When Life Is Shattered

This is a story nothing like my others. This is going to
be a dark, sexually deviant fic. If this does not suit you please stop now. I
do not own any of the Harry Potter books or the characters that are within
them. If JK Rowling ever read this ficÉ I would be so embarrassed.

style='font-size:12.0pt'>Change Is Not Always GoodÉ

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Chapter
One: Reflecting On A Good Year

Harry
sat in the smallest room in #4 Privet Drive. His 6th year was surprisingly
quiet.&n">  Another Defense Against the
Dark Arts teacher had been canned due to being a vampire and Harry had also
gotten a real girlfriend. It had not been a bad year.  He had started dating Susan Bones. She had helped him on the
way home, at the end of his fifth year, dispatching Draco Malfoy. Later Harry
would realize that she had slipped him her number while putting Draco and his
goons in the overhead compartment.

After
the scare that the Order of the Phoenix gave his guardians he had enjoyed a
nice summer. Susan he found out, the second day at the DursleyÕs, was living
only a few blocks away. They started out slow, going to the park and meeting
each other.  They would talk for
hours in the shade from the summer heat. During this time he never thought
about anything that happened at school or the wizarding world. It was nice.

Susan's
home was beautiful, with a pool in the back with an ample sun deck. The home
itself was like no other. On the outside it looked like all the other rows of
two story homes, but inside it was expanded to a huge mansion. There was a
protection spell on the entire property like at Hogs.style="mso-spacerun: yes">  When a Muggle would step across the
curb they would have a sudden urge to be somewhere else.style="mso-spacerun: yes">  Like their grandmother was on fire, or
something. Harry started spending an inordinate amount of time at Susan's home,
at first using the excuse of doing homework.  SusanÕs parents were always on the road and trusted him
implicitly. They were working for the ministry and away to different countries
getting support for the war against Tom Riddle. So Harry one night stopped
going back to the DursleyÕs at night.

style="mso-spacerun: yes"> Susan had taken their ÔrelationshipÕ to
the next level a day after Harry had moved in. They had been getting ready for
this step for a couple of weeks. They had rushed through their homework so they
would have the rest of the summer free for other activities. They were both
young teens hungry to let loose their budding hormones.

Flashback

Harry
was relaxing in his new room with am image of Susan in her two-piece bikini on
the sun deck. He had had a quiet birthday again. Friends sent him nick knacks
and different things. Susan got him a new set of goggles for flying. The night
was cool and dry so Harry only had a sheet up around his torso. The thin cotton
felt good against his body as he squirmed restlessly with his imagination
taking off that same bikini. He had his right hand behind his pillow propping
up his head. His left hand was in a loose fist encircling his engorged
erection, slowly moving from base to tip. Harry not trying to brag to him felt
his dick was a good size.  He did
not have anther to really compare with though.

Harry
was so wrapped up in flogging the dolphin he did not hear the door open to his
bedroom. Harry had his eyes closed tight and his left hand vigorously moving
along his shaft. Harry was about to attain rel whe when he heard a distinct
giggle from the door. In shock he sat up gathering the thin sheet in a huge
ball concealing the deflating phallus in his lap. Since he almost attained
release his cock was covered in pre-cum. As it started to deflate a small trickle
of clear warm liquid was, unknown to Harry, soaking the sheet and his scrotum.

His
face was that of shock, fear, and embarrassment, as he looked Susan in the
face. He was struck mute. His mind was a whirlwind with thought. He knew she
had him caught dead touching himself. Here he was living out his second worst
nightmare, the first being naked in the potions lab without his homework.

Harry's
mind was starting to defrost from the fear and really started to look at Susan.
She stood motionless at the door. She was wearing a pink terrycloth robe
covering a white cotton long shirt with what looked like flowers and fairies
covering it entirely.

After
his eyes wandered over her body they were drawn back to her eyes. She had a
look he had never seen before. Her eyes were half open and her pupils dark. She
had a mischievous smile while biting her bottom lip. His eyes roamed her body
again to see that she was running her hands slowly down and across her robe in
an almost massage.

A
voice broke the silence, ÒI hope that tent was for me?Ó

Harry
looked around the room looking for the rogue voice and realized it was Susan
that had said it. His mind still both running a mile a minute and stuck at the
same time only nodded. He realized the imptiontions of his response and his
face raised a deeper shade of crimson. He had stopped looking at her and could
feel her move toward the bed.

The
rogue voice came again, ÒCan I seeÓ ItÓ It was low and seemed like it came as a
growl.

