Muse

AN) sorry everyone it's been so long since my last update sadly I'd hit a large block in the course of writing. but i hope this will make up for it just a little bit. thank you all who have been reading and so patiently waiting(AN

beta : vampchic

MUSE

Chapter 10


Slowly Harry opened his eyes. Blearily he looked up into the face above his.
Holding back his scream he let his brain wake up further before he
frantically leap from the arms holding him.


"Shh, it’s okay, Harry. It's just me," Remus said quickly, trying to calm his frightened son. "You fell asleep and I carried you to your new rooms...Severus will be here soon with Draco," he informed.


Sighing softly, Harry blushed as he looked down to the ground. "I'm sorry." He mumbled quietly.


"It's okay, I understand," Remus said, squeezing Harry's shoulders.

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A week had gone by since the two boys were moved to the family suite with Severus. Harry had never been so happy in his life; knowing that he could lay in his boyfriends arms as he slept safe from the world. Yes, there were moments when he would wake and not understand what was going on but…he was getting better he thought.


"How's the story coming along, Sev?" Harry asked as he flopped down on their bed while Severus was trying to type.


"It's coming along just fine," Severus answered, bending down to press a soft kiss to Harry's lips.


"Mmm, when do I get to see the newest masterpiece of man lovin?" he asked brightly.


"Hmm, when indeed. I do have a few pages printed out if you'd like to read them…" Severus said, unsure if he should let Harry read them.


"Are you sure you want me to read them. Don't' get me wrong, I can't wait to read it; I just didn't think you'd want anybody but your editor to read it before its in print…." Harry said, a little shocked.


"Well, you are my muse, luv; if I'm to share it with anyone it shall be you," Severus said as he reached over to his bedside table and grabbed the sheets of papers, handing them to Harry.


Slowly Harry took them from Severus' hands, smiling brightly at him as he sat back against the headboard before looking at the first page. Soon he was lost in the story, biting his lip at moments then laughing, blushing when a sexual scene would begin then die down again.


"Why are you doing this Evan?" Dorian asked, tears glistening in his eyes.


"You knew it wouldn't be forever Dorian, it was just a wonderful week spent together, nothing more," Evan said, trying to hide his own sorrow. He had fallen in love with the man; it had been one week of nothing but food, sex and sleep, but sadly, that was not a relationship, that was nothing but a fun week.


But if this was true why did it hurt so much to say goodbye?


"Sev, please tell me they stay together, that it's a happy ending. I couldn't bare them not to have on," Harry said, tears glistening in his own eyes.


"I haven't written the ending yet, luv, but I will think on it," Severus said, smirking at Harry before pressing a chaste kiss to his lips.


Harry sighed and turned back to the story in his hands, not emerging again until the last page four chapters later.


"Ten. Ten chapters and that poor boy is so depressed; he's not dancing… Why is Evan doing that to him? He loves him and….Grrrr…" Harry let out, frustrated at the story.


Severus looked over at his frustrated boyfriend. They weren't technically lovers yet but he hated the word boyfriend, that was what children used on weekly crushes.


"Something wrong?" he asked, smirking at Harry, loving the flustered look on his face.


"You have them have beautiful love together; all that sex and passion, then you make Evan leave him. Dorian's on the verge of a complete breakdown and still Evan hasn't come back. What will it take? That's so cruel. If it was the finished book I'd throw it at the wall then pick it back up to find out what happens next," Harry said, smiling sadly at Severus. "Well Mister Author, when will I get to finish reading it, hmm?" he said smiling brightly at him. He handed all the pages back to him.


"I should have it done by the time you finish school this year," Severus said as he took the pages back from Harry. "So you like it than?" he asked with a raised eyebrow.


"Mm, I'll love it even more when it has a happy ending," Harry said with a small laugh.


Severus gave him a small barely there smile and went back to work. With it only being eight at night Harry wasn't yet tired so he climbed off the bed he shared with Severus and went in search of his blond friend.

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"Remmy, when are you coming up? I'm so bored watching uncle Sev and Harry give each other doe eye's," Draco whined into his cell phone.


"I'll be up there next weekend, you know that Draco. And then they'll be complaining of the same thing you just were," Remus said, a smile in his voice.


"Argh, I can't wait until the year is over, then I can be with you all the time," Draco complained.


"If you're with me all the time you shall be very bored I'm sure…" Remus chuckled.


"How will I be bored when you're making love to me? I would be quite the opposite of bored, I am sure," Draco purred into the phone.


"Dray…?" Harry asked as he entered the other boy's room.


"Hey ya, talking to Remmy," Draco said, smiling.


"I'll talk to you tomorrow, Draco, give my love to Harry, will you luv?" said Remus.


"Oh, okay. Talk to you tomorrow, love," Draco pouted into the phone, turning to look at Harry the moment he hung up.


"Sorry," Harry said as he flopped down on the teens bed. "Sev's working so I didn't want to bug him too much," Harry explained.


"Its fine, you know that. We're practically family as it is. Something’s wrong though, isn't there?" Draco said as he sat down beside him. Gently he ran his fingers through Harry's hair, knowing that it tended to calm him down and spill the beans, so to speak.


