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Boys Don\'t Cry

By: galba
folder Harry Potter › General
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 2
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Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Boys Don't Cry

Disclaimer: I don’t own the song Boys Don’t Cry, or the HP universe. I’m surely not making any money either..from anywhere.

Warning: Suicide. Possible Slashness.

A/N: I’m pretty sure I made this narrator unisex..so..insert whoever you want it to be. I couldn’t decide who would fit better..so why not all? Or none, could be OC….anyway, read it or get out.

I clicked the light from the bathroom off and sighed silently as the bedroom was plunged into darkness. I made my way slowly over to the bed that my husband slept in; my eyes had adjusted by the time I felt the satin sheets rub against my shins.

I sat down on my side, peering at his sleeping form.

“We have problems, Severus.” I watched as he rolled over onto his side so he was facing me, but his eyes remained closed, and his breath remained even.

“What would you say to me, if you could talk to me? You could ask anything; I wouldn’t lie….but you’re ok with this damaging awkwardness….” I whispered to him.

“I used to hold your hand so tight there was no question…but now even when you’re near, I’ve never felt so alone,” I wiped away the tear that had threatened to roll past my lips; I didn’t want to taste what I felt inside.

“Why is this so easy for you? Tell me how much you love me, and I’ll be just fine. Don’t be afraid of me..” I leaned over and brushed a stray lock of black hair out of his face. I saw his lips curl up as if to snarl, but only a muffled grunt made it past his teeth.

I sobbed openly, but muted. Always m. He. He doesn’t see me anymore, and I have nothing else.

I walked to his private stores of potions and picked out a green vial from his poison section. I returned to the bedroom and lay down next to him. His arms came around me like they always did when he wasn’t aware of it. My vision of the vial blurred as my eyes filled with tears.

“I love you Sev.”

I uncorked the bottle and drank the liquid that tasted faintly sweet. I put the vial on the night stand and settled in; caressing the arms that held me.
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