Broken Memories

Word from the author:

MD: Hello everyone this is my first chapter of my story. I hope you like. It is non-beta so please be patient with me if you like it. I'll try to updat every day if not every other day. Please enjoy.


How long had this been going on how long has Snape and his father , Lucius Malfoy, been using him. As long as he could remember, at least he got what he wanted out of their twisted pleasurable games. Draco sat writing in his potions notebook as he thought of how disgusting he was. The only thing on his mind was the words that his one and only crush had said when he found Draco and Snape in the potions class having sex or frustration release as Snape called it.


Earlier that day:

Draco was walking down the hallway when suddenly he was pulled into the Potions class. It was late afternoon so classes were over and he knew what was on Snape’s mind as he could see the lust in his teachers eyes. Why on this particular day Harry had to ask the Potions teacher something Draco couldn’t figure out the brunette boy never bothered to ask Snape anything before so why today of all days did he have to walk in as I was being taken forcefully from behind by not only my Teacher but my House leader.
The look on his face was a mixture of appalled, shocked, disgusted, and I swear I saw sadness in his eyes.
Harry just cleared his throat made a mumbled an apology and left as quickly as he came in. Later Draco went to find him. As usual he was sitting under a tree out in the courtyard talking with his friends.
Harry sat talking to Ron, Hermoine, and the twins. As usual Ron was going on about how he would look with breasts. ‘Ron was still trying to win over his older brother Charlie by trying to be a girl. Of course everyone knew that Charlie already liked Ron as a guy of course the dunderheaded Ron couldn’t figure that out though.’ The twins were making out as usual, and as for Hermoine she was going on about her night with Cho and Luna .
Draco needed to talk with Harry and fast. If word got out about what his little lifestyle is then the whole school would not only hate him but treat him like dirt. Which is what he felt like right now.

“Harry do you think I should learn a spell to turn me into a girl?” Ron asked.

Hermoine blushed. “Ronald Weasly you better stay out of my gender. I never in my life have seen a more stupid person then you. Charlie is already madly in love with you as a guy!”

“Oh come on Hermoine give him a break” said the twins in unison.

Draco approached them and he heard many sounds of disapproval. Harry’s face went from laughing to grinning as he saw Draco walk towards him. He just knew Draco was coming to confess his awful secret and beg Harry not to tell anyone. Harry knew this scene all to well.

“Um…..Ha…Harry, can…can I talk to you?” god why did he sound like a school girl telling her crush how she felt. He noticed Harry standing and wiping dirt off his bum. Draco could just imagine what Harry looked like naked. Actually he could dream it in an instance. Too many times did he awake in the middle of the night with a hard on dreaming about how he and Harry would sneak away and have mad sex.

Draco shook his head causing the thoughts to fly out his ear. He hadn’t even noticed Harry dragging him down the hall. They suddenly stopped and Draco slammed right into Harry’s back. It was warm something Draco always knew about Harry, he was warm.

“What do you want Draco” Harry said smugly.

“Look Harry please don’t say….”

“Anything, not a word, nothing.” Harry cut him off. “I know this scene Draco you tell me not to tell anyone then you feel that I will blackmail you so you offer me anything in your power. I grin and say okay then you assume I mean for you to suck my dick. Don’t make me laugh Draco.” Harry grinned “I know your game.” he whispered.

“You know nothing of the sort Harry” Draco hissed.

“Oh really” he continued. “So what are you going to tell me, oh wait let me guess. Snape and you are secret lovers gone against the school code. Or better yet he pays you for sex. Is that it Draco? Does he pay you for your body?” Harry was taunting him. “Oh don’t worry Draco I won’t tell anyone that you’re a whore. To think that your sexy body is being paid for. How much is it huh? Or will you not tell me because I not rich?”

“Shut up Potter”

“Oh back to last names are we? Well Don’t worry your dirty little secret is safe with me. Besides if everyone knew I had conversed with a whore they will talk, and you b know me being Saint Potter and all I can’t be thought of as being a customer of yours.” with that he left. Leaving Draco to roll around in his self pity.


Back to the beginning:

So now here he was hating his very existence. Draco was in every meaning of the word depressed. He didn’t eat lunch and now he was missing dinner. Only few people were left in the common room. He heard a knock on the door.