"I want what you and Remmy have…" Harry said softly.


"What are you talking about? You have that with Sev…don't you?" Draco asked, confused and slightly worried.


"Yes, and no...I love him and I feel he loves me, but I think we're both too scared to be physical, I guess…"


"So you want sex, but you're not getting any and that's the problem?" Draco asked trying to clarify that that was the problem.


"I want to I feel safe when I'm with him...When he's holding me I can sleep through the night…it's just when we undress that things are different…" Harry said sadly, looking over at the wall. "He's scared that I'm scared of him. I'm not. I don't think I could handle having sex with him right now, but I want some attention too. I don't know, my body says yes but my mind say no, that it's
to soon to have these thoughts."


"I don't know what to tell you, mate. I think you and Sev should sit down and talk this out. Nothing will be figured out for you two until you've done that, I think," Draco said honestly.


"I know. It's just so hard sometime to talk about this stuff. I wish it wasn't something that needed to be dragged around. The proverbial bush has run away it seems, so there's no beating around it. I just want this to be natural around us, you know."


"And it is Harry. I've never seen two people be so happy and natural around the other. It's just that this whole mess has shifted things. You two just need to find it, that natural flow you had. You'll get it again, you two will be together for a long time I'm sure," Draco said, trying to reassure his friend.


"Thanks Dray. I think I'm gonna go get ready for bed. I'll see you in the morning." With that, Harry walked out of the room and headed back to the one he shared with Severus.

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Silently Harry pulled out his bed clothes. Standing in the room with his back to Severus he began to undress. First pulling off his shirt and letting it drop to the floor. Then his pants. When he had them kicked off he turned his head to look at Severus.


He sat there fingers poised above the keys as he stared at Harry undressing. Never had he seen such a beautiful person than the one that stood before him. The small scars on his back did nothing to hinder his beauty it seemed.


"Sev?" he asked softly his hands slowly moving down to the edge of his boxers. "I think I need some help…" he said, lightly licking his lips.


Clearing his throat he looked up at the almost naked teen in front of him. "Oh, and what do you need help with?" Severus purred silkily.


"This is getting in the way again…" he said showing the man his arm. "I can't seem to get these off so that I can climb into bed…" he said innocently.


"Hmm, then I suppose I shall have to help you," Severus said as he climbed off the bed, placing his laptop to the side. Walking around the bed he came to a stop in front of the lithe teen. Kneeling before him he slowly slid his hands up his legs lightly teasing his thighs before he began to pull the soft material
down the slim hips and lightly toned thighs.


Harry let out a soft moan as he felt and watched the man finish undressing him. "Sev?" he moaned softly. "I want you to touch me, Sev…I'm not ready for sex yet, but I want…I want us to have more," he said just above a whisper.


Severus nodded. He could clearly see the need in his loves eyes and knew it would be okay for them to do this. He wanted to so many times but had held back, afraid to hurt or scare Harry. Leaning forward a bit he softly kissed Harry's abdomen. Rising slowly, he planted small kisses on the soft bits of skin along the way.


"Mm, Sev," Harry moaned softly, his hands running through the mans dark locks.


Severus chuckled lightly at the moan he heard, quite happy to be hearing it. “Tell me, my muse," he whispered as one of his hands glided down Harry's side teasingly. "Is this.." he paused his hand moving closer to his loves member, "what you wanted me.." his hand wrapped around it's prize, "to touch?" he said, smirking softly at Harry's sudden intake of breath.


"Gods, yes," Harry moaned, his head falling forwards to drop against Severus's shoulder. Another moan issued forth as he looked down and saw the mans long fingers wrapped around his hard member.

Slowly Severus began to stroke him as he moved his head down and peppered kisses along Harry's neck and shoulder.


Lifting his head, Harry panted softly as he pulled Severus head up. Looking into his eyes for a few moments he kissed him hard on the lips. All his pent up emotions and want coming out in a gasping kiss.


Severus let go his prize to lift the lithe being up into his arms, Harry's legs wrapping around the tall mans waist. Slowly Harry began to grind against him as he continued to kiss the man he knew he loved.


As quickly as he could, Severus moved them to the bed. Gently he laid Harry down below him as he continued to kiss and play with the light muscles he found.


"Harry, come for me," Severus moaned as he rutted against him knowing that it had been to long for him and he was so close to reaching his completion.


Harry arched up, he'd never felt so good and he was so close. Thrusting hard against the man he called out his release, panting and sweaty from their activities.

Severus soon followed, a quiet shout of his loves name passing from his lips.


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Hearing the moaning from the next room, Draco grinned. "Looks like they talked some," he chuckled to himself. Reaching to the side table he found his headphones, not wanting to listen to the couple have their much needed time together while he did the last of his school work.

Humming along to the songs, he missed his cell phone going off and the message beep that soon followed.

end chapter

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AN) well i hope you all enjoyed the chapter thank you all for reading and please if you enjoyed or even if didn't review let me know. have a wonderful day ^_^(AN

as always

~Lost in a thought~