Troubled Love

Title: Troubled Love


Summary: A terrible accident happens in Potions, Harry becomes a girl. A cure is hard to make and will take a month. A month is a long time, things that change your life can happen in one month. Even though their not allowed DM/HP SLASH (not real slash... Yet)

Time: It takes place in their 7th year.


Hey, Hope you like my new story! Don’t forget to review when you’re finished! Hugs, Cherish

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Chapter one: In Potions class

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Harry sat in the dungeons, watching people talking to each other and walking to their seats. He always hated potions, especially Snape. Why was it that every time he was in this class Snape managed to make a fool out of him? But since a few weeks ago, there was something (actually someone) in this class that made it less dreadful. He didn’t know how it happened... It just happened... He remembered that day well, because he made a complete fool of himself.

He was walking through the corridors, heading for the library. He had to ask Hermione some questions, when he walked into Draco. Surprisingly Draco’s ‘gang’ wasn’t there, he was walking completely alone. Harry watched him walk towards him and it was as if something hit him. Suddenly he noticed how gorgeous Draco actually looked, he looked like an angel. The only thing missing was his wings... It was as if he never really got the chance to see Draco, because of the people around him. Of course Draco, being Draco, began to make insults his way. Sneering and smirking and for the first time in his life Harry didn’t know what to say. He remembered stuttering something that made Draco laugh. Draco snorted and began to laugh at him. But Harry couldn’t care less, this was the first time he actually saw Draco laugh. Not sneer, grin or snort, but really laugh. And it was contagious, within seconds Harry found himself laughing too. Not knowing why, because he had absolutely now idea what he said. That’s when Draco stopped, eyed him suspiciously and said “You’re really funny sometimes, weird but funny” So basically Draco thought he was weird... ‘And funny’ a voice in his head added.

“The potion we’re going to make today is completely harmless, if you make it the right way. It’ll give you the ability to fly for a few seconds. You will work in groups of two\" the cold voice of Snape said, snapping Harry out of his thoughts. The class began to stand up, but Snape continued. “And today, I’ll be the one to pair you up.” The class returned to their seats, groaning. Snape’s lips curved into a smirk, obviously pleased with their reaction. He began to read up the names on his list.

’Don’t put me with Draco, please don’t... I don’t want him to see how much I suck in potions’ Harry begged inside his head.

\"Harry and Neville\"

’Oh no! Snaas gas got to be kidding me! Neville is even worse than Draco! Why is this always happening to me?’ Harry sighed standing up. His eyes wandered towards Draco who was staring to his ingredients.

‘Why cant you love me? Is it so hard? Am I that ugly?’ Harry thought feeling miserable. ‘He never looks my way, and if he does, he says things that hurt very much and sneers, God I love it when he sneers... We\'ve known each other for seven years and not once, not once have I heard Draco say something nice to me! Well accept maybe that he thought I was funny. Why cant I just be really beautiful or smart or I don\'t know... just Not me! Because he would never be in love with me. That’s a fact! Draco isn’t gay, I always see him kissing girls, hear stories about him shagging girls... If he ever finds out I love him... I won’t have a life anymore. Well I guess he cant only ‘Moine knows about my crush on Draco’ Harry walked towards Neville and smiled to him.

\"You\'ll cut the ingredients and I\'ll put them into the potion, OK?\" Harry asked, thinking that would be the safest option. He couldn’t do it all by himself, Snape would notice.

\"OK\" Neville said nervously, grabbing the ingredients.

Harry began to read the text in his potion book. His eyes fell on the warning on the bottom. It said:

*WARNING: if you put four Dragon eyes instead of three and more than one litre blood into the potion it will become a changing potion. If you are a boy you will become a girl. If you are a girl you will become a. Yo. You will look the way you would have looked if you would have been a girl/boy. Cures for this potion are rare and very difficult to make*

’If only that could be true! But that would be completely sick when I do that to myself. Although it’s exactly what I need... No! If I do that I would be totally obsessed by Draco, not that I’m not obsessed by him now. But if I do that I would be crazy’ Harry thought bitterly ‘Wait a minute even thinking about it makes me crazy! I. Have. Got. To. Get. Draco. Out. Of. My. Head! He’s making me think weird things!’