“Come in” he yelled.

“Well Draco do you always let people into your room or am I just an exception?” the voice was deep not like any student’s at Hogwarts. Draco dreaded turning around. Slowly he turned in his chair. There standing at his door was his worst enemy and his best friend.

“Father.”

“Yes my son?”

“How did you get here without being noticed?”

“Shhh.” he put a finger on his son’s lips. “I have been wanting to see you for a long time. How has my friend been treating you. Not too harsh I hope?” Lucius smirked.

“Father please not now. It is best if you leave.” Draco turned his back.

“WHAT!” Lucius yelled. “I come all the way here to see you and you turn me down. Draco Malfoy you have no idea who you are dealing with!”

“Father! Lower your voice please” Draco pleaded

Lucius glowered at his son. Draco would soon learn his lesson. Lucius Grabbed his son and threw him to the bed. Draco pleaded and Lucius just continued. Draco’s clothes were ripped off his body. Lucius didn’t waste any time entering Draco. As his son screamed and protested Lucius continued to pound into him. A little later Draco lay on his bed humiliated and hurt. His father had already left leaving those hideous words of how this is just a way to show he loves him. Draco sat and cried until he went to sleep.
The next day Draco Malfoy wasn’t himself at all, and only one person noticed and it was the very person who didn’t want to talk to talk to him.
Hermoine Granger sat watching Pansy Parkinson from the Gryffindor table, when she noticed something strange. Draco Malfoy was acting unlike his usual snobbish self. She just knew it had started yesterday after he and Harry went off to talk. Hermoine stood p and followed as he left the Great hall by himself. Watching Pansy would have to wait she just couldn’t let Harry’s crush be sad.

“Uh Malfoy…is something wrong?” she grabbed his shoulder.

“What do you want mud blood?” he huffed.

“Well I was going to see if everything was ok, but since you’re being an ass I suppose I’ll just leave.” she turned on her heel until she felt a tug at her sleeve.

“No don’t go I’m just…well…kind of…upset.” he sighed.

“Want to talk about it?” she asked sympathetically.

“Where should I begin.” he paused. “let’s go somewhere else”

A few minutes later they were at the black lake. “Now tell me what’s on your mind?”

“Well…my life turned upside down the day I turned eleven my mother got ill and was unable to come out of her room. That’s when my father began taking it out on me. He said it was my fault mother was sick, and as the years grew on he began to treat me differently around my thirteenth birthday. He well he told me he loved me and took me to his study. He said he had a special gift for me. He turned around sweaty and hasty. I didn’t notice it at the time but he had lust in his eyes. My mother had passed away that year and he was taking it hard. He kept telling me I looked just like her. After a while he just began to come closer. Telling me he loved me and how much I remind him of my mother. I ran and he caught me. That night he raped me. My own father did such a thing.” tears began to form in his eyes as he continued. “as the years progressed he told me I was the best fuck he ever had and That I should let his friends try me out. Later Severus came over and so did all of the other death eaters . They treated me like a doll. Each taking their turn until my father told them to leave. Things have been that way since then. Severus will occasionally pop in and have a quick frustration release as he calls it. My father came last night, but the worst part is that my secret crush found out. I tried to explain but Harry just called me a whore and left.” Draco was sobbing by now and Hermoine knew he had been hurt his life but why would Harry say such a thing. Wait…..secret crush…Harry said.

“Oh my god! You’re in love with Harry!” she blurted.

“Hush! I don’t want the whole school to know. I like him, but I ruined my chances yesterday. He saw me and Snape in the Potions Classroom. I tried telling him but he just told me I was most likely getting paid for my services.”

Hermoine let out a giggle. “Silly ferret Harry doesn’t hate you one bit. In fact he fancies you a lot. He only did that because he got mad that you were having sex with someone else.”

Draco’s eyes widened was he hearing her right. “Are you serious?”

Hermoine nodded. “Now as payment for listening and not telling your secret I want you to give this to Pansy” she handed him a note. “Don’t look at it please. I would hate for someone to know before her.” she winked at him and walked off.

To be continued.......