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Seeing Beyond

By: bakanezumi
folder Harry Potter › Slash - Male/Male › Harry/Draco
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 7
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Seeing Beyond

Chapter 1. Part A. Who do you See...


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Summary: Harry and Draco have seen beyond the world\'s preconceptions of each other, now they\'re just finding themselves...

A/N: Uhhh... someone was telling me that this fic was evil... but it\'s not I swear!!! ^^ ... Oh yeah, btw, this hasn\'t been beta\'d but if you find any really dodgy spelling/grammar quirks that you can\'t just put down to the whole author\'s license/creative-mind thing, give me a buzz! Well... of the review-y variety anyway...

Rating: Unknown... well, it will gradually build up to a climax. Maybe many. Too early to foresee at this point.

Warning: Slash. Ooooh yeah.

Disclaimer: All of these brilliant people were created by the glorious genius that is J.K.Rowling. *sigh* I don\'t own anything...

Dedication: To the lovely Siren of Hell, who does much with the beating, to prevent my arduous procrastinations...

Just A Thought: I don\'t know if it\'s necesarry for me to exclaim... Harry Draco pairing! Duh!!! As to other pairings... *rubs hands together* Sorry, but couldn\'t help that... it\'s really cold at the moment! Anyway... back to the topic at hand... (ooh was that a pun!) I\'m not sure who else I will pair together... quite probably Ron and Hermione, but you know, I might surprise you with some of the others! Or maybe not... Lol.

Warning: Btw, another warning, I should possibly add is that it is quite within my style to randomly change PoVs... so... I hope nobody gets confused! Now! On with the Fic!


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Harry couldn\'t believe what had just happened.


The One who haunted his every thought and dream had just confessed a profound liking for him and it had hurt like hell. Simply because Harry knew the reason for that particular person\'s \"revelation\". That reason was what had hurt the most, squeezed ever so violently at Harry\'s heart...


The fact that from the moment his heart\'s desire had said it, Harry had known that it had all been a joke at his expense. After everything he had been through the last few days, the anguish caused was almost unbearable enough to make Harry fall to his knees and plead for it to stop. That it would simply leave him be, with his Darkness, within the void where his soul used to reside.


Therefore it was not surprising that his immediate reaction was to deny everything, to mask the hurt that had emerged instantaniously at the supposed \"confession\".


Blaise told me to tell you I like you.


The words echoed in his mind... How the hell had Blaise known what he felt? He groaned in anguish, and in emotional pain so strong that it had become physical. He knew that Blaise was dating Neville... but he couldn\'t figure how on earth Neville would have known Harry\'s deepest, darkest and innermost secret, that he, Harry Potter, The Boy-Who-Lived, was in love with none other than Draco Malfoy.


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I hadn\'t really been meaning to make my confession. Previously I had been all for simply worshiping from afar, but something seemed lacking in that, like I was somehow lying to myself.


\"Potter!\" I\'m surprised that he actually stops, motioning for his cronies to go on ahead without him. Harry looks at me intently waiting for whatever it is I\'m going to say... \"I-i-ii... Blaise told me to tell you I like you.\" I can\'t help but blush...I hope he doesn\'t notice. He\'s just staring at me, suspisciously at that.


But then he just laughs, \"And I am soooo *truly* sorry that I do not share your feelings, Malfoy\".


D-did my heart just break? I c-could have sworn I heard it sh-sh-shatter... I blink rapidly, to keep the tears from overwhelming my capacity for holding them. I can\'t show him how much that hurt... And it is thus that my mask is fixed in place; pain is one emotion very easily masked with practice. Instead I smirk, I can always, always, without fail, wear this mask I have created.


I\'m used to pretending, \"Pity, Blaise seemed to think that I could get more of a reaction out of you, that or a quick fuck.\" The tightness in my chest makes my voice harsh, undoubtedly sounding hateful to passer-bys.


\"Is *that* all, Malfoy?\"


Did he have to ask like that? Like... I\'m not worth anything. I have to fight back the tears again because... its true. I\'m nothing. Not since...


*SLAP* My eyes widen in shock. As do his. I look at the offending hand, and quickly draw it back into my volumnous black robes. It appears as if Harry has gone catatonic. I can\'t bear to call him Potter in my head, it\'s almost sacriligous. I can only think that in a situation such as this one, it\'s likely that he\'ll hurt me, and perhaps not in any simple physical way. So I turn and run, full speed away from my stunned lion.


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