\"Neville pass me the Dragon eyes, it’s the last ingredient. After that we’re finished\" Harry said, forcing his lips into a smile.

\"Ok\" Neville stuttered grabbing a few Dragon eyes \"Here, I can’t believe it. This is the first potion I didn’t mess up. Thanks Harry\"

”You’re welcome” Harry took the eyes and dropped 3 of them into the boiling blood. Which was according to Neville exactly one litre.

\"Silence\" Snape yelled with a smirk on his pale face \"Time to test the potions. Bring the ingredients you didn’t use to me.”

Harry took a few ingredients as did Neville and they both walked towards Snape’s desk. After putting them down Harry turned around and saw Draco stand close to his table, talking to Pansy. His heart skipped a beat, he had to walk past Draco to get to his seat. Swallowing he walked towards him, ignoring him as much as possible. The air around his chair suddenly smelled like vanilla instead of blood. Sighing he sat down, enjoying the scent. Wondering who smelled like that, the person must have sat on his chair...

Snape walked towards Harry’s table. “We’ll start with you two.”

‘Well, that’s unexpected...’ Harry thought sarcastically.

“Potter, drink!” Snape said, pointing to the potion and giving him a cup.

Harry poured some of the potion into the cup and drank it. Nothing happened for a second. Harry began to wonder when he was going to fly when he felt a weird sort of pain in his stomach. Suddenly he couldn’t prevent himself from shaking. Everything was hurting badly, as if his body was to big for his skin. He fell from his chair, still shaking. He saw the concerned face of Snape above him, before everything went black...

... When he woke up again, he heard Hermione scream together with some other girls. He noticed that Neville, Ron, Seamus, Dean, Snape and even Draco were staring at him with hungry looks ieir eir eyes. It scared him somehow, what happened?

\"Harry?\" Hermione asked walking towards him, pulling him from the ground. \"There has been a little accident. I think you should come with me\" She grabbed his arm and dragged him out of the class. Into the girls bathroom.

\"Hermione this is a girls bathroom\" Harry said before going in. \"AH my voice sounds funny\"

\"Well, you Are a girl, harry?\" Hermione looked troubled \"Here look in this mirror\"

Harry looked into the mirror, he couldn\'t believe what he was seeing.

He was a girl... a really beautiful girl...

He had long brown hair, green big eyes and his scar was there too. His lips were full and red and his face was smooth. His looked down and saw he had a really beautiful figure not to fat, not to thin. Just perfect, if he saw it right (he still had his own clothes on). His breasts weren\'t small either.

\"Hermione?\" Harry asked a little bit scared. He was feeling really weird. He was afraid of touching is own body, especially those two bumps on his chest. He didn’t dare to look what happened underneath his belt... “What must I do?\"

\"I don\'t know... I\'ve read about this potion. It\'s really hard to find a cure and to make one.. So first of all we have to go back to the class\" Hermione said, still looking quite worried.

“No! I’m not going back like this! Look, I look ridiculous! Draco is theoo, oo, OHMY! He must think I’m the biggest fool he ever met!” Harry exclaimed, looking as if he was going to cry.

“Ok, here’s what we’re going to do... I’m going back on my own and ask Snape. You’ll go to our Tower and wait for me. When I get there we’re going to find something for you to wear. I think you’ll fit my clothes” Hermione said, hugging him. “Come on, let’s get out of here.”

\"Ok\" harry smiled, feeling a little bit better. Now knowing he wouldn’t have to walk in boys clothes much longer.

\"And Harry, I think you\'re beautiful!\" Hermione said kissing him on his cheek. “You really are! And I saw the looks boys were giving you” She whispered into his ear, making both of them giggle.

\"Thanks\" harry blushed.

\"Guess, you\'re happy about this... this way you could go after Draco\" Hermione smiled.

\"You Do know everything, do you?\" Harry laughed, he was just thinking about that...

\"So did you do this on purpose?\" Hermione asked suddenly serious \"I know you would never drink a potion without reading the warning first\"

Harry blushed \"No”

“Are you sure?” She asked, looking him into his eyes.

“Yes, not that I didn’t think about it... But I really didn’t!” Harry said, biting his lip. He wasn’t sure how Hermione was going to react.

