zoey was born at 6 in the morning on November 20^th. Nathan was born at 11:30 p.m. on the 19^th. So it seems that little miss Zoey was taking her time.

But my holiday wasn’t all goodness. I also had to go to about ten meetings as a deatheater. Im glad that I have been taught well to block my thoughts. I had to do horrible things to muggles and muggleborns. I didn’t want to at all. And it seems that Voldemort is now selling muggles and muggleborns as slaves to pureblood families.  My mother was forced to pick one I can tell this was tormenting her. She choose a younger girl about eight years old and a boy about nine. Knowing that they were better with us than any body else. My father of course choose a 17 year old girl I know of the needs he has with her. My father choose a muggle girl, my mother choose two muggleborns. I also choose children a 6 year old girl and a 7 year old boy. I was forced to take them with me to Hogwarts. Voldemort thought it was perfect that as a prefect I get my own dorm. Granted I have a dorm with all the other male prefects. The only good thing is that Neville is a prefect which makes it that much more bearable.

Hermione would have been a prefect I know that she would have. Then next term she would have been head girl. Voldemort is tormenting me though he is making me appear like she is doing her stugges by owl post. And for the stuff the teachers have to see there is Polyjuice potion. I have to become her and allow the teachers watch me pretending to be her performing spells. Voldemort made a new spell that allows me to use her knowledge when I become her. And I already know how to act like her, but he has a spell for that too to be sure I don’t fail and give myself away. The reason we pretended that Hermione is not in Hogwarts? A family emergency came up and that’s why she isn’t even at home. I don’t know precisely the one that Voldemort used. But it worked no there are no questions. But their will be questions when she doesn’t return next year.

Later

It is now November and school itself is not that interesting. But Voldemort has given me the tasks of fixing the vanishing cabinet, and kill Dumbledoor. I wish I only had the primer to deal with. But the later is causing me so much anxiety and other emotions. I don’t want to kill the headmaster at all. I have been trying in direct ways to kill him but nothing has worked so far. I worry that more direct methods will have to be used. Bloody hell! I need to calm down. Lets log on and see if anyone is on.  

> Slytherin Prince N Darkness<

Has logged on

 

Hello Draco,

How have you been?

You seem super

Stressed lately.

Are you worried

About newts?

Which is something

Hermione would

Have been worried about

Too.

;-)Naughty Red-head;-)

 

I am aware.

I should be asking

You about little james

How is he?

And can I tell you something

That you can slip to your

Father in the ministry anonymously?

> Slytherin Prince N Darkness<

 

He is fine Draco. He and Nathan and

Zoey are with my mum.

Luna and Neville say they are

Better off with my mum, then with his

Grandmother or her father.

LOl.

Anyway, Of course.

You know I would

Never rat you out.

I know how dangerous it

Is for you to even be talking to me.

And how even more

Risky it is for

You to be telling me information

On Voldemort.

;-)Naughty Red-head;-)

 

That’s good.

Well you know already

How Voldemort has

Efficiently stopped the ministry

From looking for Hermione?

> Slytherin Prince N Darkness<

 

Yes I know you have to do her hw and

Send it by post and then

For stuff the professors have to see

You take polyjuice potion to look

Like her.

And perform the task as she would.

We already went over this.

Has Voldemort figured out a way

To make your patronus look like hers

If  they asked you to produce

One as her?

Cause I doubt

That you and her patronus

Are the same.

;-)Naughty Red-head;-)

 

I know. And I’m sure

He is thinking about it.

But the reason why I asked

Is cause now I know what her

Fate would have

Been even if he hadn’t killed her.

Voldmort is starting to sell off muggles

And muggleborns as slaves.

They aren’t picky either.

I currently have two children

Muggleborns in my care.

My mother and I choose the youngest

Their knowing they are

Better with us than anyone

Else.

But I thought you all should know

That a Slave trade is

Starting and it isn’t

Pretty.

Soon they are going

To kidnap the remaining

Muggleborns from school

And make them slaves.