Harry
looked at her in shock. She was moving carefully toward the bed. Her movements
were exact and calculated. She was moving silently like a lioness to her prey.
Harry did not move or stop her as she climbed onto the queen size bed with him.
Her finger followed an imaginary trail down his arm with the slightest touch of
her nails. Harry shuddered involuntarily. She sat Indian style in front of him
straddling his legs. She used both her hands like she was tracing an invisible
tribal tattoo on his upper body with each touch his body trembled. His muscles
out of reflex retracted and relaxed as the nail touched his arms and chest.

His
body tensed as she spoke again, ÒWell, are you going to show me?Ó with a look
of hunger, Òor am I going to have to rip these cover off of you and see
myself?Ó

Harry
mind shut down unabridged. When he did his body relaxed and his hand let go of
the sheet and fell to his side. Her eyes took a feral gleam as she immediately
grabbed the sheet and wrenched it from his body. She looked at his half rigid
cock like a huge prize she had won. His manhood hung across his scrotum not
completely flaccid. The head was red and had a light shine to it. She looked
closer and not it it twitched like the rhythm of a heartbeat. Her face
scrunched in confusion as she noticed the glistening was not only from the head
but on the scrotum as well. A clear line connected the head of his manhood and
connected to a slowly expanding wet spot on the bed. She looked up with
concern, ÒHarry is,Ó she swallowed, Òit ok?Ó

Harry
tensed at her question and looked to his groin. He made a sigh of relief, ÒThat
is natural. I was excited and my body is producing semen.Ó

She
looked confused for a moment and then it dawned on her, ÒOh from sex ed. I
remember!Ó She looked pensive for a moment, ÒIt's neat looking. Are all men as
big as you?Ó

Harry
suddenly had a flash of shame and went to cover himself with the sheet. ÒNo!Ó
she yelled suddenly. He looked at her confused and unmoving. He was frozen
halfway reaching for cover. She smiled and bit her lip, ÒCan I touch it?Ó

ÒIf
you do that it will only get bigger.Ó

Her
eyes got huge.  Before she could
stop herself she blurted, ÒIf it gets any bigger how are you going to fit that
in me!Ó In a flash she clapped her hand on her mouth. Her face could be
compared with sunrise, as her face glowed red.

breath hissed as he looked at her nervously. He stuttered out his response,
ÒYou want me to put it in you?Ó he asked in a whisper.

She
looked like a scared fawn. ÒOh Harry,Ó her voice came out as a trembling
whisper, ÒYes, I so want you to be my first. I understand if I am not your
first. I remember when you stayed back in the Room of Requirement and Cho
stayed with you. Then you hang out with Hermione all the time and you could
have any girl in the world so if I am notÉÓ
p>

She
stopped as Harry placed his finger on her lips. ÒYouÕre rang Sng Susan,"
Harry said with a smile, ÒRelax, it's my first time too.Ó

This
was all Susan needed to hear. She was like a thoroughbred coming out of the
gates. Before Harry had time to react he was laying on his back. The weight of
SusanÕs body pressed his into the mattress. She felt as light as a feather, but
he loved the feeling of her pinning him to the bed. Her lips engulfed his as
her tongue sought to taste every part of his mouth. Her hands were frantic,
touching and massaging everywhere she could reach.

Harry
placed his hands on her shoulders and pushed her away. She reluctantly pulled
her mouth away from his. He could see a look of hurt in her eyes. Before she
could say anything, ÒWait,Ó he said placing his finger on her swollen lips, ÒI
think I am at a disadvantage here,Ó as he tugged at her robe.

She
straddled his hips and had a look of worry on her face, ÒHarry?Ó

ÒYeah.Ó

ÒWere
you really thinking of me?Ó

Harry
smiled and lightly touched her on the cheek, ÒTo be honest,Ó her stomach seemed
to plummet, ÒI was fantasizing aboutÉ you when you were sunning outside today.Ó

Susan
caught on to the hard time he was giving her. She started tickling him, ÒYou
are so mean Harry!Ó

Witer aer always on top, for a few minutes they wrestled around. Finally Harry pinned
her hands to his chest. They stopped as they looked into each otherÕs eyes.
Harry said in a deep soothing tone, ÒI was fantasizing only of you.Ó /p>

The
sound of his voice impacted with her body. The vibrations sent tremors
throughout her very being. There was suddenly a heat and intense tingling
between her legs. She could not get out of her clothes fast enough. At the same
time she decided to tease Harry a little. Her terrycloth robe was long
forgotten lying across the room. Slowly she pulled the cotton shirt over her
head. Letting Harry taking every inch of her newly tanned smooth skin.

The
hem of her shirt was about to expose her breasts when she crossed her arm arms
and stopped the progress. She smiled with satisfaction as she felt Harry groan
in anticipation. She had her top over her head, still covering her perky bosom.

