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Adult +
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2
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1,179
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1
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Sometimes deep at night
Total Eclipse
by TiaAgano
Summary: “Once upon a time I thought love conquers it all, now it almost shatters my world. Total Eclipse, I’m falling and nothing’s there to keep me upright.
A/N: Okay, so here comes the translation of my German fic „Totale Finsternis“. This chapter can stand alone, like a one-shot, but I have more of this story. Reviews would be highly appreciated and would be very inspiring for me to continue translating, if you get what I mean. In this fic there will be used some lyrics of songs I found suitable as well as a few sayings. As some of them were German I had/have to translate these too, so it might sound a bit strange sometimes. If you find faults in this story, sorry, but I’m just a simple German girl, so English is not my mother language. Thank you for reading!
Important: The you words in #…# are used when Draco’s mind is talking like he would talk to his lover. Do you get my point? Other things in this signs are probably out of song texts.
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I’m not earning any money with this and J.K. Rowling owns it all. Idea belongs to me, but some of the text doesn’t. It belongs to whoever wrote it. This time I’m using a bit from one of my favorite musicals.
To Julia, the best friend someone could possibly have, for bringing so much light in my life. Thank you, for everything.
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1.Sometimes deep at night
#Sometimes deep at night I’m feeling lonely and sad, but I can’t say what I’m missing.
Sometimes deep at night I have the most fantastic dreams, but when I wake up fear is tormenting me.
Sometimes deep at night I’m awake in the darkness, waiting, but I don’t know for what!
Sometimes deep at night I feel irresistible temptation of a dark threat
Sometimes deep t night I feel the power of a spell that is touching me unseen.
Sometimes deep at night I’m so helpless and wished there were someone to hold and protect me.#
Lonely? Sad? Helpless? Yes, you weren’t hearing things, that’s exactly what I’ve been saying or to be precious thinking, ...however. That’s not typical for me? Well, you’re probably right. You could ask everyone here at Hogwarts and I’m pretty sure that they would all agree with you, but nevertheless they would be wrong, because this are my feelings right now.
Wait a moment, FEELINGS? Well, it might shock you, but I have such things. So and now bugger of of my brain and tell everyone out there. Draco Malfoy, never crowned Ice Prince of Hogwarts, leader of Slytherin, has just admitted that he has feelings! But not hatred like everybody would assume, no, it’s helplessness and loneliness!! That should give you enough to gossip about for my last months in school, so piss of and leave my alone with my desires and heart wishes.
Is it possible that you’re not giving the slightest shit about what I’m saying? HELLO, I told you to bugger of! Get out of here and take my damned feelings right with you, would you? … Help me? YOU wanna h-e-l-p ME? Well, really kind of you, but unfortunately not possible. Nobody can help me, not even myself. If someone had a chance it would be…
No, Draco, stop, don’t even consider it one minute! It is and will be stay just a dream and you know it! Even if he would – what he doesn’t - … It would only make the whole thing worse.
…What or who all this about? Oh, nothing special, really. My “problem” is just the most stupid thing I could possibly ever have done! Damned, in just 2 short months I shall take the place at my father’s side and be made a faithful servant of the Dark Lord. My father has waited for that moment since my birth and has prepared me for it. Year for year I’ve waited for this day to come and now that the moment is almost near enough to grasp…
Yeah, right now a drunken boys wish from a shooting star has to come true. “I want to know what everybody is talking about. Please, show me real love.” That has been my wish and now it’s almost breaking me apart. Yes it’s true, I was the one who asked for this feelings, but I didn’t mean it that way!
#I’m hearing a voice calling for me.
I feel a longing in search for me.
I’ve longed for loosing my heart, now I’m almost loosing my mind.
A total eclipse, I’m drowning in a sea of feelings, no land in sight.
Once upon a time I thought love conquers it all, now it almost shatters my world.
Total Eclipse, I’m falling and nothing’s there that keeps me upright.#
Really, I don’t have the slightest idea how many people are currently at Hogwarts, but there should be a few hundred. So why did it have to be HIM?