My father choose a teen

Girl muggle and

I can tell you

His needs for her

Are twisted and

Crude.

> Slytherin Prince N Darkness<

 

Oh Merlin!!

That’s awful you need t0

Take care of those

Children Draco.

And how do you suppose

That I am to give them

Evidence of this?

;-)Naughty Red-head;-)

I have thought of

That.

I’m supposed to scare the muggleborns

In the school

With the children

Letting them know whats

Coming.

Now if you happened to see

It,

Then you would have

The evidence you need

In your head.

> Slytherin Prince N Darkness<

 

Is that risky for you?

;-)Naughty Red-head;-)

 

Yes ,a bit

But I will be protected.

Voldemort knows that we

Will get caught

Harassing the

Muggleborns, he wants

Us too.

He wants the world

To know what he has planned

And he wants them

To know that they cant stop it.

Cause apparently it has

Been in

Motion since the beginning of

Fourth year.

I have no idea why we were

Told so late though.

And don’t worry

I am talking care

Of them.

They want their mums

But they are slowly starting to

Realize that I’m not

Going to hurt them

That if I must

I only make it look

Like I am.

> Slytherin Prince N Darkness<

 

That’s good.

I wouldn’t forgive myself

If I let my best friend’s boyfriend

Get taken to Azkaban and he was

Truly on our side.  I wish that

It was safe for Harry to know I don’t

Want him attacking you

For whatever you have to

Do.

;-)Naughty Red-head;-)

 

Later

My attempts to kill Dumbledore have all failed. And now that the vanishing cabinet is fixed the time to do so is now. Voldemort wont wait any longer. I don’t want to do this. I have followed him and I know that he is in the astronomy tower. This is the last night I can do this. Tomorrow we leave for holiday.  My heart feels like its trying to leave out my chest by escaping out my mouth. I try to calm down that doesn’t work but I have to do it now. I walk in my wand is drawn. And I disarm the headmaster. “Draco Malfoy.. You don’t have to do this. I can help you.” “You cant help me no one can.” “I know what you are Draco I know what you have been feeling these last two terms.” That’s impossible no one can know. “ You cant possibly know what I am or how I feel. How I have to be this!”  I say as I reveal my dark mark. “ I know more than you think. I know that you are a veela and that your mate is a certain muggleborn that was unable to attend these last few terms, ever since the night of a Party thrown by the Gryffindors. Voldemort took her away from you and now you are alone and lost. You know that she wouldn’t want you to do this.  And you don’t have to do this.” How in bloody hell does he know all this??! I falter a bit. “ I don’t have a choice he will kill me, he will kill my mum. Then I hear steps behind me and I hear, “ Do it. Do it Draco.. Kill him.” I hear aunt Bellatrix say in my ear.

Then I am moved out of the way. And I see my Godfather Severus take my former position. He draws his wand against the headmaster. "Severus... please..." Dumbledore says. Then ““Avada Kedavra!” Snape says and the late headmaster falls out of the tower as the light leaves his eyes. I shed a tear or two as we leave the tower and more deatheaters join us.  Bellatrix breakes stuff in the great hall in a twisted frenzy.  “ Prepare yourself Draco. Go and compose yourself and then we are leaving.” Severus tells me.  I nod and head to the restroom . I cry a bit because of my failure and partially for relief that I didn’t actually have to be the one to kill the headmaster.  Then I see something move behind me.  I turn around. “I know what you tried to do Malfoy. And you are going to pay.” He moves to attack me and I dodge his attacks. I try to disarm him but never to hurt him, I am keeping in mind this is one of my mate’s best friends.  “Sectumsempra!” Harry bellowed. I didn’t have time to think before I was in the greatest amount of pain on the ground. I wasn’t aware of anything until I felt the pain begin to ease. I look up to see my God father.  “I should have known Potter had my potions book.” I hear him mutter. “ Its time to go Draco.” He says and we leave Hogwarts.