With
a smirk she looked down into HarryÕs darkening eyes. She had almost lost her
resolve and jumped him but she had found the strength to hold back a fea few
more moments. With a shaky breath, ÒWhatÕs wrong Mr. Potter?Ó<:p>

With
a hiss he replied, ÒThis,Ó as he thrust his hardened cock upward feeling the
heat radiating from her junction.

ÒAnd
what do you think you are going to do with that?Ó

Harry
shook his head as he smiled, ÒThe question is what are you going to do with
that?Ó

She
could not tell if it was his husky voice or the fact that his hands were warm
and smooth as they ran along her sides. Her resolve crumbled. "Enough
play, Harry," she said, lifting herself off him in a flurry of lust. Her
excitement was almost to a climax as she grabbed the dainty pink cover to her
junction and ripped it off. She threw the torn cloth over her head as Harry
started to maneuver himself on top.

She
held him in place as he groaned again. She looked at him wanting and explained,
ÒThis first time I am going to,Ó Harry raised his eyebrows as she continued,
Òyou are so big that you could accidentally hurt me and not know it.Ó

ÒI
would never intentionally hurt you!Ó his lust building.

She
smiled, ÒI know and that is why I am making sure.Ó

No
more intelligent words were spoken after that. Susan intertwined her fingers
with HarryÕs and made herself ready for womanhood. She lowered her vulva onto
HarryÕs gland. Letting it slide back and forth between the folds. Harry had a
look of complete bliss on his face as she started. The two of them were in sync
with each other. Harry let her use his arms as support as she slowly allowed
him into her junction. His resolve was faltering; it took all bei being from
forcefully invading her. She felt him at the barrier to the beginning of her
adult life. Her breathing was deep and calming as she raised herself so that he
was almost out of her. She steeled her nerve and gripped his hands tight. Her
eyes clinched shut in a grimace. She impaled herself upon what felt like a hot
molten spike as it traveled though her body. It was only a few more inches but
it felt like at any moment she was going to pierce her heart with his cock. She
felt Harry hit her cervix and stop. Even with her eyes closed tight tears
trickled from her eyes. She held HarryÕs hands like a vice, her knuckles
turning white.

She
opened her eyes in shock, feeling a little sting as Harry began to disengage.
She looked into his eyes and saw the look of worry. She gave him a warm smile
and shook her head letting him know not to move. Her legs shook, as she stayed
half straddled partially impaled on his manhood. The time seemed to stop re
re
her soreness subsided. Slowly she started again taking him. Her rhythm became
faster and erratic and hard as the pleasure engulfed her body.

Harry
was moaning with every thrust. There were no other people in the world to them.
At that moment all that mattered was that they were becoming one in lust. He
felt himself rip through a barrier and there was another barrier that was
slowly opening giving him access. The same moment his enlarged gland found
access Susan started to quake. A small mew emanated from her mouth as it grew
to a feral scream in ecstasy. The walls of her passage gripped him like a vice.
The movement and the muscles made a wave back and forth along his length, as he
could not stop. With a yell he spilled his seed into her.

End
of Flashback

Harry
was jolted from his erotic memory of his first time with Susan. The phone was
ringing downstairs. The DursleyÕs had quietly left for the day, unknown to
Harry leaving him alone. With shaky legs he made his way to the phone.

ÒHello?Ó
he said breathlessly

ÒHello
yourself,Ó he heard SusanÕs voice from the receiver.

ÒI
was just thinking about you.Ó

ÒMMMM
IÕll bet. Mind if I come over so you donÕt have to just thinks about me?Ó

ÒSure,Ó
his voice cracked he could hear her giggle on the other end. He recomposed
himself, ÒSure come on over.Ó

There
was a pause, ÒHarry, I am embarrassed to say this but I lost your addressÉÓ

Before
she could finish, ÒDonÕt worry about it. I live at 4 Privet Drive, Little
Whinging, Surrey.Ó

ÒThank
you Harry,Ó the voice said, "I will be there in a flash."

Harry
only had to wait about five minutes when he heard a knock on the door. He
sprinted the short distance and flung open the door. At the door was Susan. She
was wearing a long dark draping robe and what looked like oversized clothes
underneath. Harry turned and started into the house. He saw out of the corner
of his eye that she was not following. ÒWhat are you waiting on, you can come
in, the DursleyÕs are gone," he said laughing.

With
his word she stepped in. Harry proceeded to the kitchen, ÒI am getting me
something to drink,Ó he said over his shoulder, Òyou want anything?"

ÒNo
Mister PotterÉÓ

The
voice froze Harry in his tracks. With trepidation and fear he turned to look at
Susan. It was not Susan. Harry stood face to face with the killer of his
Godfather, Bellatrix Lestrange.

Wow
I wrote this within 24 hours; I hope you like it. I do not want to give
anything away but the next chapter is going to be dark and sickening. If you do
not want to read more please stop at this chapter. I would love for people to
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