No, you got me wrong, I don’t care that it’s a male and no female. Homosexuality isn’t unusual in the wizarding world, by using special potions it’s even possible to get babies! No, that’s not the point. I guess even my father wouldn’t say anything about a son-in-law and not a daughter, but in this case…
He would kill me for it, no doubt, for two reasons. First for being stupid enough to fall in love and second for my choice. My father hasn’t a very high opinion about feelings as you should have noticed. “Feelings won’t get you anywhere, my son, at least not if they’re yours. Everything that matters in this world is power. There is no good or evil, there’s just power and those who are too weak to use it.” I lost track counting how often I’ve heard this sentences…
#Sometimes deep at night I think I should run from you, as long as I’m still able.
But when you’re calling for me I’m ready to follow you everywhere, even to hell.
Sometimes deep at night I would give my life for just one moment that I truly belong you.
Sometimes deep at night I want to be like you want me to, even if I’m destroying myself.#
Oh how often I’ve tried! To flee from #you#, to resist the sweet temptation and to get rid off all the doubts I’m only having because of #you!# Doubts about if the path my father has chosen for me is really the right one for me, or if I should fight for the other side, … #your# side!
But every time one of our nightly meetings comes around all good intentions are forgotten and I’m following #your# call again. Sex that’s all #you’re# wanting of me. Passionate sex without any inhibitions or commitments and with total discretion. Seems like there’s no one else who could give #you# that. To say the truth I don’t even remember how all this happened, but it was sometime during sixth year as we met by coincidence one night and starting fighting as usual. Yeah, we’re still arguing, but only when we’re around others. Being alone our hands and mouths have to many other things to do…
How much I wished I could just tell #you# how I feel and become your boyfriend, you probably can’t even imagine. Neither can you who are still wandering trough my mind, even though I told you to go more than once!
You wanna know who I’m talking about? Who I meet at night? How lets consider changing the sides, even though it would probably cause my death? Really, can’t you guess by now? Who other than him could get me in so much trouble as the one that should be my greatest enemy? … Yes, absolutely right, it’s wonderboy himself. I, Draco Lucius Malfoy, have fallen head over heels for Harry James Potter…
#I’m hearing a voice calling for me.
I feel a longing in search for me.
Once upon a time I thought love conquers it all, now it almost shatters my world.
Total Eclipse, I’m falling and nothing’s there to keep me upright.
A total eclipse, I’m drowning in a sea of feelings, no land in sight.
A total eclipse, I think I’m loosing my mind!!#
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Reviews please! #nicely begging#
by TiaAgano
Summary: “Once upon a time I thought love conquers it all, now it almost shatters my world. Total Eclipse, I’m falling and nothing’s there to keep me upright.
A/N: Okay, so here comes the translation of my German fic „Totale Finsternis“. This chapter can stand alone, like a one-shot, but I have more of this story. Reviews would be highly appreciated and would be very inspiring for me to continue translating, if you get what I mean. In this fic there will be used some lyrics of songs I found suitable as well as a few sayings. As some of them were German I had/have to translate these too, so it might sound a bit strange sometimes. If you find faults in this story, sorry, but I’m just a simple German girl, so English is not my mother language. Thank you for reading!
Important: The you words in #…# are used when Draco’s mind is talking like he would talk to his lover. Do you get my point? Other things in this signs are probably out of song texts.
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I’m not earning any money with this and J.K. Rowling owns it all. Idea belongs to me, but some of the text doesn’t. It belongs to whoever wrote it. This time I’m using a bit from one of my favorite musicals.
To Julia, the best friend someone could possibly have, for bringing so much light in my life. Thank you, for everything.
°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°
1.Sometimes deep at night
#Sometimes deep at night I’m feeling lonely and sad, but I can’t say what I’m missing.
Sometimes deep at night I have the most fantastic dreams, but when I wake up fear is tormenting me.
Sometimes deep at night I’m awake in the darkness, waiting, but I don’t know for what!
Sometimes deep at night I feel irresistible temptation of a dark threat
Sometimes deep t night I feel the power of a spell that is touching me unseen.
Sometimes deep at night I’m so helpless and wished there were someone to hold and protect me.#
Lonely? Sad? Helpless? Yes, you weren’t hearing things, that’s exactly what I’ve been saying or to be precious thinking, ...however. That’s not typical for me? Well, you’re probably right. You could ask everyone here at Hogwarts and I’m pretty sure that they would all agree with you, but nevertheless they would be wrong, because this are my feelings right now.
