All Right Harry
All Right Harry
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Disclaimer: I don’t own anything haha
well I own my shoes but they’re not in this fic…so I
don’t own anything.
A/n: I couldn’t wait for the beta reader sorry but when it
does get sent back I’ll repost it all cleaned up.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Sorry I always wanted to read a Colin/Harry class=SpellE>fic but there aren’t many of them so I decided to start the
ship. Right right
uh…review if you please if you’re too lazy like I am just go on to the next class=SpellE>fic!
“All right Harry?”
Colin asked the minute no Harry could have sworn it was before Harry had
even enter the common room. Harry
glanced over at Colin who was sitting with his younger brother waiting for
Harry to respond. Harry did not
respond. How could he be all right he
had lost the only person that he was ever close to.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Colin’s smile drained from him as Harry left
the common room to wander the halls once again, alone.
It was suddenly common for Harry to walk the halls alone,
and everyone knew why. Ron and Hermione
were in a head to head war again. Colin
worried that Harry was spending too much time alone.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Colin wanted to help Harry in anyway he
could. Colin rose from his seat his eyes still locked in the same place he had
last seen Harry.
“Where are you going?” Dennis accused his older brother.
Colin wasn’t sure how to explain to Dennis about Harry’s
pain and how Colin had to heal Harry even if Harry did not understand that
yet. Harry needed Colin and Colin would
love to be needed by Harry. “Harry…”
Colin prayed Dennis would understand with just that.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> A rush of relief filled him with the knowing
look on Dennis’s face. “Don’t forget
your camera,” Colin’s hope failed Dennis had not understood. Colin’s eye drew
to his camera on the table.
For a show he did pick up his camera he did not feel I
necessary to explain to Dennis that he did not need it, nor did class=GramE>he have the time.
Colin fiddled with the gadgets and buttons on his camera as
he wandered down the halls. People
always got the wrong idea about him and his camera.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> They thought it was how he saw the world,
they thought it had meaning beyond the thousand words each picture had, and
worse yet they thought it was his passion.
That’s what he hated about his
camera. Sometimes he wondered if people
would notice him or know who he was if he did not lag around that camera.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> It was never the camera that he was
passionate about it was Harry. It was
not very long after Colin had arrived at Hogwarts that Harry became the object
of his pictures. He wondered if his
parents ever…
Colin’s thought was lost when a hand grabbed the wrist in
which his camera was held. He recognized
the hand from all his years of studying is
golden boy. Harry’s hand clutched
his wrist almost painfully and in a brief minute he had Colin’s arm pinned
uncomfortably behind Colin, no it was painfully pinned Colin thought as he
registered the pain.
“Why the pictures,” Harry snarled in Colin’s ear.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Harry was though with having Colin follow him
around and snap pictures of him it was annoying.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Colin bit his lip so that he would not cry
out. The pain running though him he
almost regretted being in the hall alone with Harry, almost.
“Harry…”
Colin’s tone was strained echoing the pain quavering though
him. Harry’s grip tightened as he did
not get a straight answer. The pain from
the pressure Harry’s nimble fingers brought him was more painful then they way
his arm was held.
“To be near you,” Colin groaned he thought maybe if he was
honest Harry would let him go.
“What?” Harry hissed Colin closed his eyes.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Harry did not understand and it hurt class=SpellE>ot have Harry questioning what
Colin had always known.
Harry’s grip tightened again and Colin’s arm strained in an
even more painful position. “They…class=GramE>‘et me…be near…even…when you’re…gone.” style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Colin whimpered in a way he never thought he
would at Harry’s arms.
“What?” Harry repeated but this time his voice had more of
an understanding or realization to it.
Finally Colin had been forced to tell his secret and he
prayed it would work out. Harry’s grip
did not loosen as Colin’s words took hold drawing out the reason Colin did
everything. Colin shook under Harry’s
weight but he wanted him to have this time to comprehend, that way Harry’s
answer could be made in a rational way.
