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The Hidden Life

By: mtranc3
folder Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Sirius/Lucius
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 12
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Chapter 10

Title: The Hidden Life
Author: mtranc3
Rating: R
Spoilers: All six books
Summary: Sirius, Lucius, and the secret between.
Pairings: Lucius Malfoy/Sirius Black, James Potter/Sirius Black, James Potter/Lily Evans, Severus Snape/Sirius Black
Warnings: Slash, Unbeta'd
Author's notes: One of my favourite pairings in HP fandom is Lucius/Sirius, one that is unfortunately not very popular, so at the lack of related fic I've decided to write Sirius/Lucius myself, to satiate my cravings. It's kind of experimental, because I've only written (and mostly read) Harry/Draco, and I don't really know how exactly it will proceed, but I thought I'd give this partially formed plot-bunny a chance.
Disclaimer: Harry Potter belongs to J.K. Rowling, no profit is being made.

Chapter 10: Up to no good.


28th February 1976

"Do it, I'm good, fuck..."

"So you've done this many times before, I'm to believe?" Lucius said twisting his fingers inside Sirius, making his whole body tremble from pleasure and anticipation.

Sirius clutched at whatever cloth he could grab from behind him, and drew Lucius closer.

"You bastard... you're enjoying this..." he said between pants, and Lucius pulled out his hand and got in position, holding Sirius' sheens so tightly that there were bound to be marks the next day.

"Not so much as I'm enjoying this."

He pushed himself inside Sirius in one swift motion, and Sirius threw his head back and howled. Lucius adjusted himself before pushing back in, a little more gently this time, setting an easy rhythm.

Sirius ground his hips back, trying to get more of that unbelievable, filling sensation, but Lucius held him firmly in place.

"Fuck..." Sirius hissed, his knuckles on the wall turning white, "harder."

Lucius smirked, he grabbed Sirius from the hips and slammed them back on his pelvis, satisfied when Sirius have a loud groan.

He waited till the sparkling sensation on his cock subsided a bit, and leaned in, whispering to his ear;

"Like that, you mean?"

Sirius shook from the wave of hot breath on his neck, and said hoarsely:

"Yes... don't stop."

"I don't intend to."


~*~


"When is the next Hogsmeade weekend?"

Sirius lingered on the door.

"I don't know, probably sometime around next month."

Lucius nodded and when Sirius didn't move he smirked.

"Is there anything else, Black?"

"Fuck you, Lucius."

"Ts ts ts such manners..."

Sirius almost smiled. It was like a game between them, and he never quite new where the loathing ended and the desire begun, but he was enjoying himself nevertheless. He gave Lucius one of his customary salutes and headed out of the room.


~*~


James was sitting in the common room tapping his foot on the floor in contained irritation. The flames in the fireplace had almost gone out and he and Remus were the only ones left.

James kind of wished that Remus would give up and go to bed, because he wanted to have an all out fight when Sirius returned. Not that Remus was stupid and couldn't deduct what he didn't know. But this was strictly between him and his best friend, and neither of them wanted a buffer. He didn't allow himself to feel worried for the git because that would mellow his anger and he needed the ire in order to have the confrontation that was long overdue.

The portrait hole opened slowly and James' tapping stopped immediately. He could feel, rather that see, Remus looking at him expectantly, but he didn't turn his head until Sirius plopped beside him on the couch. He even had the nerve to stretch out and give a content groan, the obnoxious bastard!

"Hiya Remy. Why still up so late?" Sirius asked, completely ignoring the fact that James was sitting right next to him, emanating waves of affront to Sirius' insolence.

Remus unfolded his arms and it was the first time James saw him looking so angry;

"Where in heaven's name have you been?! Do you have ANY idea how worried we were! We didn't know if we should call a professor or --" he flailed his arms in frustration, and Sirius sat up slightly straighter.

"Remus, please, keep it down..."

Remus continued, ignoring him.