Hermione snorted “You’re really something! Do you know that! But if you read the warning and you didn’t do it on purpose... Someone must have putted an extra Dragon eye in your potion... And more blood.”

Harry remembered the vanilla scent he smelled when he got back to his seat, but didn’t mention it. It could have been his imagination, although he was quite sure it wasn’t. “I really have no idea” Harry said. “Who would do something like that?”

“Well, I can think of a few names” Hermione said, biting her lip. “Blaise, Pansy, Malfoy or maybe Neville did it accidentally.”

“No, it’s not Neville. I put the Dragon eyes in myself, he did put the blood in the cauldron. But someone must have put that extra Dragon eye in there...” Harry said, thinking out loud. “I saw Draco stand near my table, but I don’t think he would do such a thing. What if there isn’t a cure?”

“There is, it said so in the warning. It’s rare, though.” Hermione said. “But we’ll find that out later, OK? And of course we’re going to find out who did this to you!”

“Yeah” Harry said, going through his hair. His hand got stuck in a hair tangle “OUCH! I really have to get used to this!” He sighed, looking at the hair tangle.

\"I never had a girl as a friend before. So this is kind of new for me too\" Hermione said \"But I guess I could teach you things... like what you should do when you get your period\"

Harry’s jaw dropped. \"Fuck, OK... This is just great!\" Harry exclaimed, looking to her in horror. \"What must I do? You lose tons of bloodht?\ht?\"

Hermione laughed at him \"We\'ll see when it comes, finally a boy who will know how it is to be a girl\"

Harry lifted his eyebrows and laughed a bit. They went out of the bathroom to find the whole class was waiting outside the bathroom.

Harry, who didn’t expect this to happen, blushed in crimson. ‘I have to out of here.’

\"So, Harry\" Ron stuttered \"I see you\'re a girl\"

“Brilliant opservation, Ron!” Hermione snapped, looking at him furiously.

\"Move!\" Snape commanded, taking a look at Harry. Harry stood there in clothes who were far to big for him. He had to hold his pants to prevent them from sliding over his hips. And his shirt was showing his breasts. Hermione, who noticed this, putted her cloak over Harry’s shoulders. Snape seemed to notice it too, because a flush appeared on his pa \"Harry, change your clothes and come with me, Granger help him\"

Harry was still blushing, standing in front of a staring cla

Hermione grabbed Harry\'s arm and dragged him out of the bunch of curious classmates. Harry looked towards Draco who was also staring to him, and smiled a bit, still embarrassed. To his surprise Draco smiled back at him, winking to him.

\"Draco smiled and winked to me\" Harry whispered in Hermione\'s ear, squeezing in her hand.

\"You\'re really starting to become a girl, Harry\" Hermione laughed.

They went to Hermione\'s room where Harry took a shower and changed himself. It was the first time after the change that he really saw himself. He stood before the mirror in one of Hermione\'s panties and had to admit he was pretty good looking. He smiled to himself, still thinking of the smile he received from Draco.

\"You look gorgeous, Harry\" Hermione smiled, looking at her best friend. She gave him a bra, a shirt and a skirt.

\"Thanks, ‘Moine. For helping me.\" harry smiled putting on the clothes. Hermione had to help him with the bra, he found it extremely difficult to put it on.

\"Well, you have to buy you own clothes\" Hermione smiled \"you can\'ep oep on borrowing my panties and bra\'s. So how does it feel to be a woman\"

\"Weird. Those panties are tight and this bra isn’t really comfortable.\" Harry pouted, pulling at the straps of his bra. \"I think, I prefer to be a guy\"

\"That part of being a woman, Harry\" Hermione smirked \"You\'ll be a boy again within a month don\'t worry. But for now, we have to win Draco\'s heart\"

“Within a month?” Harry asked. “How do you know?”

“Snape stopped by when you were having a shower. He told me he talked to the class about not laughing at you. He seemed to think you did it yourself... I mean put the Dragon eye in there. But I convinced him you didn’t, so he’s going to find out who did it. He hated to admit it, but it’s probably a Slytherin.” Hermione told him. “And he went to Madame Pomfrey and told her to start making a cure.”