Wait a moment, FEELINGS? Well, it might shock you, but I have such things. So and now bugger of of my brain and tell everyone out there. Draco Malfoy, never crowned Ice Prince of Hogwarts, leader of Slytherin, has just admitted that he has feelings! But not hatred like everybody would assume, no, it’s helplessness and loneliness!! That should give you enough to gossip about for my last months in school, so piss of and leave my alone with my desires and heart wishes.
Is it possible that you’re not giving the slightest shit about what I’m saying? HELLO, I told you to bugger of! Get out of here and take my damned feelings right with you, would you? … Help me? YOU wanna h-e-l-p ME? Well, really kind of you, but unfortunately not possible. Nobody can help me, not even myself. If someone had a chance it would be…
No, Draco, stop, don’t even consider it one minute! It is and will be stay just a dream and you know it! Even if he would – what he doesn’t - … It would only make the whole thing worse.
…What or who all this about? Oh, nothing special, really. My “problem” is just the most stupid thing I could possibly ever have done! Damned, in just 2 short months I shall take the place at my father’s side and be made a faithful servant of the Dark Lord. My father has waited for that moment since my birth and has prepared me for it. Year for year I’ve waited for this day to come and now that the moment is almost near enough to grasp…
Yeah, right now a drunken boys wish from a shooting star has to come true. “I want to know what everybody is talking about. Please, show me real love.” That has been my wish and now it’s almost breaking me apart. Yes it’s true, I was the one who asked for this feelings, but I didn’t mean it that way!
#I’m hearing a voice calling for me.
I feel a longing in search for me.
I’ve longed for loosing my heart, now I’m almost loosing my mind.
A total eclipse, I’m drowning in a sea of feelings, no land in sight.
Once upon a time I thought love conquers it all, now it almost shatters my world.
Total Eclipse, I’m falling and nothing’s there that keeps me upright.#
Really, I don’t have the slightest idea how many people are currently at Hogwarts, but there should be a few hundred. So why did it have to be HIM?
No, you got me wrong, I don’t care that it’s a male and no female. Homosexuality isn’t unusual in the wizarding world, by using special potions it’s even possible to get babies! No, that’s not the point. I guess even my father wouldn’t say anything about a son-in-law and not a daughter, but in this case…
He would kill me for it, no doubt, for two reasons. First for being stupid enough to fall in love and second for my choice. My father hasn’t a very high opinion about feelings as you should have noticed. “Feelings won’t get you anywhere, my son, at least not if they’re yours. Everything that matters in this world is power. There is no good or evil, there’s just power and those who are too weak to use it.” I lost track counting how often I’ve heard this sentences…
#Sometimes deep at night I think I should run from you, as long as I’m still able.
But when you’re calling for me I’m ready to follow you everywhere, even to hell.
Sometimes deep at night I would give my life for just one moment that I truly belong you.
Sometimes deep at night I want to be like you want me to, even if I’m destroying myself.#
Oh how often I’ve tried! To flee from #you#, to resist the sweet temptation and to get rid off all the doubts I’m only having because of #you!# Doubts about if the path my father has chosen for me is really the right one for me, or if I should fight for the other side, … #your# side!
But every time one of our nightly meetings comes around all good intentions are forgotten and I’m following #your# call again. Sex that’s all #you’re# wanting of me. Passionate sex without any inhibitions or commitments and with total discretion. Seems like there’s no one else who could give #you# that. To say the truth I don’t even remember how all this happened, but it was sometime during sixth year as we met by coincidence one night and starting fighting as usual. Yeah, we’re still arguing, but only when we’re around others. Being alone our hands and mouths have to many other things to do…
How much I wished I could just tell #you# how I feel and become your boyfriend, you probably can’t even imagine. Neither can you who are still wandering trough my mind, even though I told you to go more than once!
You wanna know who I’m talking about? Who I meet at night? How lets consider changing the sides, even though it would probably cause my death? Really, can’t you guess by now? Who other than him could get me in so much trouble as the one that should be my greatest enemy? … Yes, absolutely right, it’s wonderboy himself. I, Draco Lucius Malfoy, have fallen head over heels for Harry James Potter…
#I’m hearing a voice calling for me.
I feel a longing in search for me.
Once upon a time I thought love conquers it all, now it almost shatters my world.
Total Eclipse, I’m falling and nothing’s there to keep me upright.
A total eclipse, I’m drowning in a sea of feelings, no land in sight.
A total eclipse, I think I’m loosing my mind!!#
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Reviews please! #nicely begging#