"I counted your head myself, but you never come back with us, did you? So don't you dare lie you were in school! What were you doing in Hogsmeade so late? We were ready to go out there and find you!"

Sirius looked over at James' side, but James was kicking the rug with his foot and pretended not to notice.

Sirius' face darkened then.

"Listen Remus, I'm sorry for not telling you, but I'm not a bloody baby that you have to constantly fret over me and I can take care of myself. Even better than you two can. I wanted to stay for another drink, I forgot to tell you, so what? I came back from the Honeydukes passage, no one saw me, end of story..."

Remus breathed out though his nose and shook his head in exasperation.

"Sirius if you can't understand how dangerous things have become in the streets, then no, I don't believe you are capable of taking care of yourself. And that will be 20 points for Gryffindor AND" he raised his voice as Sirius begun to protest "you should actually be glad, because you'd be in a lot more trouble if we had gone to a teacher..."

Sirius turned his head away from him and Remus knew that it'd be a couple of days until they'd be talking normally again, but he could live with that. Sirius had really crossed the line with his antics this time, and 'another drink'? Did he really think they were that thick?

"I'm going to bed." Remus said finally and left without waiting for a response from either of them; he wouldn't be getting any, and he knew there were things that needed to be said between them that had nothing do with him. That aspect of James and Sirius' relationship always left him a bit bereft, if not somewhat jealous, but tonight Remus was glad he was not Sirius' best best-friend. He was a patient person, but he didn't trust himself not strangling the git for worrying them so much. James rather passive-aggressive when it came to Sirius, so he'd get away with a few punches at worst. But James didn't seem so indulgent tonight. Remus could only hope he'd find them in one piece come morning.

When the steps on the stairs had died down and Remus was well outside hearing range, James finally turned to Sirius. He regarded him for a moment before speaking, because he knew Sirius feigned carefree posture would irk him even more; Sirius legs were stretched out in front of him, and he had one arm thrown behind his head. His hair were tousled and his clothes in careful disarray.

"Where the fuck were you?"

Sirius' look was deliberately slow, as it eventually focused on a spot next to James' shoulder, but never on his face.

"Oh, you know... around the village."

"Cut the shite and tell me."

Sirius then pinned him with his gaze, and he put on his most unpleasant smile; the one, James thought in indignation, he usually reserved for Snivellus and his lot.

"What do you really want to know Jamie?"

"I want to know why you've been avoiding us all day long... you said you'd go with Peter at Zonko's, but he told us you gave him an excuse and took off, and you were supposed meet me and Lily for drinks at the Three Broomsticks, but you never showed up, so where the fuck were you all day?"

"I forgot about the drinks and I was bored to hang out with Peter, okay? And it's none of your business, mate. Not when you disappear for hours and hours with your girl and we stand waiting for you for that Snap game, or going down to dinner, so don't give me that!"

"You right twat, leave Lily out of this!"

James stood up, but Sirius remained seated and folded his arms on his chest, looking the picture of relaxation.

"Who is it?" James asked finally, when Sirius pointedly ignored the remark about Lily.

"No one, it's no one..."

"You're a terrible liar, and I know you. I know you, so don't fucking --"

"You won't like the answer!" Sirius snapped. "And it's not serious, it's... shit, I don't even know what I'm doing, James..."

The desperate look on Sirius' face was enough to undo James. The silent plea and all the unsaid things hanging in that look between them. Sirius was the braver of two, putting it out like that in the open. And James hated himself then for pretending not to notice, not to understand, but nothing could ever come out of it, Sirius should realize that.

"I... just... be careful, and don't scare us, you know, like that again... When Remus said he was about to tell McGonagall he wasn't pulling the mickey, okay?"

Sirius lowered his eyes and stared at the carpet for a moment, but it was as though he wasn't seeing anything at all.

"I'll be careful, don't worry about me. And I'll talk things out with Remus in the morning..."

James nodded and climbed his way up the stairs, Sirius didn't make to follow him.

"Goodnight, Sirius."

"Night, James."


TBC
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