But as the minutes numbed his arm Colin had to speak up.
“Harry…” he choked out.
Harry moved slightly as if coming out of a daze; moments passed and he
let Colin go shoving him away. Colin
rubbed his shoulder and took Harry’s shove as a sign to go.
Colin could feel Harry’s eyes on him as he proceeded to the
end of the hall. Colin was slightly
disappointed but he still had hope that Harry would come around.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Harry was a good boy and he deserved someone
like Colin someone who truly appreciated him.
A murmur came from Harry and if Colin had not have been
trained in being fascinated with Harry he would have missed it, “I’m not all
right.”
Colin gazed back at Harry.
Harry had already dropped his gaze to the floor his arms around him as
if he was cold or sick but Colin knew that Harry was just in pain; the pain
that ha brought Colin out here in the first place.
Harry needed Colin despite if Harry knew it or not.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Harry’s shoulder quivered when Colin placed
his hand on it. Harry looked into
Colin’s eyes, Harry was hopeless Colin concluded.
Everyone wanted so much from Harry and Harry did try to be
all of those things for everyone Colin wondered when Harry ever got to be what
he wanted. Colin wanted nothing from
Harry and would give Harry everything.
Harry melted into Colin.
This surprised Colin who was hardly ever surprised by Harry
anymore. But it was just that Colin
never thought he’d be supporting Harry.
Harry was the strong one, he was the brave one, and he was the confident
one. But Colin was determined now that
he had Harry here he was not going to let him go until he proved his worth.
Harry shuttered in obvious pain not physical Colin knew that
but emotional and spiritual as well.
Colin rubbed Harry’s back in away he was sure Harry had never felt
before. He was sure no one had ever
sympathized with Harry or kissed a bruise to make it all right and that was at
least how Colin was trying to make it feel.
He knew it was working when Harry’s head found his shoulder.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Thank Merlin for the summer growth
spurt! Course it did not help that the
shoulder was successfully sore and Colin gasped in pain from the weight.
Harry detached from Colin looking disappointed.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Colin knew that look Harry used it when
Dumbledore refused to meet Harry’s eyes last year.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> “I want to help make it all right,” Colin
spoke quickly before Harry could recompose His brace, strong, confident
self. Colin had to prove his worth.
“How?” Harry said plainly.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Colin knew that he had left out that kiss he
had not been sure where Harry was bruised.
Colin nervously guessed now stepping closer pressing his lips on Harry’s
robes in the center of his chest. Colin
swears to this day that Harry’s whole heart shivered in appreciation.
Harry’s eyes meant Colin’s in an entirely different way, “I
need you.”
Colin knew despite the confidence this was the first time
Harry had admitted that. Colin was
thrilled that he could be there to witness that, “I love to be needed by you.”
“Then you have to leave,” Harry said regaining his strength
and bravery.
“What Harry, no please,” Colin spurted out he could not let
Harry just walk away now.
Harry placed his hand over Colin’s lips, “Everyone I get
close to dies. I can never lose you like
that Colin.”
Colin looked in Harry’s eyes.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Colin wanted to heal Harry.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> How could he rescue him from a distance?style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> But if it was what Harry wanted or even
thought he wanted Colin would not question it.
Colin placed his hand over Harry’s giving it a light kiss that caused
Harry to smile.
Colin withdrew Harry’s hand, “All right Harry.” Harry nodded
with a crocked smile. Colin placed his
camera in Harry’s arm.
“Colin…”
“I don’t need it anymore,” Colin softly just as Ron came
around the corner into the hall.
“She’s unbearable!”
Ron said when he reached Harry’s side.
Harry flinched at Ron’s never ending retaliating fight with Harry’s
other best friend. Ron glanced at Colin,
“Is there something you need?”
Colin took that as the cue to leave.style=\'mso-spacerun:yes\'> Harry watched him retreat until he was no
longer insight.