Harry sighed and collapsed on the bed, “I don’t want to leave this room. It’s so embarrassing!”

“Come on Harry. You have to eat lunch. I’m sure no one will laugh at you!” Hermoine said, reaching out her hand for him.

“Not in my face.” Harry said bitterly, but he grabbed Hermione’s hand and pulled himself up.

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They went to the great hall for lunch. Harry noticed boys were staring at him and smiled. He liked that! His eyes wandered towards the Slytherin table, Draco wasn\'t there. He felt a little disappointed.

\"Harry\" Ron greeted him as if he had to make sure it was really him.

\"Yes, Ron?\" Harry smiled. \"How do I look?\"

\"You look uhm... nice\" Ron smiled \"Actually, You\'re kind of hot!\"

\"Thanks\" Harry laughed \"I thought so too!\" sticking out his tongue.

\"Lets eat\" Ron offered, smiling at him. \"Coming Harry?\"

\"I have to go to the bathroom first\" Harry said quickly. ‘I’m not ready to go in the Great Hall like this! I don\'t want them to ask questions. I don\'t really feel like explaining it ten thousand times’ he thought walking towards the bathroom.

He opened the bathroom door, finding Draco stand before the mirror. It was as if his heart stopped beating, he had to gasp for air. Draco looked absolutely gorgeous. He walked to the mirror next to Draco and looked at his reflection, quite shocked he realised he wasn’t a boy anymore. And took a step backwards, tripping over his own foot, he fell on the ground.

Draco eyed him suspiciously, “Are you alright?”

Harry buried his hand in his hands, feeling utterly ashamed. “NO! I’m not alright” He yelled, almost crying.

Draco didn’t walk away after his outburst, as Harry was expecting him to do. Instead he sat down next to Harry and pulled his skirt down.

\"Sorry\" He heard himself mutter.

“It was kind of stupid of you, not to read the warning.” Draco smirked.

“I did! I’m sure I ’t p’t put that extra Dragon eye in my potion!” Harry exclaimed, looking at Draco furiously.

\"Really? I must say you look much better this way\" Draco smirked \"Pity you\'ll be a boy again\"

\"I wont until the end of his month\" Harry blushed again \"Madame Pomfrey can’t make the potion any quicker. And if he fails it will take another month\"

\"Mmm... is that so?\" Draco smirked looking into Harry\'s eyes. Harry felt his heard stop beating for a second and felt the butterflies flying in his stomach. Draco removed a string of hair out of Harry\'s face and caressed his cheek, making Harry shiver. \"You’re so beautiful” He heard Draco whisper. He saw the shock appear in Draco\'s eyes after he said that. Draco removed his hand and bit on his lip.

\"I have to go\" Draco said, standing up and walking away quickly.

\"He touched me...\" Harry said stunned. He heard footsteps coming his way. He turned around and saw Hermione was standing in the doorway.

\"What happened?\" Hermione asked \"I saw Draco walk away, quite stunned\"

\"He touched me...\" Harry said.

Hermione frowned “What do you mean, Touched you? Did he do something to you, because if he did I swear I’ll kill him!”

\"No! He removed a string of hair out of my face and caressed my cheek whispering that I was beautiful.. after that he ran away\" Harry sighed.

\"But Harry... that\'s great!\" Hermione yelled, pulling him of the ground

\"No, it\'s not! We\'ll never be together! I\'m a boy! And he\'s not gay!\" Harry almost cried.

\"Well, at least he\'ll get to know you. And if he really loves you it wont make a difference if you become a boy. If he falls in love, he falls in love with your being, your soul, your nature, You! Not what you are or how you look\" Hermione tried to comfort him.

\"Really?\" Harry asked.

\"Yes, Really!\" Hermione smiled \"Now, lets get out of this bathroom. boys are staring at us. I thought you would go to the boys that\'s why I came after you\" Harry laughed.

\"Do you think he could? You know... love me?\" Harry asked walking out of the bathroom.

\"Yes, I think he already does. And he noticed that just now, touching you. That scared him.\" Hermione said. \"You two belong together\"

Harry felt a little bit better. Could Draco really love him? the way he is?

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That\'s it! Hope you like it! Second chapter\'s coming up soon! Hugs, Cherish